The last couple months had been a blur; I don't remember ever having so much sex in my life. We were having sex at least 4 times a week, and it was always Korie who came to me. No one that we knew never suspected a thing. Of course they were puns and affection between us but we never crossed that line between our friendships or at work. Even though my feelings was got stronger. I kept them hidden like I always had. She on the other hand found new and exciting things to do in bed. It seems like I opened up this whole new world for her. We never talked about feelings or emotions for it was her choice not too.
One night, after a hot session, we lay in each other's arms. I could feel her body still shuddering from her orgasm. She had a look on face as if she felt guilty about something. But she didn't say anything about it.
I watched her lying in my arms, with her eyes closed. I smiled down thinking that she looked like an angel while she was asleep. She made little squeaky sounds like a mouse and little jerks with her body. I traced my fingers up and down her back.
That night I made up my mind to let her go completely from my heart. I knew that I could never have her love me unconditionally, only the love for me as a friend. It was a hard decision to make, but I was looking for a partner not just a 'fuck friend'. I stared down at her and frowned before falling asleep.
The next morning I hadn't told her about my decision. I kissed her on the lips before she had to go to work and told her that I'll see her there. She walked out the door and left. About 15 minutes before I walked out the door myself, I got call from an old friend asking me what were my plans tonight. I had told her that I had nothing planned, just to go to work come home and relaxed. She asked me if I wanted to go and meet her at Gay Night at the club. Immediately I said yes. We talked for a few more minutes, I wrote down her address, hung up and I went to work.
"So, are we going to have our little 'meeting' tonight." She asked me in a teasingly voice and looking around if anyone was around.
"Sorry Korie, not tonight. I've made plans with an old friend whom I haven't seen in years." I replied with a smile. The look on face was of jealousy. But I held back. I made up mind to let her go and dammit I was going to do it. She remained quiet for a minute, and I continued on working.
"So who is she and where are you going?" She blurted out.