Blips on My Life’s Sexual Radar

Blips on My Life's Sexual Radar - Ch. 8

The eighth and ninth blips - Elana and Emily

A/N - Thank you for joining me on this journey of love, lust, romance, and hopefully amazing sex. This series is about Sapphic love.

The

true love

and

romance

has never been stronger between our protagonists, Elizabeth and Tracie. I believe that lust and the desire of others can exist with others outside of your relationship and not harm it when it is mutually agreed upon and enjoyed.

I will share that as in other chapters, this chapter

does

contain multiple partners, a foursome. If that isn't your preference I am sorry. I hope you enjoy this chapter.

***

As I heard my name,

Doctor Elizabeth Katherine Murphy

, I stood taller and walked prouder. It was ten steps to pause for a photo while shaking hands with the Dean of the School of Medicine. I turned and walked to the stage exit.

I do not know why I did it but I felt compelled to. I walked straight over to Dr. McMannis, paused in front of her, I took her hands in mine and bent forward thanking her. I then moved closer to her ear.

"Maybe when I can, I will come back to visit and fuck you silly my Mistress."

I walked off stage and took my seat.

***End of Chapter 7***

True to their words, Dr. McMannis and Miss Jordan released me from their requirements.

Tracie and I had fallen into a schedule and a pattern of our routine but yet we found a deeper love as I made my way through what we both knew would be a struggling four years of my internship and residency.

We found a deeper love and necessity for each other. She is my rock solid lover and partner... for life. The surprise I had for her would need to wait for the perfect, sunny, unscheduled day. I wanted it to be just perfect, I wanted it to be inspirational, and I wanted it to be absolutely unexpected.

August - Twelve month later

I finished my internship year and my USMLE II. That was a huge hurdle which I overcame without too much issue. I was thrilled to have gotten that major hurdle out of the way.

Tracie took me out for a wonderful dinner. Our date was amazing. We had a nice dinner then danced the night away at a club that specifically catered towards women and female couples. Yes, a Sapphic club.

During our last dance she pulled me close and whispered in my ear. "I love you more than life itself. I can not believe how lucky I am to have you as mine, all mine Elizabeth."

I kissed her softly on her cheek and reminded her, "I am the luckiest woman in Massachusetts. It is all because of you my dearest."

When I pulled back from kissing her cheek and out of the corner of my eye, I saw two younger women at the table near ours. The brunette looked vaguely familiar, the blonde, not so much. After our dance was over, we walked hand in hand back to our table. The blonde gave us a little wave and the brunette smiled.

Tracie looked at me inquisitively. I just shrugged my shoulders. As Tracie and I left the club for the evening, the brunette gave me a little wave. I held Tracie's hand tighter, not acknowledging that woman.

I was a slightly distracted lover that night. As we made love, that young woman's image popped in my head. God that was horrible, I felt guilt ridden.

Lilly and I had stayed in touch through texts and calls when we had time. She, like me, admitted that she was working crazy hours in her General Surgery program but she loved the weather in Ft Lauderdale.

She would tease sending me selfies in her skimpy bikinis or thong bikini. I always replied, 'slut'. She would immediately agree and reply with a winking emoji.

October - Eighteen Months Later

The first twenty-seven months of this forty-eight month residency were just hellish, but that is what I expected in my Internship year, PGY-1, and the first eighteen months of my Emergency Medicine residency program. I was halfway done with the three year residency.

I was one of three in this categorical program. Categorical, meaning I was here for all three years, some programs in the US are stacked like a pyramid, the more years in the program, the less spots. Those were hellish to be in fighting every day for the next year's spot.

It was at the eighteen month mark, half way through my residency that a slight curve ball was thrown into our world. Well not just me but every employee in the hospital.

The new Diversity, Equality, and Inclusion stuff came full circle. I was like okay cool no big deal but we had to add another badge thing to our employee badges which were either clipped on our scrubs, or our tops but were always in view and present at all times.

