This is another continuation of an ongoing series, so check those out if you want to see how these two started! Thank you all so much for all the positive feedback, and please do comment any ideas for stories you'd like to see from me in the future! This one's a little more romantic and relationship-y, fair warning, and I think that's where the story's headed from here as well.
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I'll admit it: Sophie scared me. It wasn't that I was a stone butch, exactly, not in the Leslie Feinberg sense at least, but there was a part of me that actually liked her, which was new for me, at least new for a long time. I tried not to make too much eye contact with her during the day or I'd find myself lost in my own imagination, which ran wild with all the possibility of constant access to this gorgeous young girl. I tried not to dwell on the fact that renovations were creeping forward on the manor, which meant even closer to selling, which meant even closer to Sophie leaving, which meant even closer to being alone again.
Christ, Ros. Get it together.
Still, I could feel Sophie watching me constantly, waiting for me to make the next move. She didn't have the confidence yet to pull me aside and demand to be fucked or even kissed. I wondered if she ever would, or if she'd be stuck as a sweet but nervous girl forever. Would she even come out? Was she even gay-gay? None of it mattered, not really, but I knew the ball was firmly in my court, and I wasn't quite ready to let myself play.
By that Friday, though -- my fresh flowers taking root in their beds, the marble floors laid upstairs, menus being planned for the grand open house -- I'd gotten up my courage and let my imagination take me toward her. Around four, right when the workers would start wrapping up for the day, I grabbed Sophie by the elbow while she had stepped to a private corner for a phone call. Her eyes turned up in a smile at the sight of me, clearly wanting to talk, and she worked to finish up the call.
"No, no, I think that the quote you gave was more than fair," she huffed into the phone as I ran my fingers up her arm."It's just that my father -- Mr. Bluth, yes -- he doesn't want to- uh huh. Yes. Sure. I understand. I can-"
The person on the other line -- one of a million vendors she'd been hounding this week, I imagined -- got loud enough that I could hear them through the tiny speaker. I let my hands trace up her arm, along her shoulder, across her neck, and down to the first button of her blouse. She looked at me with wide eyes but made no attempt to stop me.
As I undid the silvery button to reveal a sleek nude bra, Sophie's voice raised on the call. I didn't know if it was from the way I kissed the tops of her breasts or irritation at the vendor. Probably both. Regardless, it was fun to watch her squirm. She said, "We can- ah- we can work with that, I think. Let me- no, no I'm not distracted, I'm- yes, I'll talk with Mr. Bluth about it." She hung up and looked at me, exasperated. "Are you trying to get me fired?"
"Your daddy would fire you? Somehow I doubt that."
"You have no idea the kind of pressure I'm-"
I freed her left breast and brought my mouth to it, sucking softly at her nipple. When I looked up, her expression softened and her posture relaxed. I replaced my mouth with my thumb and forefinger, rolling her nipple between them, and kissed my way up to her neck. As she relaxed into me,I planted kisses across it until she leaned all the way in, looping her arms around my waist. I muttered against her ear, "I understand, Soph, I promise. I have an idea to relax you."
She pulled back and looked at me, sultry, expecting. "Oh yeah?"
"Not that one," I chuckled. Then I cut her a look. "At least not right now."
Slight disappointment crossed her face, but it was quickly replaced by curiosity knitting her brows together. "If you don't want to do that, does that mean you want to actually, like, do something with me? Like a date?"
I rolled my eyes. "Yeah, like a date, I guess."
She practically squealed. God, she was cute. I tried not to dwell on it. She asked, "What are we going to do?"
"Well, it's Friday, and that means it's girls' night at this gay club downtown. Thought it could be fun to show you a little bit of the local community."
Sophie's eyes widened like she was looking at a fist-sized diamond. "The local community? I didn't know we even had one."
I laughed. "Yeah, we do. It's not huge and almost everyone has already had sex with each other, but it's not half bad.
She scrutinized the expression on my face. I wondered what, if anything, she could read in it. "You mean you still hang out with your exes?"
I stifled yet another laugh. "You've got a lot to learn about being a lesbian." I added quickly, "If you are one. I don't mean to-"
"Yeah, I'm pretty fucking sure I'm a lesbian," she said. "I've never felt like this about any guys before. I know that much."
I knew she meant sexually -- at least, I convinced myself that's what she meant -- but my heart still fluttered to hear it. I shook my head a second to clear it. "Well, it's a pretty small group. Imagine you only know five people you could have sex with, and those five people all only have each other. It happens. We try not to keep scores or grudges."
"That's nice, I guess." She buttoned her shirt back up and said, "I need to change into something cuter than this if we're going out on the town."
"'Out on the town'?" I teased, raising up my pinky and putting on an accent, "You sound so high society."
She shoved me on the arm and I feigned pain. "I'll meet you at your place tonight?"
"Perfect. Maybe nine PM."
Sophie searched my eyes again, which made me a little nervous, as she pressed, "No dinner date?"
I pursed my lips, unsure how much to say about all the hangups that had been a problem, you know, my entire life. I offered, "That would definitely be a date-date."