Work of fiction. All OC characters are mine please do not use without permission.
All characters involved in mature situations are 18 or older.
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I currently stare out of the window of my bedroom on the second floor. Ignoring the harsh rays of the setting sun and all of the colors. I am just overlooking the yard.
Our back-yard, oddly enough, is larger on the side instead of the back of our property.
A strip of grass that takes one pass West to East, turn at the gate, then head back the other way, and it is done. The mower is put back into the shed.
The largest part of our yard is mostly dominated by Mother's flower and vegetable garden.
With stepping stones on black gravel paths winding between planter boxes seemingly filled with just about everything you could possibly grow.
I can only point out the varieties of hot peppers and the three fruit trees outside of my window. I like hot peppers. I like lemons and limes and I know what a pear looks like but I hate those.
The apple trees, of which there are two, red and yellow respectively, are not in view from my window, but I like those too.
To be honest, gardening is not my thing.
Mom once had me pull weeds and I tore out a few hundred dollars worth of flowers and killed our onion and garlic crop last year.
I can still sit in the garden on the bench or in the gazebo, but I no longer may touch the plants, except to pick peppers or the lemons, limes and apples.
Which is fine by me. Even though I rarely go outside when home.
Today I badly want to!
Maybe it is because I have been grounded for the first time in my life, that I remember.
I get ahead of myself.
My name is Tuyet Cinders. I am eighteen one week and nine hours old.
"I'm so bored that I am calculating my age."
My first name is Vietnamese and it means Snow White. I shit you not!
My father's last name just happened to be Cinders, to top it off. I don't why he picked Cinders, I will explain more on that later.
I am named after my great grandmother, who was a war wife... at least that is what Mom told me.
Great Grandpa Nicolson brought her back with him when the U.S. pulled out of Nam.
Honestly, that is as much as I know about Vietnamese culture. There was a war there, my name means Snow White.
Mom hardly talks about her family after Great Grandma and Great Grandpa.
I am five foot three. Just an inch taller than Mom.
I stay thin no matter what I eat, or how much, as I have a high metabolism. I am not sick. My thyroid is normal, as far as the doctors I have seen know.
I burn through calories and if I skip a meal, I can faint. So really my thin status is no blessing.
Though I am thin, I dress bulky, and it makes me look pudgy.
I dress like this because I'm almost always cold. I have hardly any biological insulation, also known as body fat.
I am always snacking to keep my energy up.
Quick recap.
I am thin but my clothes make me look pudgy. I eat a lot.
Naturally I get teased because of this.
I could always wear skinny jeans and a belly top, pretend to be anorexic and become popular, but that isn't me.
I don't weigh myself as I don't see the point.
My last checkup at the doctor put me at around eighty-five pounds. My doctor prescribed a couple cheeseburgers and a large pizza, because apparently this is supposed to help me reach a hundred and four pounds. The lowest healthy weight for me.
Hey, I like pizza, not so much the greasy burgers. I can live on pizza!
He really was just telling me to put on my required, healthy, weight.
Dr. Shoals is a nice guy and pretty funny. Handsome, but as gay as the fans of The Village People. Which is a shame. Mom doesn't seem to understand that there is a second definition to the word GAY and I think she fancies him to the point that she turned down dinner with Mr. Seville, the middle-school music teacher.
That all aside, back to me. This is my new diary after all, and the first time I have written in one. So I am not use to it.
I had bought this pad because I figured that I could write while I am sitting here bored, but after all the time without an idea, it is a diary now.
I have shoulder length dark brown hair. Straight, of course.
My skin is the typical color of the average Vietnamese person, whatever shade that is. I look a lot like Mom and Great Grandma, they aren't fully Vietnamese. Neither am I, so, I guess that is an assumption about being average in skin tone. My Asian features show well enough, so I get the occasional racial remark from a few of the ignorant meanies out there.
I compare my skin tone to the two half-Mexican kids in our small town.
Did I mention that Great Grandpa was half Chinese? His mom was born in Hong Kong and his dad was a British soldier in The Great War. They moved to America afterward.
Great Grandpa was born just a bit late to serve in Korea, but was just the right age for Nam. He did have two brothers that died in Korea, but that is all a story for another time.
Anyway, I think I am closer to Guido Franco's shade of skin.
He sits next to me in math class, but the cheap lights in that room give off different colors of light. Some are a bit yellow, some are white, a couple seem to be some kind of orange.
I hang out with Marissa Cruiz here and there. Usually when she needs the notes from history. At least she is nice to me and acts like I exist when we pass in the halls or if she sits with me at lunch when rain forces us to eat indoors.
She plays one of the sports, I think softball. The jerseys all look the same. They were mass purchased by the school and divided up between the different teams.
Maybe if I got a bit more sun... maybe I can be a bit darker like her. Marissa can be described as caramel colored.
This is where I place my mom's skin tone when she gets a tan. That caramel color.