Janet was very upset. She could barely see the road ahead for the tears spilling from her eyes. She could not believe that Derrick was in bed with another woman and had the nerve to break up with from the bed
with
the other woman still there. Her tears were of anger and then they became tears of frustration because yet another man left her for someone else.
She reached her destination. She knocked on the door of her best friend Linda. Linda opened the door and pulled Janet into a warm hug stroking and caressing her back.
"Are you all right? Tell me what happened." She said after they had gotten comfortable on her bed. They always had life altering conversations there and would cuddle up to comfort one another ever since they were seven. Linda's room was decorated in a shade champagne shade of olive. There was a large mirror directly across from the bed on one entire wall. There was a chaise lounger in one corner. Desk and chair in an opposite corner. And the two of them lay on her California king sized bed. They spooned and Janet spoke through more tears.
"Why does this keep happening to me Linda? Every time I meet some man and we have a great relationship, but they always have to mess things up with sex! He called me frigid and inflexible sexually! "
"Honey, what do you mean by inflexible sexually?"
"What you mean to tell me you think I'm frigid?'
"No, I am just trying to get a better understanding. You should know that it does not always take a whole lot for a man to cheat. Shit the wind could blow and there dicks get hard and they need to stick somewhere quick for relief. So, tell me what did he mean by that comment?"
"I only do it missionary. I feel embarrassed to do all that other stuff and I freaked out one night when he started talking dirty while trying doggy style with me; especially when he smacked my ass and tried to put his finger in it. That act made me feel really dirty."
"You poor thing, I know most men want a freak in the bedroom. However, we are not all meant to be porn stars in bed."
Then she thought to herself and not all of us can be Mistress' with slaves. That was a secret her best friend didn't know about; her sex life. She did not think that Janet would understand her bisexuality and the fact that she was a dominant in sex. And she would really freak out if she knew of her attraction to her.
"I wish I could be sexy and desirable but I don't feel comfortable in my own skin let alone allowing someone else to do all kinds of things to me. My mind can't wrap around it all."
"Well, what do you do to make yourself feel good in bed or when you're alone?"
"What do mean? You mean like masturbate? Oh, I don't do that!"
"What! How do you know what feels good to you or not? Have you even had an orgasm during sex at all?"
"I don't know if I have had one or not to be honest. I would not know how to tell a guy how to help give me one either."
Well Linda decided to have pity on her friend. She decided to teach her about her body. "Janet do you trust me?"
"Yes, you know that I do. Why would you even ask?" She said turning around to face her friend.
