This is a story of a life's Journey. Through heart ache and pain, so many happy moments, there is some very erotic sexual passages, [I hope] but it is blended into the context of a life's journey. I've tried to make them as real as they were for me at the time, although sometimes my memory fails me. So this story is based on facts, some fiction [to protect the guilty] and many, many fantasies. The place names are real, as are the people. The names have been changed but they are as real as you and me. CJ and I started in pre-pandemic 2020 and I'm 67 years old, CJ was teenager going on 30. You will have to do the maths. But this story goes way back to the very beginning of my teenage years and continues through until today. Any sexual activity took place between CJ and I was when she was over 18 there is no underage sex.
**Song reference --- The Real Thing lyrics Β© Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Warner Chappell Music, Inc
Paul drove us home later that night. The old Holden had a bench seat and 3 on the column, a manual, I sat almost on top of him, and changed the gears, when he used the clutch. I was quiet on the drive home, which wasn't that unusual, but Paul did sense something was up. He asked me numerous times if I was OK and what was the matter. Then being the man boy he was becoming, he wanted his way with me. We petted and I tried to look interested and participate, he fumbled and fondled, or was it fondled then fumbled. Like most other times I took the lead and got his cock out and hard, in two seconds flat, I wiggled out of my bathers, giggled, and smiled, kissed him and pretended. Then he had his wicked way with me. Condoms of course. If it wasn't on, it wasn't on, way before the AIDs campaign used the same slogan. Two minutes later he was slumped on my chest, breathing heavily. I poked him to keep him awake. The sign of things to come was a thought I had.
He smiled, kissed me, and then asked if it was good for me. I bit my tongue, smiled, and nodded. Another mistake I kept making for the next few years. He got me home in one piece and came inside to say hello to my parents. Dad was asleep in the armchair, while Mum was watching some show on the old black and white TV set. So it wasn't late, the ABC normally went off air around midnight. Mum tapped her wristwatch and glared at Paul, then smiled at me.
"Can I make you a cuppa before you head off Paul?" Asked Mum. Paul shook his head and said he had better get a move on as he had an early start in the morning. Mum couldn't help herself when she said.
"Well, you should have thought of that earlier?" I cocked my head and raised my eyebrows which is as close as I ever went to showing some sort of rebellious nature towards my parents.
Paul had a smile and said, "Sorry Mrs. Reynolds, next time we will be home on time."
'Yeah, yeah next time, if there is a next time." Mum replied. This sort of banter was commonplace now. A sign that Paul was a welcome figure in our house.
I walked him out to his car, I sometimes thought he paid that damn thing more attention and worried about how it was running, more than he did about me. Boys and their toys I thought to myself. We kissed and he wanted a little bit extra, I laughed him off and told him that Mum was probably watching through the curtains. He grabbed my boobs and I pushed him away, telling him to behave. He laughed it off as if I was his to do as he wanted with. That annoyed the hell out of me.
He said he would probably see me tomorrow, I shrugged and told him if it was too hard not to bother. He gave me a kiss, jumped in his car and drove off. I stood there until I saw the red taillights disappear around the corner and then slowly wandered inside.
Mum was making her customary late-night cuppa for her and Dad, offered to pour me one, I shook my head and went into my bedroom. Not saying a word and deep in thought. One of the blessings about being the only daughter was I had my own room. While the 3 boys shared a bedroom. I slowly changed into my PJs, throwing the bathing suit into the corner, making a mental note, I will need to wash them before next weekend and then hopped into bed.
Cold, crisp, white linen sheets, and a light woolen blanket. The coolness of the bed and room conflicted with the burning in my groin. Not from what Paul had been up to, far from it, but the thought of what had happened that night at the beach with Macca and what might happen next Sunday. I closed my eyes and let my hand wander down inside my PJs and immediately felt how wet I was, I started to touch, and my fingers rolled my ever-hardening clit between them, I moaned into the pillow and continued to massage, to pull and slip a finger, then two inside of me. It felt so good, my hand was moving in sync with my hips and my whole body was moving back and forth. OMG it felt so good,
I kept seeing those stars in the night sky, and looking up as Macca lowered herself onto my face. I wanted more of it, much more. I came with an almighty shudder as I both screamed into my pillow and grabbed hold of my core, shaking, I felt my muscles deep inside me grip my fingers, I shook with relief, moaning with delight. My eyes were closed, I fell asleep, I slept so well that night.
I was a bundle of nerves all the next week. I typical young woman waiting for a big event, caught between daydreaming about Macca and what we did and in the next second getting all excited about the upcoming weekend. It was no secret I was going to a pool part with Macca and a few of the girls, as Macca put it. Mum was happy about it, glad she said that was making new friends. Although she wasn't overly wrapped in Macca, she smoked, which Mum hated, was loud and opinionated, also which Mum hated, also played all that new music so loud you could hear her car coming halfway down the street.
Not like the woman my Mother wanted me to become, which she made very clear. But apart from those, annoying little things, she liked Macca, who was always laughing, if Mum only knew why, smiling and openly affectionate. She would hug my Mum and Dad, which Dad didn't mind one little bit, but Mum was not a huggy type of person. I can count on one hand the number of times my Mum hugging me.
Paul did come around during the week, it was the Tuesday when I told him I was going out on the following Sunday with a few of my friends, deliberately not mentioning who they were. He was OK with it, and suggested we go out on the Saturday night, maybe to dinner and then catch a movie in town. This was strange.
Going out to dinner isn't what we did, in fact we had never been out to dinner, not counting picking up a feed of fish and chips on a Friday night, where a Chico Roll was a delicacy and considered almost posh.