Shuffling through the line at security Lauren saw the bored expressions on the TSA agents faces and realised that none of them were particularly motivated to get this line moving. Slipping off her red heels she put them straight into the gray container and took off her fitted blazer and jewellery in anticipation.
In front of her people seemed shocked each time they were asked to remove their iPad or watch and Lauren felt despair fill her. Usually she could go through the premium security line, but due to a last minute change in flight she had been downgraded to economy. Now she was in with the people who either didn't fly often, or had no idea how to read and anticipate what was coming ahead of them.
When she finally got to the body scanner she stood there and raised her arms, always acutely aware that the man behind the computer could essentially see her naked and it made her cringe just a little. While she respected the reason why such securities were needed she always felt a little violated and demeaned when she flew these days, feeling more like cattle being herded from place to place than a customer.
Wandering through the departures lounge she picked up some sushi and put her journal down on the table, taking the time to jot down her thoughts over the last week. It had been a big summit and her first international speaking appearance. The morning before her slot she had stood in front of the mirror practising her speech to ensure she didn't stutter or sound too rigid even if many of her comments were well rehearsed. When you were a woman in finance you had to work twice as hard and when you were a stylish woman in finance you had to work three times as hard to be taken seriously, as if enjoying makeup and clothes meant that you were somehow inherently lazier and less intelligent than your other counterparts.
Lauren was a feminist down to her core, but still enjoyed lipstick and lingerie and didn't see that to be a crime, much to the chagrin of many of her co-workers. It was okay though, she just had to stay true to herself and ignore the noise surrounding her life and her destination.
Pushing her thick red hair over to one shoulder as she wrote, she was about to take another bite of sushi when a shadow filled her table. Looking up Lauren set eyes on a woman probably just a little older than herself in her early thirties, with ombre blonde hair in beachy waves just above her shoulders and a tan that was clearly natural. "Hi?" she said with a polite smile. "Can I help you?"
"Do you mind if I sit here? It's super busy..." The woman said and held up the bento box she had just purchased as if to prove that she were there to eat.
Lauren smiled and removed her Mulberry handbag from the chair for her and set it on the floor. "Of course, take a seat..." she murmured and moved her things back a little on the table so she had to eat.
The woman smiled gratefully, revealing bright white street teeth hiding behind her dark red lipstick. "Thank you kindly," she murmured and sank down into the seat opposite her, crossing one leg over the other and then digging in, her cell phone in one hand as she used chopsticks to attack her bento box with the other.
Smiling politely again Lauren went back to to her own book but couldn't help but breathe in a little deeper as she smelt something gorgeous coming from the other woman. It was clearly her perfume but it was something she had never smelt before and she debated asking her where it was from, wondering if that was too weird. 'Oh hi, I'm smelling you and it's great. What is that?' Deciding it would be too awkward she just glanced at her every now and then, the flash of her black nail polish catching her eye every now and then as she continued to write.
Lauren was just finishing off writing when she heard her flight being called out and so she started to pack her things up. Giving the woman another polite smile she murmured, '...have a safe flight.' in a crisp British accent before taking her rubbish and putting it in the bin before heading towards the gate. Wondering why she had said anything she rolled her eyes at herself, wishing sometimes she could just be a little more bold. It was an attractive woman, why couldn't she just make chit chat, flirt a little, see if the woman was responsive?
Lauren had always been the one to be pursued simply because she was too shy to go for it herself and she hated it about herself, wishing for once she could just make the move. As she hurried towards the gate, her heels tapping with each step she ran these thoughts around in her head, knowing it was all linked to being found out at work to be a lesbian, worrying of the whispers and rumours and possible consequences for her career that always held her back. It was a ridiculous, lonely situation she had put herself in and yet she never seemed to be able to get herself out of this spiral.
"I'm sorry, I know you don't I?" a female voice said, snapping Lauren out of her thoughts.
Turning around she blinked when she saw the woman who had been sat opposite her now at her side. "Sorry?"
"I was going to say something earlier but you looked busy," the woman said with a shy smile, moving the strap of her handbag further up her shoulder. "You were at the conference this week, right? You spoke?"
Lauren blinked owlishly at her for a moment, unable to believe that this woman was now approaching her. "I was at a conference yes..."
"- You wore that gorgeous Gucci pussybow jacket? The yellow one?" The woman said with a smile. "I knew it was you... Hi I'm Jennifer but everyone calls me Jen... I thought you were great."
Lauren shook the hand that was outstretched and she smiled a little tightly, ever so thankful for being a complete pansy now as if she had tried to flirt with this woman the jig almost certainly would have been up. "Thank you, that's very kind. Pleasure to meet you properly... are you with a bank or a corporate?"
"Neither, I'm a PA to someone who does though," Jennifer smiled, walking along with her towards the gate. "You're going back to London? We must be on the same flight."
"Great," Lauren smiled and took the opportunity to admire her for a moment as they walked. Jennifer was in a pair of white converse sneakers but even without Lauren's heels she was probably two or three inches shorter than her. "Did you enjoy the conference?"
Jennifer made a face and laughed softly. "Not...really? It was all a little over my head to be honest. I'm not really into finance?"