I did not want this. At least in the beginning. I swear not. This was the third time she asked me. 'If you wanna just play, without all the... other stuff, I'm in' I had told her the second time. We met when we were kids in a chess club and were fierce competitors. I just, stopped playing the game in a few years but she continued- winning tournaments and all. We remained friends though, and to be honest, I always had a little sapphic crush on her. How could I not! It was perfect, the way she would tower above me when we walked side by side but bent over a little bit, her hand with those soft long fingers on my shoulders, her black, plaited hair brushing me as she flew a little with every step. Her breasts, her waist, her ankles- I don't want to objectify her- but she was SUCH A BEAUTIFUL person. I wanted her and now her proposition seemed so goddamn tempting. A game of chess and whoever wins gets to fuck the other with the strap on I got for secret Santa last Christmas. I shouldn't have told her about it. This might see like it comes from no where but that's how she is. Impulsive. Wicked.
And it's not our first time doing something sexual. Or was it even sexual. Argh this is confusing!!!! We have kissed before. It was a windy Tuesday and we had tried alcohol for the first time, we cuddled like we usually do and I went for it. And she kissed me back. We never talked about it though. I don't even think she remembers that. But I do, oh I do. She tasted like candy and alcohol and a lot of giggles. She smelled like me.
How badly do I want to smell myself on her again is something she will never know. And god this temptation? I just can't. and when she mocked me even more, calling me a coward with rusty chess skills and a fear of losing, I like, burst out.
'Okay. Let's do it'
'Really?' she tied her arms behind her back and bent forward
'Yup. Now. Like now-now.'
And so, it began. She laid the chessboard on the floor of my bedroom, keeping the strap on on the bed.
"You better pray today, honey. You are gonna lose so bad!"