It's my first day of junior year in high school, same school that I've loved the previous two years. I get moving to homeroom, ready to get my schedule for the next however many school days we have. Lucky me, I got the study hall I asked for - it's during 5th period. Most of the day is a drag. Every single teacher explains the rules and dress code enough times that it imprinted in my brain. 5th period comes along and I go to my designated study hall room, just to tell the teacher that I plan on being an aide for my favorite teacher. She lets me go, marking me on some kind of list. All giddy and excited, I walk so fast it's almost a run, to my old Spanish room. I get to the room and give her a giant hug, expressing how much I miss her. I'm so emotional seeing her again that I almost cry. She has a class this period so I sit in the blue chair by her desk while she takes attendance.
As she walks around her desk, passing behind me, she whispers in my ear, "I want you to fuck me." Confused and stunned can't even explain how I felt as she said that. She kept walking but looked back at me with a smirk. So many things start to flood in my head in that moment. Last time I saw her, last time I talked to her, it was not like this. She never showed any interest in this kind of relationship, we've always just been friendly, so where did this come from? Did I mishear her? I'm pretty sure I didn't...
The rest of class was normal, nothing else was said. She asked me to help with teacher type things like usual, and that was it. We didn't even get a chance to talk. I tried to stay a little bit after but another teacher came in to talk to her. So I just left. I guess I'll just figure it out later.
Any moment throughout the day that I wasn't busy, I'd look for her. I wanted to figure out what was going on. All I could think about was what she said to me. While looking around on my way to class, I noticed Chris. He had been sitting in the cafeteria waiting for me. He skipped school, and somehow came to mine just to talk. I told him I was busy and couldn't at the moment, but he followed me anyway, being his annoying, clingy self.
The principal announced that we had a school assembly today. I walked down to the gym with my friends, Chris tagging along. They kept chatting away but I was completely distracted. Somehow with a chance of luck, my friends and I stood not too far from her. I wanted to confront her and see if she'd say anything. I didn't want to straight out say it if I had misheard her. That would make things awkward. A part of me has been excited, and hoped that I had heard her right. The other part of me realized what that meant, and I wasn't sure if I was ready, okay, or knew how to be with a girl. Not to mention if someone found out.