We hugged each other for a short while. We were in that state of post-orgasmic bliss. I then started to move back down, I wanted her to feel every emotion. I rested my head next to her mound, I took in more of her magical aroma.
I asked her what she was feeling. "Confused, I mean really confused," She replied. I could hear her body saying something to me, saying don't stop, and then STOP.
I lifted my head and looked at her, "Why? About what exactly?"
She looked down towards where I was blowing on her still moist core, her legs edged open ever so slightly. I kissed it and gave her clit a flick using just the tip of my tongue. She moaned. "You have to stop before we get caught,"
"I will as soon as you tell me why you are confused?" I hesitated before asking, "Are you satisfied?"
"Oh hell yeah, it isn't that. I mean that was some great, you know, great sex," She told me.
I felt relieved.
"But, well, you know, I haven't even seriously considered being with a woman as in, well you know, live with a woman, full-time kind of thing," Her words came out softly and I could hear her struggling with the fact she felt good but wasn't sure of who she was.
I traced my fingertips around her mound. Not really touching her but letting her know just how sensitive it still was for her.
I too spoke softly in return. "Your mind is saying that you shouldn't be enjoying this so much. I think, and I'm no psychologist, but I think that is your whole upbringing saying you need a man to make you happy and anything else is wrong,"
I lay there teasing her knowing what it was doing to her body, I know how I feel when Amanda does this to me. There are times we make love for hours on end, filling a whole day of talking, making love, then out of nowhere some wild raging sexual encounter, ripping clothes off and taking each other to the very edge of a complete sexual awakening. We go so hard at it, teasing and making each other scream for more, then no more. Then we go a week or more and can't stand to touch each other. Love is a strange emotion.
Madison sighed and said, "Maybe, but babe, please stop." And I did this time.
I crawled back up her body.
"I am sorry if you feel I took advantage of you," I told her sincerely. "Madison you are an attractive woman, every gay woman I know and there are many, both single and attached. Well, they would see you as someone they would want to be with. You are sexy, smart, bubbly and responsive,"
She smiled at me and kissed my lips, but I could see the concern in her eyes. "Are you worried about being called 'gay' or maybe your family might not understand?" I asked her.
"How do you cope with your family, your kids, your mum and dad, how do they treat Amanda at Thanksgiving and Christmas, birthdays etc." She asked me.
I laughed to myself. "My family are not your traditional type of family. Mandy and I live in Australia so rarely see my brothers or my mum. My dad passed before I had a chance to tell him about who I really was. My mum hasn't spoken to me in nearly 7 years. My oldest brother loves and adores us both as do his kids. My two other brothers well let's say we don't see eye to eye on things,"
She ran her hands over my body, seeking out all the curves and bumps. She kissed me again. "My family is totally the opposite, I talk to them every chance I get, I have two sisters who have husbands and a house full of kids each and a brother who is on his third wife and has around six kids from the first 2 plus one with the current one. I still talk to them all. Even his exes. My mum and dad were sensational when I broke up with my hubby, they couldn't do enough to help me,"
I rested a hand against her cheek and told her, "You are blessed,"
She went on and told me that she felt deep down they were disappointed and that bringing a girlfriend home might be a step too far. "Then don't," I told her "But don't live a lie, trust me the hurt isn't worth it,"
"You are such a lovely person, Bobbi," She told me and kissed me again, this time trying to embrace me as she wiggled her body to meet mine. I opened my legs and let her take the lead, to do it in her own way. She wasn't sure how to manage things, so I helped by edging her leg first one way and then letting her other leg and mound meet mine.
She started to rub her mound into mine, her juices were still evident as she slid along my whole crease. I took a deep breath and told her quietly, "Yes, baby, yes, you got this," I kissed her passionately, encouraging her tongue into my mouth. She held me tightly as she increased her tempo. I felt her nipples hardening and pressing into me, finding mine also in an erect, firm, sensitive place, I moaned loudly, as I wrapped a leg around her and we danced the horizontal tango as we both enjoyed the building climax.
I wasn't certain if we came together but it was so close it didn't matter. She held onto me as I felt her juices wash over my mound, and she humped me harder as she started to come down. I smiled into her eyes and kissed her over and over again.
"Oh my god, for a woman who isn't sure of her feelings, you sure know how to make this lesbian come hard," I told her in complete honesty.
It was then we heard some soft laughter on the other side of the door. And we both laughed together.
"I whispered into her ear, if half of this crew of yours is fully out, your free time is going to be booked well into the future. I think shagging their boss lady is high on the list of most of our girls,"
She looked at me and asked. "Really?"
I just nodded.
She pointed to a door at the end of the sleeping quarters and told me that there was a bathroom if I needed it. I did. I told her, "You'll have to move first,"
Smiling at me she didn't move but rubbed her mound over mine once more. "Hhhmmm more is it?" She just laughed and said her break should have been over a long time ago. She moved off me, but not before dragging her body across mine. Our nipples were still in a state of heightened arousal. So she sucked on mine as she started to get up off of me.
"You keep doing this Madison, and all your spare time and breaks are going to be well and truly booked,"