Author's Note:
This is a submission for the 2025 On the Job event. This is a longer story, novella length, and a bit of a slow burn but I hope that won't deter you and you'll find it worth the read. Thanks to all of my friends and colleagues who pitched in to give me advice on the finer details of sailing on big ships, and any errors are mine, not theirs. Finally, a big shoutout to the unsinkable
PennyThompson
, my one and only beta reader, who stuck with this through 5k increments and helped make the story even better than I could have on my own. Go check Penny out and give a follow!
I hope you enjoy the trip!
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Norfolk, Virginia
28 March 2025
1815 hours (6:15 PM EDT)
First day of voyage
"Would you look at that?" Ashley told me, her voice filled with awe.
I followed her gaze, taking in the massive container ship that rose above us like a towering giant. It looked like it had seen better days -- the light blue paint on the hull was flaking off in a variety of places, and there were rust stains trailing down the hawseholes. The ship was riding high in the water, and we could see containers being loaded onto her from the shore cranes.
"She looks like an old piece of shit," I remarked to Ash, sniffing. The
Cleveland
wasn't an ancient ship, strictly speaking. She was built in 2007, which made her eighteen years old -- the average age of most container ships was about fourteen years, but the
Cleveland
was an American ship, and we tend to run our ships longer than most other flags. She had at least a few more years left in her, but I'd heard this class of ship tended to start falling apart after year ten. She was small - she only carried around 6400 containers - I didn't like the rust, and I was generally in a bad mood. I tended to be sour at the start of a voyage. At least, since last year. Fear of the unknown, I guess.
"Oh, she does not," Ashley retorted, looking at me out of the side of her eye. "Just because she's half the size of your daddy's ship doesn't mean she's a piece of shit," she told me. "Not everybody can run the newest, biggest ships in the fleet."
"She's a third the size of Daddy's ship, and please don't mention that when we get aboard, okay? I don't need any repeats of last year," I warned her.
Ash smiled at me sweetly. "Aye aye, ma'am, anything you say, ma'am," she said, snapping off a smart salute, right hand to the brim of her blue Merchant Marine ballcap.
"Don't do that shit, either," I grumbled.
"You're in a mood today," she laughed, as we made our way towards the gangway. "Wake up on the wrong side of the bunk?"
"I've heard a little about this ship," I told her. "Nothing good, honestly. I don't need a repeat of last year," I told her, for the second time.
"Yeah, yeah, I get it," Ashley replied, a hint of exasperation finding its way into her voice. "I was there too, remember?"
"How could I forget?" I mumbled. Bad memories of my first time on a ship, the looks I got when people found out my father was a ship's captain, my mother a Navy Rear Admiral, were still fresh. The most annoying part was my dad didn't even work for the same company as that ship's captain, but they still knew each other, and I had to live with two solid months of "teacher's pet" and "nepo baby" bullshit from the rest of the crew. My Dad DID work for this company, though, and I was dreading the crew finding out. If last year had been bad, this year could be even worse.
I wanted to sink or swim on my own merit. Ashley and I were going to be on this ship and others like it for nearly nine months, the capstone to my 2C -- the equivalent of junior year - at the Merchant Marine Academy. The program was called 'Sea Year,' and it was critical to our success as future merchant mariners. It could be a fun adventure, or it could be a floating hell. Determining which one - fun or hell - would likely come down to what happened in the next twenty-four hours, at least as far as the
Cleveland
was concerned.
I'd be living, working, learning my profession, and (maybe) relaxing for at least the next two months on this ship, and I didn't want to feel everybody's eyes on me. Naive, I know. But I just didn't want to be treated
differently
from anybody else. It was bad enough being female in a heavily male profession, and bad enough being gay surrounded by straight men who rarely saw women for months at a time or saw them as anything more than someone you spent time with on shore. There were some men in this industry who just hated the idea of women being on ships period. I was prepared to deal with all of that. What I didn't want to deal with was everyone walking on eggshells all the time because of who my parents were.
Ash and I made our way up the gangway, where we were met by one of the third mates, a small, squirrelly looking guy named Harry who didn't add anything to my estimation of the ship. He directed us to the captain's cabin. Ten minutes later, we were standing in front of his office door, our sea bags on the deck beside us, waiting to gain entry.
"Reporting for duty, sir," I told the captain after we knocked and were granted admittance. The captain's cabin was a large affair, with a bedroom, bathroom, and day room that functioned as an office. Ashley stood next to me, and we both waited to see what kind of reception we'd get from the captain.
"Welcome aboard," he told us. He was sitting at his desk, a stack of paperwork in his hands. "I'm Stephen Lawrence," he said, reaching out a hand to me. I shook it. He was tall, well-built, middle-aged with a salt-and-pepper beard and short, gray hair that was parted down the side. He wore a white uniform shirt, epaulettes with four gold stripes on the shoulders, and a pair of black trousers, impeccably creased. It was surprisingly formal, but I knew that's what this company expected in port. His face, at least the part not covered in bristly hair, was bronzed by the sun. I could see the crow's feet that were endemic to merchant mariners, caused by hours of squinting at the horizon with the sun in his eyes. The skin tone and the wrinkles made his face seem both familiar, like Dad's, and experienced. This was the first thing I'd seen that made me think this ship and this voyage might not be all that bad. I looked over at Ash and she had a tight grin on her face. I could tell she liked him, too. I was going to have my hands full with her on this trip.
I had specifically not asked Dad about the
Cleveland
, because I didn't want him to ask questions and cause me problems. All the scuttlebutt I'd picked up had been from other midshipmen at King's Point, including a pair of friends who had just come off the ship a month earlier.
"I'm Meredith Madsen," I told him. "I usually go by Mer."
Mer. Daddy had started calling me that as a baby. Mer was French for "sea," and I think that was probably why he'd been okay with Mom choosing my name. Fitting name for a girl who'd been born on a ship, after all.
"I'm Ashley Hinton," Ash told him. She held out her hand, and he shook it in turn. "Everybody calls me Ashley," she said, with a friendly smile. I looked at her sideways. I'd been calling her Ash for three years now. She looked back at me and shrugged.
The sides of his mouth twitched up at this. "Ah, yes. Midshipman Madsen is our future third mate, and you're our future third engineer, is that right?"