Being a big and tall, butch Black woman who worships White chicks hasn't made my life easy. My name is Mary Johnson. A Nursing student at the University of Ottawa in the Province of Ontario, Canada. Ottawa is the city I call home. My family has lived there for generations, though we're originally from the Caribbean. I'm six feet tall, with a chubby body, big tits, wide hips and a big booty. I'm a closet lesbian, a fact which I hide from my family and friends. My family is pretty conservative and they wouldn't be cool with my gayness if they knew. So I keep it a secret. And I'm very much into White chicks. Especially bossy, blonde-haired White chicks. I can't get enough of them. I am a natural submissive. This right here is my story of trying to satisy my unique sexual desires.
Do my desires frighten you or make you feel uncomfortable? That's okay. I was once scared of my sexual desires too. I am a big and tall black woman who absolutely worships White chicks. Do you think this made me popular in the Black community? Absolutely not. I am a Black lesbian who likes White women. In many ways, a lot of people view me as a sellout because of my sexual and racial preferences. I don't give a shit. I am way past caring. All I know is that when I see a blonde-haired White chick with a cute body, my pussy starts twitching with sexual anticipation. It took me a long time to accept this about myself.
I don't look like a submissive. At least not in most people's minds. I'm big and tall, short-haired and dark-skinned. I've got tattoos all over my body. I've got piercings pretty much everywhere. My hobbies include street hockey, football and basketball. Nobody will ever accuse me of being the most girly chick on the planet. I don't wear skirts or dresses. I don't use lipstick. I shop in men's stores exclusively. I had to reconcile my butch image with my sexual preference. It wasn't easy. 　 　 Now, I understand that the racial component of my sexual preferences makes some people uncomfortable. Believe me, I understand. I am a big and tall, gay Black woman who loves submitting to White women half my size. I know what it looks like. I was raised to be a strong Black woman. I wasn't raised to be the kind of Black woman who submits to anyone, let alone some ditzy White chick. The funny thing is that back in school, I was a real bully. I like to bully the White chicks at school. I would cuss them out, push them against lovers and call them all kinds of dirty names. I think I was in denial about being sexually and romantically attracted to them. Until one of them stood up to me. Heather O'Connor. A fellow closet lesbian. We've been best friends and fuck buddies ever since.
Presently, I'm kneeling before my dominant White Goddess, a sexy blonde named Heather O'Connor. We've known each other since our days in Orleans Catholic High School. Like me, Heather is a closet dyke. And she likes to dominate big Black women like myself. When we first started playing together, Heather was kind of intimidated by my size. I quickly put her fears to rest by showing her exactly how submissive I really was. I got naked and got on my knees before sucking her toes. Heather couldn't believe it. And she kind of liked it. That's how it all began, folks. Heather became my dominatrix, which is what I wanted all along. And what a magnificent dominatrix she is. This tiny blonde-haired White chick is really good at dominating a big Black woman like me. Like it's something that comes natural to her. I love her for it. And I wouldn't have it any other way. 　 　 Today, Heather bent me over and spanked my big Black butt while berating me. If there is anything Heather can't stand, it's a big Black slut who doesn't know her place. Well, I know my place. I belong at the alabaster feet of Heather, my gorgeous blonde Goddess. I love it when she bends me and spanks my ass. She calls me a dirty slut, a ghetto whore and a dumb cunt. I love it when my Goddess calls me names. Gets my pussy all wet and tingly just thinking about it.
