This chapter was meant to be the final chapter in Doris' fantasy, but the trip to the store became 'involved' and so took up the whole chapter. I hope the description has done justice to her fantasy and that you enjoy it.
Well the rest of the week was a turmoil of emotion for me as I pondered what had happened that night with Andy walking into our home and finding Toby riding me hard, doggie style in our lounge, and my world seemingly imploded in on itself. Only later to explode outwards in a couple of unbelievable orgasms after Andy entered my room and by some amazing twist of fate we had ended up making love, mother and son, incest. Would I now be burned in hell as our preacher promised every Sunday that God took care of sinners? How would this act affect our family?
At breakfast the following morning I wasn't sure how I would be able to face Mike; or Andy for that matter. Fortunately Mike was just finishing breakfast as I entered the kitchen and he only had a couple of minutes to explain how much he had enjoyed his evening at the gun club, how friendly and helpful everyone was, and that he had been invited back the next week. Mike grabbed his last piece of toast and started out of the kitchen, but turned as he reached the door.
"Mum, I would love to join the gun club, is that OK?" He asked tentatively.
"Mike if you enjoy it as much as you have just described then I would love you to join it as well, now get off to college," I pledged, my mind in a spin.
No sooner had Mike left through one door did Andy float into the kitchen through the other. He face was all dreamy & his eyes were glazed. I wasn't sure if he was still half asleep or he was just retaining that 'Just fucked' look from last night.
"Here, eat your breakfast," I instructed, "or you will be late."
"How did Mike get on at the gun club last night?" he asked with a slight smile.
I paused as I poured myself some more coffee.
"He enjoyed himselfβ¦.." I replied, my voice trailing off.
"Is that all he said?" asked Andy sounding disappointed.
I considered my answer carefully as it would give expectants that would be hard to change. What did I want? Did I want to risk my marriage by continuing to screw around with Andy, or Toby, or both? β¦β¦. But I wasn't getting the love I needed; correction the sex I needed from my husband. I knew in my heart and in my brain that what had happened over the past two weeks, and especially last night, was so wrong, but it was just so compulsiveβ¦β¦. Did I want to continue getting my pleasure & wants satisfied by my fingers and a vibrator as I sat in front of my computer, locked in my den surfing porn on my computer?; or did I want to get human pleasure and satisfaction from my two new young lovers? One of whom was my son?
I gazed at my coffee, lost in thought.
"Mum?" Andy asked behind me.
No; fingers, a vibrator, and porn would not satisfy me when I could have the real thing on my own terms and conditions. I could stop it whenever I needed to β¦β¦β¦β¦ who was I fooling?
"No," I finally replied, "He said he loved it and wanted to join."
"What, β¦β¦β¦.. What did you say to that?" Andy asked his heart in his mouth.
I thought some more, I didn't dare face Andy. This was my last chance to stop my continued journey into the fires of hell.
"Mum? Andy asked again.
'To hell with it,' I thought.
Not wanting to face him, I replied "I told him that was Ok and that I would love him to join."
Andy's chair scraped backwards on the floor and seconds later he kissed me quickly on the cheek.
"Cool," was all he said as he headed for the door.
I quickly turned to finally face him, "Andy, remember our conversation last night, yes?"
"Sure mum, it's cool." Said the voice of youth as he left our home, for the first time as a man.
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Saturday night I cooked a nice meal and sent Andy & Mike out with money for the evening so Ian and I could have a quiet evening together. I showered and wore some nice clothes that revealed my new sexy lingerie that I had bought to save my marriage. If I could entice Ian to make love to me, and then teach him some of my new found skills then I would not continue with Andy & Toby in future.
It is too upsetting to describe the effort I went to that night to seduce my own husband, but it was all for nothing. Even a slow strip failed to gain any attention as Ian turned on his side and went to sleep even before I had got down to my sexy throng. I shut myself in the ensuite and cried into a thick towel to bury my sobs and tears.
On Sunday morning I claimed to be ill and stayed in bed as the boys trooped off the church loyally with Ian. While they were out I threw away the lingerie, I knew I was now in a sex less marriage. I wasn't even sure if Ian still loved me.
Thankfully Monday morning eventually arrived and Ian headed off to the airport and the kids out as well. I rang in sick to work, I needed time to think. Grabbing a coffee I headed down into my den. I tried doing some sewing as I tried to work out where my life was going. Thinking of Ian left me cold, but thinking of Andy sent a pulse surging through my pussy. God, then an image of Toby flashed through my mind and my nipples tingled as I thought about his fascination and love for my breasts. Lastly I pictured young Mike, and I knew I didn't want to risk hurting him. How complicated life had become!
Sitting there in my high backed leather swivel chair I couldn't focus on my sewing. Instinctively my hand reached between my thighs to rub the itch that was developing between my legs, distracting me from any sensible thought.
Images of sitting astride Toby's cock as he played with my breasts filled my mind. And then I saw Andy step into the picture to take my head into his tender hands as he fed his hard upright cock into my warm wet mouth. This was just too much, I lost all common sense and ripped my sweat pants & panties off completely as I spread my legs wide and breathed in the aroma of my already excited sex. God the aroma of excited pussy filled the room as I flicked on the computer and quickly loaded up my favourite folder of young stud pictures. The screen filled with a slide show of young muscular hunks fucking into housewives in all stages of undress. Quickly I pulled up my t-shirt and bra to release my breasts from captivity and then settled back to bring myself off.