Chapter 2: Dissatisfied
I was kneeling on the floor of my kitchen, and my mouth was still juicy from having licked the pussy of my neighbour, Eve. For that matter, my own pussy was still soaking wet from the experience. My sodden panties were clinging to the puffy, needy lips of my labia. I panted, trying to catch my breath, but her smell and taste still lingered. I licked my lips and my hand reached down between my legs, and I started to rub myself through my underwear.
Eve had left, but the effect she had on me still remained. I had orgasmed just from eating her out, I hadn't even needed to touch myself, but my body wanted more. I stroked the hard, throbbing nub of my clit, using the fabric of my panties to stimulate myself further. My hips hitched, rocking me against my hand, riding it out. I felt the tingles, the shivers, sparks running up my legs and spine. I moaned, arching my head back, and came for the second time that morning, screaming in my kitchen.
Eventually the waves of pleasure subsided, and my head lolled back, so my head was down as I tried to catch my breath. Hazy, oddly exhausted and at the same time calmed, I could see my thighs, glistening with juices. I was sticky all over.
My female neighbour had encouraged me to lick her pussy, even though I was a married woman. Heterosexual, so far as I'd known, at least until now. Was I gay? Was I bi? What had just happened?
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I showered, removing the physical evidence and smell of pussy juice. But the knowledge, the memory, was still in my mind. I couldn't escape that. I felt arousal and shame all at once. I had been on my knees, licking another woman. My tongue had been inside her vagina. If anyone had walked into my kitchen at that moment, they would have witnessed me actively servicing Eve's pussy. There was no "she made me do it," there had been no coercion or arm-twisting.
As she had pointed out, I hadn't even hesitated.
I couldn't stop experiencing it again. I could feel everything - the way my hair was a bit dishevelled from having just got out of bed. The weight of my bathrobe on my body. The way my t-shirt had felt, just barely covering my bottom. My panties, wet, sticking to my engorged labia. My pussy, all sticky and hot and needy.
The questions in my mind were a cacophony. Was it adultery? I'd only had sex with one man, my whole life. Eve didn't even have a penis. Was licking her pussy sex? It made me orgasm. Did that make it sex? Was I gay? I'd had sex with one man, my whole life. That was pretty heterosexual, wasn't it? Did licking one woman change that? It had felt better. So for partners, I was fifty-fifty, one man, one woman. Was that bi? For pleasure, the woman far out-paced the man, even though the experience was less times. Quality, not quantity. What did that mean?
It felt good. I had to admit that. Labels and questions aside, the experience was enjoyable.
The physical desire was almost overpowering. My body still remembered, and worse, wanted more. I wasn't satisfied, despite more orgasms in one day than I had experienced in years. Until today, I had rarely, if ever, felt the need to touch myself. But I was so aroused today that I had to masturbate again in the shower, frigging my clit until I was gasping, leaning against the tiled wall. I felt dizzy afterward, confused about my feelings.
I had cheated on my husband. I had licked another woman's pussy. These were big things, taboo, sinful for some people. I had never really thought about them as right or wrong, because they weren't ever things that applied to me. I had lived a humdrum, boring existence, so boring that I'd never even desired anything like, or conceived of this situation. I had always followed the rules, gone along with the crowd, blended into the background.
Now, I was beyond the boundaries of the world I understood up until the last twenty-four hours. I couldn't wrap my head around that.
Instead, I got dressed. I put on panties, jean shorts and a t-shirt, and went out to the garden. I pulled weeds, something I had been wanting to do since we moved in but hadn't had much time for while the kids were home. I tried to block out my thoughts, which were swirling in my head, by concentrating on physical exertion in the hot summer sun. I felt my sweat bead on my neck and forehead, the tug of the weed stems through my work gloves, and the grass against my bare legs.
Weirdly, all of that exertion and physical sensation just made it worse. The warm sun on my skin was stimulating, arousing me. The aches in my arms reminded me of the ache in my centre. I couldn't escape my body - my pussy was still wet, as if to say I could ignore it all I wanted, but I had cravings. I wanted to use my body for enjoyment. It was hungry for pleasure.
I tugged off a glove, sighed, and wiped my forehead.
"Hot stuff," a voice said, and my insides clenched wetly. I blushed, turning my head to see Eve standing on my front walk, still in her white and grey summer dress.
My eyes slid up her long, toned legs in those heels, to the way her dress fit her body snugly in all the right places. This time, instead of coffee she was carrying a purse over one arm. She looked so elegant, and at the same time, erotic. I felt a surge of desire.
"Hi," I said softly.
"I thought perhaps you might like some lunch," Eve smiled, "Hungry?"
My cheeks burned, thinking about the "breakfast" I had "eaten" with her earlier. I shrugged and stood up, taking off the other glove and brushing off my knees.
"What did you have in mind?" I asked.
"Invite me in," she suggested. "We'll see what we can whip up."
I walked to the door ahead of her and held it open. She walked past me, lightly brushing my body on the way, and I shivered as I breathed in her perfumed scent. I followed into the house and closed the door behind me while she put her purse on a side table in the hall.
"What can I do for you?" I started to say. Or, I would have, but she turned and backed me against the door, just with her presence, and her lips found mine as her hand cupped my breast. I tensed up, feeling a shudder of lust run through me, and then I was moaning against her mouth and kissing her back. I barely noticed as I dropped my garden gloves on the floor, I was too caught up in the moment.
Eve's tongue was nimble and bold, pressing into my mouth, swirling and exploring. I gasped and whimpered as her hand kneaded my full breast, squeezing my flesh through my tight t-shirt. Her thumb kept brushing over my stiffening nipple. Her other hand slid down my side and cupped my buttock through my jean shorts, roughly groping. I ground up against her with my hips, feeling shudders of pleasure.
Her tongue flicked and licked around inside my mouth. Eve tugged my nipple, and her fingers dug into my ass through the denim. She was just as hungry as I was, if not moreso. I moaned at the thought. Her thigh rubbed my mound, the seam of the shorts stimulating my wet pussy.
"You are delectable," she purred against my lips, grinning. I panted and whimpered. She slid her hand up from my breast along my neck, making me tingle, and into my hair, so we were forehead to forehead, gazing into each other's eyes. The desire I saw there made me shake.
Eve slid her hand around to the front of my shorts, unbuttoning and unzipping me, giving me butterflies in my tummy. I gasped as her hand slid inside, her fingers cupping my mound possessively. The hand on my neck when up into the hair on the back of my head, tugging.
"Mine," she growled, and I moaned. My panties were stretched around her hand, her fingers stroking along my bare, pink lips. I wasn't in a position to argue.