I had turned into somewhat of a zombie over the last few months , working constantly and moving more product than I had in years , not that I needed the money or the rush of a constant danger of rivals or being caught by the feds.
I had done it for the distraction, to keep myself busy and from being alone with my gorgeous, brunette banker.
It was a pathetic attempt I knew that, just like I knew that Rachael would not abide by my decision to end our affair so abruptly.
We had easily slipped back into business mode of strictly laundering money, which consisted of late night money counts and seeing one another at occasional social functions.
But underneath the inane conversation and false put ons , I knew she was waiting patiently for just the right moment to try and explain why she had married the district attorney , the only person in town I didn't have in my pocket , that I couldn't control by either money or fear .
So I had worked and avoided being completely alone with her , someone was always with me lately whether it was , my best friend and business partner Becca , or my ever present bodyguard Buzz or another bodyguard , none of them knowing they were just a buffer for the thick , still growing sexual tension between myself and the banker .
Tonight would be a different story, Becca my faithful best friend had blown me off for dinner with a new beau, Buzz had the night off, because he had been working security for me five days straight and needed the rest, and any of the other bikers that I hired as security would have stood out at the Chatham Country Club like a hooker in church.
Seasoned felons mingling among Savannah's social elite was laughable but also to me it seemed hypocritical , because over half the well dressed, wealthy people in the exclusive members only club were just a few acts shy of that same felony status, including me .
So there I sat nursing my third vodka tonic and praying for a catastrophe so I could blow off the mandatory monthly family dinner.
I sat listening as my mother and my new sister in law droned on and on about a shopping spree in Atlanta they had just recently took.
My father and brother were deep into their own conversation about major league baseball as I signaled the server for another drink; my mother grabbed my forearm as if she had some sixth sense.
"Really dear, another ...you haven't even eaten dinner yet?" she pointed out in her best loving, yet condescending motherly voice.
"Glass houses mother." I simply said, as I waved my now empty glass at the server walking my way.
"I'll be right back." I mumbled as I stood to go to the restroom.
As I walked toward the bathroom, I noticed Rachael Harris as she sat down with her father the Senator, who was all smiles and handshakes and her new husband, the district attorney.
"Wonderful." I groaned to myself as I walked into the ladies' lounge, past the antique chaise lounges and vanities to the black marble sink just on the other side of the wall.
I stood, staring in the mirror at the dysfunction my family could create and wondered why we even attempted to be a normal family.
I didn't hear Rachael come into the room and I closed my eyes as she appeared in the mirror behind me I had drank too much , too fast and my mind was beginning to spin.
"Are you ok, Jordan?" she asked, her tone soft and genuinely concerned.
"I'm fine I just needed a break from them." I mumbled.
My eyes locked on hers; she looked stunning in the white pantsuit she wore.
Her shoulder length brunette hair was loose and wild and I could tell by how she was looking at me that I was about to be knee deep in a situation with her.
"I miss you." ... it has been months and I am trying to respect your choice. "She said softly as she stepped toward me.
I could feel my pulse immediately quicken, and I suddenly could not concentrate.
I turned around , which I quickly realized was a mistake , it put us face to face giving her a full view of the little black dress I was wearing.
"I miss fucking you." she whispered her eyes roaming my body, as she slipped both of her hands slowly up my arms, her fingers teasing my skin.
"We can't do this ...not anymore." I said quietly looking away from those hypnotic green eyes.
" Your avoiding being alone with me.......... , so don't tell me you don't miss this ." she said leaning fully into me , pushing me back against the marble counter top , making our bodies mold together perfectly , like we were meant to be doing this .
Familiar hands drifted lazily from my hips up my sides to cup my breasts through the thin , soft material of the barely there dress I had chosen, her soft lips pulled me into a slow lingering kiss , her body pushed into mine deliciously and I was lost .
Lost in the feel of her perfect lips and teasing tongue, lost in the feel of her thigh between my legs, my hands moved instinctually, sliding the dress up as we began to move against one another.
I didn't hear the entrance door to the lounge open because I was so lost in the moment , when she suddenly pulled back from me with a lecherous grin I was angry , not at her but at myself for being so weak and letting her prove her point.
Whoever had come in had gone directly into one of the stalls, and we stood there side by side in the mirror trying to compose ourselves.
Our skin flush, our breathing was labored; it would not be hard for anyone to figure out what we had just been doing.
The Chatham country club was a gossip mill and as I saw Marjorie Brown the Mayor's wife and current president of the gossiping hens committee, come around the corner smiling I figured we were busted.
I stood quietly washing my hands until she spoke, then I faked my way through polite conversation and moved away from her and Rachael.
I was so angry; I basically toned them out as I checked my look in the mirror waiting for the nosy woman to leave.
When she finally did, I turned on Rachael quickly only to find that lecherous grin again and playful eyes.
"We will not be doing this anymore!" I growled, furious at how she could affect me.
"Why not?" she asked, not backing down.
"I chose to stop our affair because it was the smart thing to do." I said firmly. .
"You mean safe thing to do, because I got married!" she snapped back, closing the distance between us.
"Both!" I said flatly.