Anyway, the more I talked about it, the more turned on I got, and the more turned on she was getting. She sat in a chair looking at me, her eyes kind of out of focus and her legs spread open and her panties getting dark between her legs. Her fingers kept rubbing her stomach, but then they'd drift up or down as I talked. And then she asked me the question I had been worrying about all week: 'Will you get undressed for me again?' And I saw how much she wanted it, and I didn't really want it, but I was feeling that thing again rising in my core and I just nodded, but I didn't get up right away cuz my head was still pretty fucked up from the booze. Laura looked worried for a moment and I told her I needed to take it slow. I finally stood up, my head kind of dizzy but my body was on fire. I really wanted to get naked in front of her and see what she'd do even as I was scared shitless she'd make me eat her or she'd touch me, but then I'd get all tight and loose and I just had to see what would happen. I peeled off my clothes slowly, not like a striptease, and not like in the locker room, but carefully because my head was spinning. And when I was totally naked I decided to fuck with her a little and just stood there, my hands moving to cover my breasts and my bush.
She looked up at me, her eyes questioning. "Can you," she hesitated, talking softly like I wouldn't do whatever she was about to ask, "like you did the other night? With your hands behind...?" She motioned and waited, her face looking so expectantly. I looked down and presented myself, with my hands behind my neck, my breasts thrust out and my legs spread.
I looked up then and watched her face and saw her mouth go soft, her jaw kinda dropped and her eyes were kind of glassy. They kept drifting up and down trying to take me all in. I giggled a little because it was silly to me, but I could tell she was getting hot and bothered and that turned me on. She got up and stood close to me, her bra rubbing below my breasts and she looked up at my face when she asked if I wanted to see more of her toys. I blushed and didn't answer. I just looked at the floor hearing CS's voice and just going with the feeling of letting go. She brushed past me and I could hear her opening a drawer and then putting something on the bed next to me.
"What does he call you?"
I couldn't believe she was asking, and we didn't have a safe word but I probably wouldn't have used it then anyway, but I just kept quiet and she came up in front of me, her fingers up to my nipples without touching them and I just knew she'd do it, so I told her I was his cum slut cunt, and she told me that wasn't so bad and her fingers just barely touched my nipples and they got really really hard!!! But all night, that's what she called me even though she could see it made me mad. Up until then only Sir called me that and I didn't think anyone else should do it without his permission. I was so fucked up from the Tequila and I was getting so horny!!!! I can't believe we did what we did!!! I can't tell Shauna Laura is a les. I can't tell her or Melissa that I'M A LES!!!!
She showed me the
vibrator
toy
dildo we'd used before and said it was her favorite, but then she showed me something I'd only seen in porn and I held my breath when I saw it! A double dildo, black and long and it looked too thick to go into me. I just shook my head, closing my eyes.
"We're going to try this out tonight, cum slut cunt."
She said it so gently, I just kept shaking my head no, but I never said my word. She stood in front of me and slipped out of her underwear, tossing them behind her, her nipples much smaller than mine but hard as anything and her dark bush matted from how wet she'd gotten.
"Tell me," she said. "Does he make you ask him to do stuff to you?"
I gasped and looked up at her face and then down, even though she didn't know the rules and I told her sometimes he did. She told me to get on my hands and knees on the bed and tell her exactly what she was supposed to do with that toy. I could feel my stomach doing flips, but not from the Tequila, that had settled down and I turned to do what she asked, knowing I would be exposing my pussy to her and that she was going to fuck me. I was so ashamed and so fucking hot!!!! I can't believe I let her do that to me, but I was so fucked up and so turned on and I couldn't believe she was for real, and then she told me to tell her what I expected, and I told her I needed to suck it first before she put it in me. Before I'd finished even telling her, she had it at my lips and I opened my mouth and throat as much as I could, but it was too big. I got it coated though, which is what I wanted, and then she pulled it out and she got all bossy and demanded I tell her
exactly
what she was supposed to do with it and I could feel how wet I was and I was so exposed and so humiliated and I couldn't say it and she kept pushing until I just told her to fuck my wet cunt with that fucking dildo!!!
FUCKKKKK. I can't believe I did it! She has me so fucked up, now that she knows I'll do whatever she asks. Cuz I will. I felt just as submissive with her as I've felt with Sir and now I know that I'm just a slut and will do whatever people tell me and I get so fucking turned on by it.
So I felt it as she pushed it into my pussy. It was so huge I felt like it was splitting me apart. I spread my legs as far as I could, arching my back to stretch as much as possible and she just kept pushing it in. I groaned and told her to stop and she did, holding it there, and then I felt her moving around on the bed until her feet were touching my knees. I wiggled a little cuz her legs were tickling me, and I looked back and saw she was backing up to me, her ass almost touching mine. I could see her β β β β pussy poking between her thighs, her lips exposed. I turned back around a little grossed out at what she was doing.
And then I could feel her pushing it into her, slowly. Every time she pulled on it, it would pull out of me a little and she'd inch her legs back toward me, pushing it back in until I grunted for her to stop. My head was dizzy from the tequila, from feeling the dildo in me, from how Laura was treating me, It felt like it had been going on forever, each time she pushed into me she'd tell me to push back until I could feel her butt cheeks against mine. At some point she stopped moving and she just moaned. I couldn't move and I couldn't stay still. I just wanted to feel it rubbing inside me, but every time it did, it hurt, and I could feel my clit swelling up and I just wanted to rub it, but I had to keep my hands down on the bed. She was panting, like she was out of breath, and then she used that bossy voice again, only it was just a whisper to tell her what I had to call myself. I kept saying cum slut cunt over and over again like a stupid chant and she moved to the rhythm of it and I was so out of control. I could feel her fingers rubbing herself, the vibrations going through the dildo into me, but I was only getting rubbed and split open and more frustrated.
I was getting a little angry. Who the fuck was she to just use me like that and I was about to just pull out when she screamed her orgasm. It was soooooo gross and disgusting and it turned me on sooo much. I couldn't believe how fucking insane it was. What kind of fucked up person am I???? If I hadn't already known I was a whore, that moment did it. That I could make anyone so turned on they'd cum, doing nothing but being naked and letting them use my body. The feeling of power washed over me again like a bucket of warm water drenching (hah! There's a word-of-the-day for you Ms. Obrien! Only I can't ever show you this!!!!!) the anger and I smiled.
"Oh fuck," she kept saying over and over again, and the angle of the dildo changed pushing deep up against my back and I realized she had collapsed onto her chest and was trying to breathe through her climax. It hurt a lot, and I wasn't going to get off that way anyway, so I reached back and gently slid my hand between our bodies. I freaked when I felt how warm and soft her skin was and I flinched when I realized I was touching her pussy and how wet it was, but I got my hand around the shaft and held it still while I pulled myself off of it.
She gasped, and I turned around to see I had moved it into her and it was so gross. Her pussy was split open, her lips and hair wrapped around it, wet and a little creamy. and she begged me to fuck her with it!!! I couldn't believe it! She'd just cum and I hadn't been able to do anything and she wanted more???? But then I remembered what I was and what I was trying to do, and I turned around and began moving it out of her and then back in. She kept asking me what I was and I chanted cum slut cunt with every move and she moaned again every time I said it. Her smell was so different from mineβa little like the ocean, or some kind of animalβand I saw her cream coating the black shaft as I pushed and pulled it. She had both of her hands on her pussy lips, leaning on her elbows. I just stared at her. I'd never seen a girl fingering herself and I couldn't stop looking. She kept switching between her finger and thumb, stroking her clit and her moans got louder and stronger with every stroke until she came again, screaming again and her legs collapsing out from under her.