"Are you with anyone?"
Ivy always texts me a few days before she comes into town, a courtesy. I've always answered the same way, and even broke off relationships in their infant stage to answer honestly. "No. The key's still under the mat."
She's supposed to arrive early, so I leave my door accessible while I'm at work, a pretty ballsy thing to do in my "up and coming" neighborhood. It's beyond frustrating that - even after working the late at the restaurant - I return home with her nowhere to be found yet.
I'm in bed asleep by the time she knocks on my door. She must have caught the red eye.
After thinking I probably wouldn't see her until the next day, I leap out of bed, run through my little apartment, and fling the door open eagerly to hug her sparse frame to me more tightly than she expected.
The wind whooshes out of her. I release her sheepishly, my own wayfaring stranger.
"Phượng, finally," she greets me after she catches her breath. I love how she says my name. She bothers to pronounce "Phượng" with the correct Vietnamese intonation, so my name sounds different than every other part of her speech. "Horrible trip. Horrible long trip. All the way from Innsbruck. And all I could think of the whole time was getting here to you."
"You're here now," I usher her into our little oasis and shut the door behind her on the rest of the world.
She looks politely at her watch. "It's awfully late and I have about 19 hours of travel on me. It's cool if you want to go back to sleep and hang out in the morning instead, once I've showered and all." Another courtesy. I'm meeting her at my door wearing only a sleep tee. My intentions are clear.
Not dignifying the suggestion of abstaining even for a few hours, I lose the tee shirt and wrap my wrists behind her neck to kiss her quickly. From the incredibly minty fresh taste of her mouth, she definitely didn't expect me to choose to wait.
She tosses her old canvas messenger bag, dull hiking backpack, and beat-up rolling duffle bag in the corner by the couch and kicks off her old sockless sneakers. She's a well-paid business consultant and so I could never quite reconcile the disparity between her stained hoodie and cargo pants worn for travel and her sleek suits that she'd wear for work on the following days.
I finally asked her about her broke stoner style during one of her latest visits. She laughed, "You'd want to be comfortable too if you took a hundred flights a year. Besides, with some of the places I have to go, it's better not to look worth robbing." Other than the $250 bluetooth earbuds poking out from behind her loosely-gathered thick blonde hair, she could pass for a PhD candidate traveling for research. Or a work shy couch-surfer.
Tomorrow she'll wear some elegant outfit and her pretty hair will be in its sharp power bun. Oddly, she still seems like the same person to me, but I can see how she projects the aggression and confidence necessary for success in the cutthroat profession she chose.
But, for the night, she doesn't need to be a shark. We can just be old friends who enjoy one another's company without strings.
She was almost too gallant for us to get together at first...
We'd met two years earlier, conventionally enough at a bar. She was honestly looking to get a drink in a comfortable setting. I was admittedly on the prowl.
"Hi. You seem to be all alone?" I sidled up to her, ready to take down new prey. To be clear, not a looking for a simple one night stand by preference, but a pretty new girlfriend.
"Do I? That's right. You can't see all my imaginary friends, can you?" Ivy answered with a straight face.
"Uh, no I can't." Crazy or witty, I didn't care. She was hot enough to offset nearly any drawbacks in her personality. "Are they as sexy as you are?"
"You'll never know, will you?" she laughed and I was hooked.
"Well, what brought you all out to the bar tonight?" She was a touch out of place, much too expensively dressed in her tailored slim pantsuit for a Seattle gay club, especially on a Monday night.
"Just a few drinks, some atmosphere, maybe some people watching," she answered, friendly but not encouraging.
"I'm a person." I didn't want to throw a line, but I felt I only had a few more exchanges to move our conversation in a flirty direction. She finished her glass of brown liquor, but didn't set it down on the bar. "Anything in particular you'd like to watch me do?"
"I'm afraid you'd be watching my plane take off tomorrow morning, whatever I watched you do tonight and however much I'd most certainly enjoy the show," she declined me as chivalrously as possible, swirling the non-existent liquid in her empty glass. I'd never felt so complimented in rejection previously.
I was so flattered that I got pretty forward, "Maybe I don't care about tomorrow?"
"Don't you?" She turned from her dry glass to look at me, both immediate desire and deeper longing in her sea-grey eyes.
"If tonight is all you have to offer, I'll take tonight." I'm still not sure if gallantry or opportunism moved me, but I wanted whatever time she had to give, no matter how short.
Ivy smiled broadly, something I got a sense that she didn't do too often. "Then we should go soon, because I have to be back at the Grand Hyatt and packed in time for the 6:30 shuttle to SeaTac for my 8:45 to Hong Kong." She laid two twenties on the bar and set her empty glass on top of them.
I took a beat. That single sentence dumped too much information on me and raised a ton of questions. What job did she have that put her up in the Grand Hyatt? And sent her to Hong Kong on a Tuesday morning?
My face must have given away my curiosity, because she followed up. "I'm a SHRM-SCP/FSA for an HR consulting firm specializing in reallocation of human capital. It's dull and depressing work, but the pay is good and constant and the travel is global and constant." About half of that made sense to me. "Still and all, I was more trying communicate that the 'tonight' that I have to offer you is really more like 6 or 7 hours..."
I checked my watch. It was 10:30. That bit about the 6:30 shuttle registered through the mess of other details.
Her long lean hand slipped into mine and I led her out of the bar and down the busy street to my crummy street level apartment. (Between Pine and Pike, a few blocks east of the 5, if you're curious.)
I'd been hoping to meet someone, so I'd cleaned up my place extra neat and tidy and it was definitely presentable. But I pondered whether her outfit cost more than my rent and if she'd feel safe in the much much more sketchy locale than the Grand Hyatt.
"I know it's not-" I started to apologize. She released my hand, traced her fingertips up and down the back of my close shaved neck so that I trembled, and kissed me sweetly on the lips.
"You don't have to explain your real estate choices to me. You don't have to understand my line of work. You don't even have to have a bed. Any reasonably private space and I'm in." Her hand stopped moving on my neck, but she kept walking me forward. "I'll fuck you right there on the carpet, if you like."
"I have a bed," I answered peevishly. I couldn't deny liking her touch though. And if she insisted on sex on my living room floor, that wouldn't be a dealbreaker.
"Good. I do hate rug burns." She kissed me again and bit my lip lightly. Her tongue, lips, and teeth were wonderful. "Show me to your bed?"
I obeyed immediately, taking her hand again and bringing her through my kitchen/laundry room/dining room/living room combination and into my bedroom, which is thankfully pretty large. My queen size bed fits nicely and I have a walk-in closet.
Ivy took my shirt off over my head as I turned to face her and she pressed her lips to the newly exposed flesh she found, even as she unclasped my bra and removed the cloth barrier to her questing hands.