I've heard and read about others' experiences of meeting perfect women and feeling your brain melting and freezing at the same time. I never thought it'd hit me this hard but she was wearing this cute v-neck jumper - which she kept sliding her hands into the pockets on it - and I managed to not keep looking down at the bottom of the v-neck which revealed just a smidgen of cleavage.
But she kept adjusting her bra strap which was the same green as her jumper and it had a tiny embroided flower on it and... OH! My mind broke!
I love me some colour co-ordination AND paired with little cute and beautiful embroidered flowers... * sigh * it was soooooo cute!🥰
I couldn't help but keep peeking at her shoulder trying to get another look at her bra strap and I think it was quite noticeable because after one time she kept smirking every time I looked over anywhere near her shoulder 😅🤦♀️
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My imagination ran riot after that point and it was hard to keep track of anything she was saying really because most of my thinking capacity was taken up by a very strong image of both of us in bed under a lovely big quilt with dawn light just ever so lightly dappling through the curtains. She'd be sat up resting back into the pillows with me curled up in-between her legs and having her breasts revealed to me as she strokes my hair and then I spend as much time as possible/needed -for her - suckling every so gently on her beautiful slightly sunken boobs... ahhhhhh... Heaven! 👩❤️💋👩
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It almost sounds cliche but she was a friend of a friend, the two had known each other a long while but this was the first time we'd all met like this, me, Megan - the friend who knew her -, her, and Laura. It was nice tho, we all seemed to gel nicely, and we all seemed to genuinely care about what was happening in one another's lives, I was just wondering if anyone else felt the heavy sexual tension that was making me flush so red - a horrible habit I've been left with from hormone treatment, the first sign of attraction, nervousness and BOOM! My face flushes lobster red totally revealing my feelings to everyone in a miles radius!
Anyway the morning meet-up ended without any mention of my obvious attraction but on my way home, just as I thought I'd gotten off scot free Megan sent me a text containing just '🦞'
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Fuck, guess it was SUPER noticeable to everyone then...😅
To be fair I did feel a little relieved, I was struggling with the emotions inside feeling such an intense attraction to someone much more mature than me and to have someone call me out provided me a way of actually getting it off my chest sooo... I replied "haha, erm was it that obvious??? I tried my best not to go lobster mode but... I don't know...😅
She was super attractive tho, I mean come on did you not blush the first time you met her?"
... * Ping! * Megan: "I knew it!!!😆 You can't help yourself can you?
Yes she is super attractive but I'm not into older women like that, like you obviously are Madd's!🥵😁 But I've got to say I have never EVER seen you flush that hard, I mean your face was like blood red! ahahaha😂"
Me - immediately -: "Well, glad to know I was soooo obvious 🤦♀️ God, she'll think I'm a total weirdo!!!🙄Ughhh, me and my lobster face! Well it's fine, I'll just have to get over her, maybe it's sort of like the forbidden fruit thing, you want the most that which you can't have..?"
... I sat waiting apprehensively for Megan's reply, - "Well well... 😁 I happen to know that "she" mighhhhhtttt just possibly be into younger women... How I know this don't ask... confidential source ; )"
I immediately went full lobster mode on the bus home.
So after that day I was in touch with Megan a lot and she eventually helped me set up a meet-up with Lorrie - the she I couldn't remember - at a little coffee shop we both actually knew a few miles out of the city...
On the morning of our meet-up - I hesitate to call it a date - Megan insisted on walking in with me, apparently having already gone and sat Lorrie down at a snugg table in the corner of the cafe. "She's just round here, - Hi Lorrie!" Megan shouted alerting the entire cafe to her presence "This is Maddie from the other day!" Megan shouted, pointing at one side of my head...🤦♀️ Before Lorrie could fit a word in Megan had pulled out my chair and almost manhandled me into my seat, and then she was gone!
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"Hi Lorrie, erm, it's really nice to meet you again! The other day was really nice when we all met up. : )" I put on a big smile but I could tell I was flushing quite badly already. Lorrie was wearing that same green jumper and it was hard to stop my eyes from drifting to her shoulder.
"Yeah(!) the other day was really nice and it's lovely to see you again Maddie!" - I felt my face flush a lot at that point, she said that it's 'lovely' to see me again!!??!! I felt like a schoolgirl heavily crushing!
"So - she continued - Megan told me quite a bit about you, and she was pretty insistent about us two meeting up, not that I was reluctant but, ermm I was just" -
I cut her off, feeling my face at full redness and positive I could feel Megan around the corner just grinning to herself
"Did she say much about what I thought about you?"...
"Sorry if that was a bit forward but er, she can be a bit forward with some things so I was just wondering if she'd said anything??"...