Now as a quick sidebar, you wear like three of these badges already. All are connected to one clip thing. One is your hospital photo badge. On the back of it are the Codes and what they all mean, very important to know those. Another longer badge, maybe 3x6 at the bottom has your job title. This is so folks know what you do at the hospital. Mine says Resident Physician. Now this new badge was what your preferred pronouns are, I chose She/Her/Them

With that said I will tell you that I did have a rainbow ribbon in plain view on my badge and was proud to display it.

I was now six months away from taking the USMLE III but let me explain.

It is recommended that a medical resident wait until they have finished their first year in residency to take USMLE III. When I was asked by our Chief when I was taking mine. I explained I wanted to be overly prepared and would wait an additional twelve months but I would take it and pass. That was the plan and she accepted it.

Once I passed, that could be it, I could work as a physician unsupervised but it would take a while to get results. I had it scheduled for May 19th and 20th. I was studying my ass off. I was working and trying to have a love life. Tracie was super understanding and stood by me when I needed her. We tried at times to arrange our days off and schedule as best we could.

I was off for a week the second week of June as I studied for the two-day exam. I locked myself in my mom's house, doing nothing but studying, sleeping and studying even more. My sex life, which had been slim because of my residency, was now zero; Tracie lovingly understood.

Tracie and I chatted once a day but other than that I was nose in the books. I also wanted to surprise Tracie when I got back. I booked us a getaway for a few days after returning from my USMLE III. I would be home on the 21st then I would surprise her.

Unbeknownst to me, that silly lover of mine was waiting for me at baggage claim with a bunch of flowers, and a huge sign.

❤️ Marry Me Dr. Elizabeth ❤️

My mother was there with her, helping her hold the sign while Tracie dropped to her knee and held a beautiful engagement ring. It was a simple pear-shaped astonishingly beautiful engagement ring. I cried harder than I had ever cried.

Tracie had somehow learned on my surprise weekend, I have a distinct feeling that she and my mother were in cahoots. I was whisked away from the airport, a separate bag had been packed. We drove straight to the Cape for the two nights stay that I had booked.

On the ride I admitted to her that I had a grand plan to propose to her but she had beaten me to the punch. She looked over at me admitting that she had been planning this for 9 months with my mother's assistance. She had even gone as far as asking my mother's permission to my hand in marriage.

Well, there was my answer; those two were in

serious

cahoots.

We walked hand in hand down the beach and kissed each other every chance we got. No, silly people, we weren't rude or anything, we were just two women in love! Both nights we made passionate love rekindling what we had missed over the last three years while in this program.

We assured each other that in the eighteen months of my residency remaining, we could make it. We were on the downhill slide. We had discussed a wedding, but we were going to wait until I finished the program.

***

Tracie scooted closer to me in bed pressing her bum against my nakedness. Her back was resting against my breasts, our perfect sleeping position, me as her big spoon. I felt her hand cover mine as it lay gently against her stomach.

I felt her finger touch my engagement ring and then I heard her sigh. I leaned forward and kissed her cheek as I was almost fully awake.

"Yes my dearest, it is still there and yes it is real." I kissed her again.

"Miss, you have a busy day ahead as do I." She exhaled, "I must prepare for the upcoming new student nurse rotations this morning."

"Hmm" I nuzzled. "Fresh meat for a sex starved Nurse Manager who's fiancée is expected to work forty-eight hours on and twenty-four hours off." I giggled

She rolled over wrapping me in her arms. "I am only love struck and sex starved for you Miss Elizabeth, one day soon, I will be your wife and we will never be apart."

We kissed deeply, erotically, sexually, god damn what Tracie does to me. As fate would have it, her alarm sounded.

"I am sorry Miss." She kissed my lips. "I will see you there? Maybe sneak a coffee break with you?"

We kissed once more as I rolled from bed first and took a very quick shower, dressed and headed into the hospital refreshed from our two day getaway.

I arrived at the ER and started my day, the patient load was minimal and the cases not too difficult. I was following the guidance of the attending physician and watching for any issues. Just after eight, the desk phone rang, it was the attending, the Chief wanted to see us both in her office. He assured me everything was okay but she needed to chat with us.

