CHAPTER THREE: NETWORKING
"I got the proof of your article today."
Blythe's voice. Shit. When the receptionist told me she'd put a call through to my desk, I assumed it was my lunch delivery. I'd basically been pretending everything that happened with Blyth didn't happen. Which was difficult, especially late at night when I was reaching for my vibrator. But I knew we'd have to talk again eventually given what brought us together in the first place. My biggest fear was that she'd pull the interview, leaving me scrambling to mush something together at the last minute. I bit the cap of my pen hard, beyond nervous to hear her spine-tingling voice again, and asked, "What did you think?"
"I was a bit surprised to receive it from your editor and not you."
"Yeah, I was..." I struggled to find the words to sum up my feelings about our secret, late-night tryst just a few nights ago that still felt like more of a dream than a memory. "...I was embarrassed, I guess. For sneaking out in the morning without saying goodbye."
"Don't worry; you didn't hurt my feelings or anything like that."
Her voice was earnest and I sighed with a relief I didn't know I needed. I hadn't consciously realized that hurting her feelings was even a possibility -- me, a mere mortal, at all impacting the feelings of an aloof goddess? -- but her assurance helped me get past the idea.
"Good, I'm glad. I'm still sorry, though."
"Luckily for you, I have a way you can make it up to me."
"Oh?"
Blythe was quiet for a beat. "I'm having a little party. A...relaunch, so to speak."
"Wow, seriously?"
She chuckled lightly. "I know; it doesn't exactly sound like something I'd do, does it?"
I laughed, too. "No, it definitely doesn't."
"Well, anyway, it's going to be next Friday, when the issue comes out. I want to get everyone I love together and make some announcements about the next chapter. Maybe literally, who knows?" She took a deep, shaky breath. She was nervous. That was enough to spark my interest in meeting whoever she was nervous about and seeing what she wanted to say to them. Maybe a follow-up to my article? Before my mind could run too wild, she continued, "So I thought maybe you'd like to show up, say something if you want."
"What kind of 'something' did you have in mind?"
"Oh, you know, just glittering about the brilliance you saw from the moment you met me, that sort of thing."
I had to hold my tongue to keep from flirting with her in the open office newsroom. Just talking to her already felt like we were alone again. "I'm sure I can come up with something."
"Perfect!" Blythe said that word like she meant it; I could hear the smile in her voice as she added, "Sam's sending out the invitations for me today. I'll have him deliver yours personally, should be there by the time you're home from work."
"Oh, that's not necess-"
"He's already on his way."
"You knew I'd say yes?"
"I had a feeling-" her voice dropped lower, like there was a threat of someone listening in to our dirty little secret "-considering I've already discovered a few ways to make you say 'yes' over and over and-"
"Alright, alright," I cut her off, covering my face a bit to hide my smile from any of my coworkers. "I'll be there."
"Looking forward to it."
The line clicked away, leaving me with the sounds that had been my backdrop ever since I started working at the Liberator -- clacking keys, hushed arguments, printers whirring. This whole week, I'd found myself longing for that intimate silence I'd only ever heard at Blythe's before, the silence that enveloped us as our breaths mingled. I'd never slept so deeply. And, now, after even just one night, I felt weirdly out of place at my own job that I was willing to do anything for a few years ago.
I shook the thoughts out of my head and opened up my email. One, from Blythe, labeled 'Article Notes.' When I opened it up, I found just one line, followed by just my name. My editor, Oliver Harrison, was copied as a recipient. My face immediately turned bright pink as I read it.
As flawless as my marble countertops. Approved.
I bit my lip at the reference. My skin wanted to feel that coolness again. I tried to stop the Pavlovian reaction from my cunt but failed miserably as the memory of Blythe's lips teased along the ridges of my brain.
When I got home from work, the invitation to Blythe's party had been slipped under my townhouse's door. The invitation itself was simple and elegant, but Blythe had tucked a handwritten note inside the envelope for me. I wondered if she wrote this for everyone or if I was special. I didn't know which made me more nervous.
For the next week, I dove hard into my work, plotting out the next couple of articles I'd have to pitch at our monthly whole-newsroom meetings. I hoped that this feature would be a jumping-off point for newer, bigger things moving forward. To develop the projects I'd been wanting to explore for years without any backing from higher-ups.
As the day of the party arrived, I found myself caught in a whirlwind of anticipation and nerves. With the issue featuring Blythe's story now in print and my responsibilities at the office momentarily on hold, I had the luxury of dedicating the day to preparing for the evening ahead. It wasn't just about choosing the perfect outfit -- although that was certainly a crucial part of the process -- but also about psyching myself up for the inevitable mingling and networking that would take place at Blythe's event. I didn't know who from the office would be there -- she'd invited everybody -- and, more frighteningly, I didn't know who from her life beyond what I knew would be there. The possibilities ranged from siblings or exes to other famous authors and industry experts. I had to find a way to thread all of those different needles.
I spent the morning carefully selecting my attire, agonizing over each piece as if my entire future depended on it. In the end, I settled on a sleek plum-colored dress that struck a tenuous balance between sophistication and sexiness. Professional without being frumpy. Paired with strappy heels I rarely had the chance to wear because of their impracticality and a few carefully chosen accessories, I felt ready to face whatever the night had in store.
With a final glance in the mirror to ensure everything was just right, I grabbed my purse and headed out the door, my heart pounding in anticipation. This time, as I drove up the winding road to her home, cars were parked alongside the switchbacks. I began to understand the scale of this "little party" Blythe was throwing.
Blythe's note had told me to pull around the house, so I was thrilled to find a spot to park waiting for me. If I'd had to walk up the gravel mountain path to get here in these heels, I don't know if I would've made it. It felt special. After getting out of my car and walking around to the front of the house, I was struck once again by its grandeur and beauty. The soft glow of lights spilled from the windows, casting a warm and inviting glow over the snow-covered landscape.
Taking a deep breath to steady my nerves, I made my way up the steps and pushed open the front door as instructed on my invitation. Inside, the home I'd found a sense of solace in just a few days earlier had been transformed into a social hall to rival anything downtown. I'd arrived later than I should've because of equal parts tentative mountain driving and social anxiety. I knew how to play the part as a journalist, but the added nuance of my relationship -- relationship? -- with Blythe made me sweat. Hopefully not literally.
I couldn't even spot Blythe through the wall-to-wall sea of faces, so I made my way over to the bar that I knew hadn't seen use in a very, very long time, if ever. Tonight, there was a bartender mixing and pouring drinks with practiced flair. As I made my way over, I spotted a few familiar faces. I shot a silent thanks out to the universe, even if one of those familiar faces belonged to Bridgette Royce, who'd been hired at the same time as me from the same graduating class but who'd always been one step ahead of me with her brilliantly bleached smile, quick cruel wit, and precisely curated criticism.
"Hey, Bridgette," I greeted, trying to sound casual as I slipped in next to her and Oliver.
Bridgette turned to face me, her perfectly manicured eyebrows raised in surprise. "Well, well, look who decided to grace us with her presence," she remarked, her tone laced with thinly veiled disdain.
I plastered on a polite smile nonetheless. "Couldn't miss out on Blythe's big night."