Pt. IV - Trust me
Carmen and I stumbled down the hall and finally reached the bedroom door. She caught my eye, "You know, tomorrow you can blame the alcohol if you want." Carmen stated with a sly smile.
"I could but I won't" I laughed. "I know exactly what I'm doing. Alcohol may have helped open this door, but I'm walking through it with my eyes wide open. No regrets."
"I told you we would get along just great" Carmen said as she took my hand. She smiled that crooked smile again, "Not to worry, I'm rather into you and only want to go as far as you are willing. I don't want to scare you off or anything. I just have this gut feeling you and I will enjoy each other. I just hope you are willing to let your guard down and just trust me.
"Stop talking," I whispered, "I trust you."
"Good, follow me." She said and took my hand. We walked into my bedroom. I kind of giggled when we walked through the door. I had forgotten about my clean clothes on the floor from earlier.
"I'm such a mess" I exhaled with a slight smile.
"I didn't exactly help. I.. umm.. kind of threw you off earlier by coming up here unannounced" Carmen mused.
"I was in a bit of a hurry to get ready when you came up" I said sheepishly. I was turning red again.
Carmen saw I was a little embarrassed and ran her hand across my cheek, adjusting that damn strand of hair again. I could feel myself melting from her gentile touch. My legs were weak. My head was still spinning from her being so close again. I could see the playfulness in her eyes. I knew I was in trouble. I was falling for her.
Her gentile touch made me feel surprisingly sure of myself again. I just trusted her. I was in my home away from home and I wanted her to stay with me forever. I felt so torn, I wanted her to devour me, do whatever she wanted, but I was trying to hide my eagerness. She made me feel so special, like she had been a part of me I'd lost somewhere and found again. It was all so overwhelming, but excitingly peaceful too. My head was fuzzy.
I found myself at the edge of the bed. Carmen leaned forward and kissed me tenderly. I gave into her touch. I was in trouble. So much trouble, I kissed her back. She leaned in closer, making me lay back against the bed. I felt her perfect breasts against mine. My nipples were so hard, aching to be touched again.
Carmen must have read my mind. She cupped my breast squeezing me. A deep sigh escaped my lips and I heard her moan in reply. My own hands traveled down her sides and found her hips. I pulled her closer still, squeezing her ass. I could not believe how turned on I was. This was the first time I was being so intimate with another woman. My lust for her was taking over.
There were soft sighs and moans coming from the both of us. I was in heaven. I was letting her in. I was scared and so excited at the same time. My heart fluttered with pleasure and I could once again feel her smiling as we kissed. Her lips still tasted like cherries.
She finally pulled away slightly. "Are you sure you trust me Sam?" She asked in a very serious tone.