I made my way down the winding and twisting labyrinth of the hallways to find Dr. Daniels, the attending physician, waiting for me. He knocked and I heard her voice. I shivered slightly wondering to myself how hard it will be hard for me to ever forget this day if this was bad.

He opened the door and stepped in looking behind him to ensure I was with him. Dr. Miranda Priestly smiled and offered us each a seat.

She was pleasant and kind, asking Dr. Daniels, the attending, how I was coming along and how I worked well with his service.

In all honesty, I loved working for him, he pushed me but he was an arrogant ass at times. Way too many times had I watched his eyes wander down my scrubs and paused at my breasts. He has zero chance of anything more than an eye full but... meh. Let him look, he wasn't getting any of these tities Tracie loved so much.

He never commented nor did he ever touch or try to touch. I guess it isn't horrible, nothing that I would report him for. Plus, it made me a little happy knowing he liked my breasts but would never get close to them.

After a few more minutes of conversation, Dr. Priestley looked at Dr. Daniels and thanked him for bringing me into the office, but that was all. Dr. Priestly wanted to speak to me privately for a minute. Dr. Daniels smiled, looked over to me, nodded as he stood and excused himself walking out and closing the door.

As the door closed, Dr. Priestley opened the folder and looked at me. She smiled and said "In less than weeks I will be making the decision on the chief resident for your last year. I see you have your MHA, and the only thing holding you back is Part III."

I said, "Dr. Priestley, I'm extremely confident that we will have our scores back soon. Only mere weeks until I get them."

"Good!" Her voice was up a notch, she seemed excited. "That is good to hear because for the next few weeks, you, as well as another, will be under closer scrutiny for the Chief Resident position."

She looked at me with an even sterner look in her eyes. "As for now, you will be the resident responsible for assisting the Nurse Manager mentoring the new student nurses as they do their clinical rotations."

"Dr. Priestly, I um... I um. "she looked up at me. Her eyebrows curled slightly, "I do not know if I should work in such close proximity..."

She interrupted me. "Why? Because you are dating? Of please! Most know you two are a couple, have been a couple for a long time. And congratulations on your engagement. I saw your ring when you walked in. It makes a woman happy to know there is more than work in this hospital."

"We hadn't been that outward ma'am." It was time to be serious. "Our professionalism has never been in question."

"Good, that is what I thought when I spoke to the Director of Nursing and told her that this is the project I want you on so you may prepare for your next position, Chief Resident." She paused, "Any question?"

I sat straight back and shook my head.

"And if Dr. Daniels's wandering eyes get to be too much, just tell the Assistant Chief of Pharmacy, on the second floor, Michelle is her name. She will square his ass away." She winked.

"Yes ma'am, yes Dr. Priestly."

She dismissed me and I made my way back to the ER continuing this shift with a bit more pep in my step.

***

Two days later I came home from my forty-eight hour shift to see Tracie sitting at the kitchen table dressed for work ready to head out.

"Have you been told about the project?" I asked her.

She stood then walked over hugging me. "My D.O.N. told me about it last week."

She winked at me, kissed my cheek and then hugged me again. Her instructions were rather simple. "Miss, please shower, relax, and sleep. I will be home at six."

I kissed her goodbye and made my way upstairs as the garage door closed. I slept until noon, knowing I would need to 'right my schedule' and sleep tonight ready for the next forty-eight hour shift. I pittled around the house, doing laundry, made a list, went shopping, looked at the mail I had missed, you know, normal family and house stuff.

At four o'clock, I opened a bottle of Pinot Grigio sitting in the living room watching nothing on our streaming service, it was just background noise. I heard the garage door open, I looked at the clock on the call, and she was home early.

I took a sip of wine and made my way to the kitchen anticipating Tracie's entrance. The door opened and there she was. My smile widened, my breath drew quicker. I watched as the smile grew from her luscious lips. I stepped closer to her as she winked at me. I let her place her purse and tote bag on the counter then I pounced.

I mean I literally pounced on her. I wrapped her in my arms and kissed her as openly as I could. There was no hiding the desire I had on my mind.

Breaking our kiss we held each other, just loving the closeness we had missed. She lowered her hands and arms from our hug and took me by the hand walking me to the living room.

