I've heard and read about others' experiences of meeting perfect women and feeling your brain melting and freezing at the same time. I never thought it'd hit me this hard but she was wearing this cute v-neck jumper - which she kept sliding her hands into the pockets on it - and I managed to not keep looking down at the bottom of the v-neck which revealed just a smidgen of cleavage.
But she kept adjusting her bra strap which was the same green as her jumper and it had a tiny embroided flower on it and... OH! My mind broke!
I love me some colour co-ordination AND paired with little cute and beautiful embroidered flowers... * sigh * it was soooooo cute!🥰
I couldn't help but keep peeking at her shoulder trying to get another look at her bra strap and I think it was quite noticeable because after one time she kept smirking every time I looked over anywhere near her shoulder 😅🤦♀️
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My imagination ran riot after that point and it was hard to keep track of anything she was saying really because most of my thinking capacity was taken up by a very strong image of both of us in bed under a lovely big quilt with dawn light just ever so lightly dappling through the curtains. She'd be sat up resting back into the pillows with me curled up in-between her legs and having her breasts revealed to me as she strokes my hair and then I spend as much time as possible/needed -for her - suckling every so gently on her beautiful slightly sunken boobs... ahhhhhh... Heaven! 👩❤️💋👩
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It almost sounds cliche but she was a friend of a friend, the two had known each other a long while but this was the first time we'd all met like this, me, Megan - the friend who knew her -, her, and Laura. It was nice tho, we all seemed to gel nicely, and we all seemed to genuinely care about what was happening in one another's lives, I was just wondering if anyone else felt the heavy sexual tension that was making me flush so red - a horrible habit I've been left with from hormone treatment, the first sign of attraction, nervousness and BOOM! My face flushes lobster red totally revealing my feelings to everyone in a miles radius!
Anyway the morning meet-up ended without any mention of my obvious attraction but on my way home, just as I thought I'd gotten off scot free Megan sent me a text containing just '🦞'
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Fuck, guess it was SUPER noticeable to everyone then...😅
To be fair I did feel a little relieved, I was struggling with the emotions inside feeling such an intense attraction to someone much more mature than me and to have someone call me out provided me a way of actually getting it off my chest sooo... I replied "haha, erm was it that obvious??? I tried my best not to go lobster mode but... I don't know...😅
She was super attractive tho, I mean come on did you not blush the first time you met her?"
... * Ping! * Megan: "I knew it!!!😆 You can't help yourself can you?
Yes she is super attractive but I'm not into older women like that, like you obviously are Madd's!🥵😁 But I've got to say I have never EVER seen you flush that hard, I mean your face was like blood red! ahahaha😂"
Me - immediately -: "Well, glad to know I was soooo obvious 🤦♀️ God, she'll think I'm a total weirdo!!!🙄Ughhh, me and my lobster face! Well it's fine, I'll just have to get over her, maybe it's sort of like the forbidden fruit thing, you want the most that which you can't have..?"
... I sat waiting apprehensively for Megan's reply, - "Well well... 😁 I happen to know that "she" mighhhhhtttt just possibly be into younger women... How I know this don't ask... confidential source ; )"
I immediately went full lobster mode on the bus home.
