CHOOSING
I couldn't make up my mind between them. Jennifer had a great sense of humor, was beautiful, and easy to talk to. Claire was incredibly smart, just as easy to look at, and was also fun to be with. Both were incredibly good in bed, were wonderfully thoughtful, and knew me really well. It wasn't like they both didn't know about the other one. I talked about each of them both openly. What they didn't know was how much I was torn between the two them.
To each of them our relationship was much more casual than it was for me, at least it seemed that way. I was sexually intimate with both of them, of course, but they knew that and seemed to be okay with it. I even talked to each of them about what the other liked, although I am not sure either one knew I had shared stuff about her sexual preferences with the other woman.
I met Jennifer at half marathon where she was competing in her third one, it was my first, and I met Claire at a university lecture series where we were stuck in an elevator for an hour. It took everything I had not to freak out in front of her in the elevator and control my claustrophobia. I was sweating through my shirt, but I am not sure she knew that. I was about a second away from calling for my "mommy," but the only thing that kept me from it was being too embarrassed in front of her to show my true feelings. It may be the best example in my life of one fear overcoming another.
By the time the firemen got the door open, I was a basket case. She was so calm and unemotional that I felt like a total wimp in her presence. I was ready to scream and she just sat chatting quietly like we were in church and not locked in a small box stuck twenty stories up. Afterwards I laughed with her about it, but I wasn't about to laugh as it was happening.
When I met Jennifer we had just run the half marathon and she had beat me by two minutes. It doesn't sound like much, but when you're behind someone by that far in a race it seems like miles. We had stored our sweats close to the same place and were putting them on when we noticed each other and started to chat. I am not sure she knew she had finished ahead of me, and I offered her a ride to her car, although it was not that much of a walk.
After you've just run twelve miles, even a few blocks can seem like a long walk, so she accepted my offer and we stopped for coffee on the way to her car. We didn't make it to her car until almost six that night, and we made a stop at my place before getting to her Honda.
Most people who have already run twelve miles could not have two orgasms, but I have already said she is a remarkable woman and that is proof. She has incredible stamina and is ready at the drop of a hint. If I hadn't fallen in lust with her before I certainly was after that.
The problem was, I had met Claire at the lecture series and I was smitten. Two women who raddled my cage and had my full attention. They both were very sexual and quite willing to give me what I needed as often as possible. I tried to find something in each of them that would put the other in the lead, but I couldn't find a flaw in either one.
Jennifer was the sexual aggressor and had me breathing hard almost instantly, and she had me hard as a board from dawn to dusk. Claire was more willing to let me take the lead, but she was willing and eager to go anywhere I took her. I was in a quandary. I liked, maybe loved, both of them. At least I was terribly fond of each one.
Jennifer, being the more assertive of the two, asked me if I would enjoy going with her to a concert she had two tickets for. That was the way she asked. Not take her to a concert, but go with her. That was the difference between the two. Claire would have said, "Would you like to take me?" Clearly, Jennifer was more in charge.
In sex, Jennifer preferred to be on top, where Claire was satisfied to be on the bottom and let you run the show. She would let you do whatever you wanted, and Jennifer would take charge and do what felt best to her. I liked both ways. It was a relief to just sit back and let her take charge sometimes, and it was also fun to do whatever I wanted and initiate what we did. Jennifer never left me wishing we had done something else, and Claire never made me say, "I wished she would be more aggressive."Each one was enjoyable for what they did.