I saw her at the store, walking towards me. At the time all I thought was that she was lovely; a bit taller than my average height, a bit heavier than me, but with firm breasts and generous hips. She had dark hair and eyes...probably some Spanish in her somewhere...but I paid little attention, simply passing on to the pasta section.
I had no experience in dating. Men, women...all a mystery to me. I'd dated before, but never enjoyed it. The men and women I truly liked all seemed so unapproachable, with their boyfriends and girlfriends all neatly in line. And I hadn't the courage to just go up to someone and tell them what I felt: that they were beautiful, amazing, and I wanted to touch them softly, there and there... Not that the people I wanted were the truly stunning type; after a certain point, beauty seems to make a person less real, less interesting. I preferred people I could really believe in, people with bodies that were perfect only in that they were so thoroughly themselves.
My co-workers and I had planned to go to a club that night; I was an infrequent member of the group and dressed carefully for the night out. A black zip-up top with no sleeves; a pair of black stretchy pants and a set of clunky black boots with zippers on the front. Makeup was carefully applied; one eye came out better than the other, as always. I was delighted with the result. The top was tight enough that I didn't really need a bra; and the zipper made me feel naughty. When I met the others in front of the club they definitely approved; it was gratifying to see the amazed looks of the people who never saw me in anything but my carefully concealing work cloths.
In the club, the lights were dim and randomly flashy and the music was loud enough to dance to by feel alone. There were dollar rail drinks for a couple hours; I got a lemon drop, smiled, looked around...and saw her.
I almost didn't recognize her. She was wearing something black and tight, and there wasn't much of it once it got past her hips. She was dancing to the music as though it were a lover, as though she were breathing it in and exhaling pure lust. I couldn't take my eyes off her. Neither could anyone else, it seemed; she was one of the rare people that got a spot on the dance floor all by herself. A couple of men tried to dance with her, but she didn't notice; eyes closed, swaying and spinning and smiling.