I stared at the flags that hung on the back wall of the dojang, my eyes seemingly focusing on them in a deep entranced stare. Yet it wasn't the flags that had garnered my attention, rather it was the invisible opponent I was about to face off with. I had been participating in martial arts, specifically taekwondo, for over seven years. All my hard work had earned me a second dan black belt, an achievement I was ever proud of. And hopefully by the end of this day I would take yet another step in my path as a martial artist β by gaining my next black belt.
"CHAYET!"
The Korean word for attention brought me back to earth. My eyes drifted downward slightly from the flags and focused on the judges before me, those who would decide if I was worthy enough to be promoted to my next belt. My older Master was sitting in the middle. He was an aging Korean man who appeared to be harmless β however anyone who fought with him soon found out appearances meant nothing in taekwondo. To his right was a good friend of mine, Karen, a young woman who had rose through the ranks with me since the very beginning. Though she was a dear friend of mine I knew that she would be fair in judging my worthiness to gain my next rank and not let her emotions get in the way. Beside her was a younger black belt, only a first dan, who was mostly there to learn and less to judge. To my Master's left was another black belt, a 7th degree who I didn't know very well as a person but knew as an amazing martial artist. And next to him I had suddenly noticed, was a young woman about my age. I had never seen her in the dojang before and β
"Gun-ye. Joong-be."
The Korean for bow and get ready snapped me back to attention. Before I could ponder over the new woman any longer, my mind was in a different place. My invisible enemy returned before my eyes.
"Shejak!"
The Korean word for "begin" rang in my mind as I suddenly struck out at my invisible opponent. My moves were flowing, like the water I had tried so hard to become. While I had always had the fire within me, the fight and strength, it had become far harder to become the graceful and flowing water. I had to become the um yang, the Korean style yin-yang β the epitome of balance. Each move, while sharp and distinct and full of power, was also graceful and beautiful. Forms, or poomse in Korean, were one of my strong points. Fighting the invisible opponent came easily to me.
While many who did the forms simply memorized them - left punch, right punch, knife hand, side kick, etc β I made the form a part of my very being. Each movement was an attack or a block against my opponent. Each movement had a meaning behind it, a history that dated back thousands of years and I brought back to life each time I performed it.
Finishing the form with a screaming yell, I held my balance in a complicated long stance with a reaching back fist called a song soo, for what seemed like ages. I willed my body not to tremble; I forced my muscles to appear at stone.
"Baro. Sho."
Finish and bow. I was heaving with the exertions of the pseudo-fight. My eyes were able to scan over my judges' steady gazes for just a moment before my Master motioned for me to turn around. As I did turned and closed my eyes to steady my breathing, I was surprised to have the burning dark eyes of the mysterious woman engrained into my mind. Who is she? I pondered while regaining my breath. Again I was interrupted from my thoughts as my Master shouted for me to turn around, bow, and take my seat again. I did so, but not before stealing one quick shy glance at the mystery woman. I was more than nervous when I realized her eyes had caught mine before I turned away.
As they called up the next round of students testing for their black belt ranks, I was able to study her more from afar. She was far more beautiful than I had originally assumed. Her face was composed of soft, beautiful angles β she had high cheek bones and beautiful smooth skin despite the fact she wore no makeup. Though I couldn't see the color of her eyes very well I could tell they were dark and piercing, eyes that frightened and seduced you all at once. She was well built, filling out the black tank top she wore beautifully. Her arms were well muscled, but not too chiseled. Though not big breasted, she was certainly perky and wonderfully shaped in that area. Resting gently upon them was a small medallion that shone with a dull sheen in the florescent lights. However, most striking to me was her incredible hair. Cut short and spiked out in the back, she had two chunky bangs that fell to either side of her face. Most of it was dyed a midnight black, while the front bangs that fell into her eyes were dyed a deep beautiful almost blood red.
I was too busy admiring her to notice her staring back at me, a brow arched high over a dark eye as she noticed by fascination with her. I quickly glanced away, feeling the blood pound into my face. Her eyes returned to those testing before her, and I heaved a sigh of relief and attempted to force my heart to stop pounding. For a long while I stared down at my legs which were crossed Indian style before me. My fingers gently traced over my worn feet, calloused and scarred from years of hard training. Martial artists are right up there with toe shoe ballet dancers when it comes to foot beauty. My mind drifted away from the beautiful woman as I chanced a glance upward again, watching the others do their forms before the judges. It wasn't long before I was having a hard time focusing on them and not on her. Thankfully she did not appear to glance at me again, being too entranced by those testing.
Soon the forms division of the testing was over. Next would be self defense, then sparring, and then breaking. Breaking was always held till last, considering it was the division that usually would lead to the most injuries.
The self defense section of the test flew by me. The motions, like my forms, were memorized and came to me effortlessly. It wasn't that I slacked off, rather I worked out of trained instinct. I was chosen to defend myself against Karen, which also made it easier as I was so used to her movements. Punches and kicks came almost dangerously close to my good friend, but she knew better than to mistrust my hands and feet. My extremities were my weapons, and I had masterful control over them. Not once would I miss or harm her, and she knew this well. Soon I was sitting on the sidelines again, waiting for the sparring section of the test. I watched as a fellow testing black belt defended against the mystery woman whose name I had come to find was Gwen, or 'Miss Kardon' as my Master called her to the class. As I watched, Miss Kardon's intensity amazed me even as she went through the practiced drills. I could barely pull my eyes away from her burning orbs, filled with such an amazing fire β and passion for her art.