I KNEW I shouldn't have came to this store to work. It seemed everyday I was given some reason or another to quit. But the money was there and so I had to at least try to stick it out for the paycheck. As I sacked up another customers purchase in a bag, I played over in my mind tomorrow schedule at work to see if I had anytime to start looking for another job. I realized with disappointment I wouldn't, and be able to get some sleep too. I told the customer goodbye and looked up to realize the store was empty for the first time in hours. I sighed in relief as I reached under the counter to get my cigarettes and then bring one to my mouth to light up. I inhaled slowly closing my eyes savoring the taste and the solitude for a moment.
It being three am in the morning meant things were finally going to slow down with the tiny little convenience store, so I knew I was able to lock the doors here in a few moments and get some paper work done.
I stood for a moment smoking my cigarette and looking around as I evaluated all I needed to do before my shift ended that night. The store closed generally around three thirty am,so another half hour hopefully would go by fast to where I could finish up what I needed to do, clean and the head home for another lonely night in bed. I grimaced thinking how pitiful right now my life seemed to me. Not having a boyfriend in my life these days made each day seem to drag forever. It wasn't cause I was unattractive, I knew I was pretty, it was the fact I was so damn picky. I didn't allow men to just walk into my life for long periods of time without getting to know then as a person and a friend first. This causing my present situation of being lonely and without sex.
It came to my attention just how long it had been since I had sex and I felt another jolt of disappointment. I thought back to when I had sex last which was a few months ago with Terry. We had basically been on our way to breaking up,But I had wanted so much to have that one last time. Although it had been good in some ways there had been to many problems in our daily lives that had filtered into our sex life, leaving me at the time unsatisfied and wanting to just get it over with.
A sigh escaped my mouth as I thought to myself that I would even settled for that right now instead of going home alone with no one.
I realized all this thinking about sex or the lack of sex in my life was making me feel really excited. I noticed my legs squeezed together as finished up my last drag of my cigarette. I was definitely getting wet as images of me and Terry filtered through my mind. Seeing him in my mind naked and moving,his body over me as he took one of my nipples in his mouth to suck softly, made my nipples grow hard. My hand slowly traveled down my flat stomach over to my hip as I also remembered how he would make wet paths down my body with his mouth to taste every part of me.
It came to me suddenly, making my hand stop its exploration on my body, that I was at work, alone, and not needing to have these thoughts. I reached over grounded out my cigarette and set my mind to finish working. Pushing the sexual thoughts away to look at the clock. It was almost three-thirty. I came also to the decision to close a little early. I didn't care I just wanted to get out of here. Besides generally no one showed up anyway to be able to tell my boss.
With that thought, I picked up the keys on the counter and walked from behind it to head for the front store door.
As I reached the door I looked around the small parking lot outside, seeing no other cars but mine. A smile of relief came over me as I lifted my hand full of keys to start locking up. Just as I was turning the key in the lock, I noticed a car pulling in.
"Damn" I spoke out loud with aggravation as I watched the lights beam toward me.
The car pulled into a parking space and settling there as the owner turned off the car and its lights.
The thought came into my mind to be a "Bitch" and tell the person I was closed, but then I remember being out needing something late at night and grateful for a open store myself.
So with a sigh of resignation I unlocked the store door as the person climbed out of their car.
It was a woman.
I moved back away from the door and headed back behind the counter hoping she would hurry and not want much so I could lock up again quickly. I watched her from inside as she headed toward me and opened the door to let herself in.
When she came in I was extremely shocked in how pretty she was. She was petite with soft blond hair. Her cloths were real nice showing her figure but not being overly tight. She also walked with confidence as she looked up at me and smiled.
"Hello," she said as I watched her head slowly down the candy isle to the cooler in the back of the store.
"Hello," I replied back as I watched her ass move with her walk.
I was shocked as it came to me I was checking out a woman. I couldn't believe it and quickly moved my eyes away from her as I looked back out in the parking lot. I could hear her opening the cooler door and get herself a soda. My mind was in turmoil as I was thinking things that have never came to my mind before. I was thinking of her naked.
I was instantly attracted to her and I couldn't deal with it. I have never been attracted to a woman before. I looked down at my cigarettes on the counter and reached for another knowing I had just put one out. I didn't care I needed it to calm down my nerves. I quickly lifted it to my mouth and lit it, sucking in as much nicotine as I could. I tried to rationalize my thinking as I stared outside the store smoking. As thoughts flew through my head I came to the decision I had been aroused with my thoughts before she showed up and that's why I "seemed" attracted to her. Making this conclusion to myself I felt a lot better and even slowly smiled as I laid the cigarette down in the astray
"I am sure you heard this before, but smoking is bad for you " she said right up near me.
Startled I whipped my head around to notice she had come to the counter with her soda, me not even noticing. Being so lost in thought it had been easy for me to be caught off guard. I then thought of what I was lost in thought about and blushed. I hope she couldn't read my mind as I lowered my head to look at her soda. I quickly started to ring up her purchase.
"I am sorry, I was just teasing," she said quickly, thinking my silence was me being of upset.
I looked back at her, and smiled
"No I am not offended, I am just tired. I was about to close up" I offered her a excuse so she would feel better.
"Oh okay " she said. I could see her visibly relax.
"Can I ask you a question?" she continued the conversation.