We sat on the sofa. Tracie turned to me. "Miss Elizabeth, you know how I love, cherish, and am devoted to you."

I was shaken slightly but nodded. Tracie continued. "We will be working on this project and mentoring these student nurses. We must not... umm... engage Miss." she smiled.

"I know what you mean. I assured Dr. Priestly that we would maintain our professionalism."

"Miss I am not talking about us while coordinating this and working closer together." I could see her tense up. "Elizabeth, these students will be pure temptation. It is going to be tempting. These are mature, sexy and smart women. They also want the thrill and excitement of the ER."

She lowered her head. "What are you not telling me Tracie?"

"Miss, several of the senior nursing students have been through the ER as junior students." She paused. She blushed then continued. "They have seen you as a resident. Two of them have seen us together."

I furrowed my eyebrows.

"At the club, Miss, the blonde and brunette." She took my hand, one of the instructors heard them talking, they were truly taken by you."

I pulled back and scoffed at her. "Pfft they know I am with you. I wouldn't..."

Tracie raised her finger to my lips. "Miss, please. Miss don't say that word. You and I both know we love great sex."

I smiled and pulled her close to me. "You are my one and only Tracie. I love only you."

She blushed deep. "Yes Miss Elizabeth and I am yours I have been for a long time now. We have been through so much, you in medical school shadowing in the ER, those were four long years, when Dr. McMannis collared you, that was a horrible six months for me. Now, part way through your residency..."

She hesitated, her words trailing off. "Tracie, say it, please tell me." I almost demanded to know.

"Miss, they will flirt with you. They will want to be close, they will find a way. And then we will take them to bed. I know

we

will." She released my hands.

Tracie continued, "I am okay with that Elizabeth but we have to be very,

very

careful."

I stood and took her in my arms. I kissed her deeply. "Yes, my dearest love, we will. I promise, we will be very careful but know this, you are the only woman I really need. My love for you is truly endless."

I took her hand and walked her up the stairs. My lover needed a shower, taken to dinner and then loved only as I could.

***

Three days later, I walked from the resident's room back to the ER. I had just had a quick shower and some coffee. I smiled as I realized in a few minutes I would be presenting the information to the new senior nursing students. The information we, my lover and I had worked tirelessly on for the last few days.

We would be presenting to the new senior nursing students who are scheduled for their Emergency Room rotation. The ones Tracie had already told me would try to get me and her in bed.

I shivered.

I wanted to push some major points of understanding while in their rotation with us. They were, Be Bold; Ask Questions; Be Positive; Research What You Don't Know; Build Relationships; and Work Your Asses Off!

There were other points but they would come as things progressed. Tracie looked at her watch then smiled. "It's time Miss, or shall I say Dr. Murphy, it is time to go meet the first group who will rotate in this semester." She winked.

I smiled and whispered, "Your Miss and your personal physician will see to your bottom and that beautiful ass when I get home in two days." I winked and she blushed. We stood and made our way to the auditorium to welcome the students.

Tracie and I paused at the door to the small auditorium. I winked at her and she pulled the door open, "After you Dr. Murphy." She winked.

I stepped ahead of her into the room which held thirty nursing students who immediately settled down and came to a complete stop in their conversations. All five feet of Tracie stepped up to the podium and tilted the microphone lower. She cleared her throat.

"For those seniors who hadn't met me last year, I am Tracie Dunn. I am the ER Nurse Manager. I would like to introduce you to Dr. Elizabeth Murphy, MHA; she will be your physician mentor while here on your clinical rotation."

She stepped away from the podium. I was so proud of her. "I do not need a microphone to bellow or to have you ladies and gentlemen hear me. I am certain that my voice carries well enough." I giggled slightly covering my mouth.

I stood in front of the students once Tracie was completed. I shared with them that I was the resident who was responsible for their mentorship in my capacity as a physician.

I went on to reiterate to them for their understanding that Tracie as Nurse Manager was the one who was specifically responsible for everything they do, but I was here as the medical specialist while they were performing their clinical rotations.