For the longest time, I have wanted to write about how I became a lesbian. I'd love to inspire like-minded women to stop fantasizing and holding back their true nature and just go for it.
My name is Michelle, I am 33 now and this story began 10 years ago, when I was just out of college and lazily searching for work, while living at home. I had dated boys in high school and men in college and never enjoyed the experience. I particularly disliked having a man fuck me. I had vibrators I played with in private and always enjoyed those more, especially holding them against my clit to make me cum.
Also, while men wanted me to suck their cocks, they never seemed very interested in giving me head, which annoyed me to no end. Finally, what kept me from dating much was that I seemed to take a more dominant role the times I had sex. This did not work for the boys and I dated.
As my dissatisfaction with men grew, I began to have increasing amounts of fantasies of sex with another woman but did not think anything would ever come of them.
My best friend Susan was ultimately the one who would accompany me on the journey that would lead us to discover men were never for us. To describe ourselves: I am 5'8, 120 32a, shoulder length blonde, green eyes. Susan is dark haired brunette, 5'2, 135, 34c, brown eyes. We are very much a study in contrasts physically, something I learn even about more the first time I saw her naked, which was that summer.
My parents went away for Memorial Day weekend. As day turned to twilight, Sue and I had a few margaritas. I noticed how full her bikini was with her bush, there was even pubic hair popping through the sides. It intrigued me, I had very little body hair and always trimmed the light blonde pubes around my slit into a tight strip.
When I asked her why she didn't trim, Sue looked very embarrassed and told me that she had "big lips" and didn't like them jutting out so much, so she let her hair grow out.
I told her that I'm sure her lips weren't that big and that she must be exaggerating. She offered to go inside the cabana and prove it to me.... Drunkenly, we went inside and Sue surprised me by first removing her top. It was then I started feeling horny and my fantasies of sex with a woman surged from the back of my mind. Her tits were magnificent--so different from my own. While I am flat chested and go braless most of the time, that would never work for her. She really filled out her 'C' cups and her nipples were positively huge. While I had seen women naked before by playing on sports teams, I had not seen such tits like Sue's so close.
As I sat on the bench before her, she laughed nervously as she peeled out of her bikini bottom. Her big, black bush was very full at the top of her waist and then below...her labia. They were not as big as she'd suggested but were thick. I gaped as I looked her up and down.
Sue caught my reaction and turned away "See," she said in almost a whisper. "I told you..." I stammered back "No, no, I think you have a gorgeous body, it's so different from mine." As I said this, I unconsciously pulled off my top to show my flat chest. Trying to comfort my friend I said "Men don't exactly love these either."
Sue relaxed and said. " I think your chest is sexy". I explained that while I was in middle school, I shot up like a beanpole and my breasts never got big and I never got labia like hers. She told me that at that age, her pussy was like mine, then it started to grow "When I get horny, it gets even bigger," she sighed. "I'm self conscious about it...Can I see yours?"
I slowly pulled down my bottom and it was Sue's turn to gaze in wonder. I have hardly any labia and just the small strip of trim hair at the top. She blurted out "Wow...um...if it wasn't for that little bit of hair, it would look like a little girl's pussy." I nodded and feeling even more sexy now that I was nude, pointed to can of shaving cream and a razor on the shelf, "why don't you bring those over here?"
Sue got a weird look on her face but obliged, and stood in front of me. I reached up to her shoulders and pushed down, instantly landing on her knees. She started to fumble with her words saying.."I, I don't know...um..." I quickly put her at ease when I responded. "Just shave me silly, so we can both see what it looks like."
Sue took to the task and didn't say much as she nervously giggled and in a minute, I was hairless. I was starting to boil over with lust at that point and one look at my good friend told me she was too. She was staring at my bare slit. I asked "what do you think?" Sue replied, "It looks even prettier now" I said "I'm sorry if it's a little wet, this is making me very horny."
She then backed away and said "Um Michelle, I shaved you but I can't do any more...I'm not like that...." But she didn't sound convincing at all. I reached down with my hands very firmly and took both sides of her head and pulled it between my legs, she put up no resistance. All those times I wanted my boyfriends to lick me and they weren't into it but I thought Susan might be different and was worked up enough to guide her.
"Kiss it Susan....I said, stirring up all my own courage fueled by lust "It won't choke you like a dick...." She couldn't quite bring herself to follow through. I thought that it was a 'now or never' moment and with more force, pushed her head so that her mouth touched my vagina.