I had read the pamphlet a hundred times, I'm Cheryle "Cheri" an Irish Catholic thirty year old woman I know my place in the world I'm a bright, articulate, well educated, highly paid attorney, being a battered woman did not fit into who I thought I was.
I arrived at the support group meeting a little before seven pm, a twelve step program for battered women. looking around nervously at small groups of women talking, I saw a table with coffee and cookies and I wandered over to it pouring my self a cub and nervously eating a cookie.
"I'm Carol," She said in a sweet voice.
I turned and smiled seeing a tall beautiful blonde woman with dazzling green eyes. Realizing I hadn't responded, how long had it been, say something, "HI, I'm Cheri, very nice to meet you."
"First time?" Carol asked me.
"Yes, is it that obvious," I said chuckling.
"We were all there once, nervous, afraid of everyone, but you had the courage to come and that's a start," she has a wonderful calming voice that had a soothing quality and I relaxed a little.
"The meeting is about to start come you can sit with me," so I follow my new friend taking our seats. We sit there listening to the other women talk of their abuse and journey back, their struggles and successes.
The meetings did help, I was even masturbating again watching my self explore my body in the mirror, having shattering orgasms again dreaming of Carol's long smooth legs wrapped around me. I sat with Carol every week and at some point we started going for coffee after the meetings. I looked forward to seeing her every week, slowly she drifted into more of my fantasies, I imagine kissing her, touching her, licking her wet pussy, sucking her toes, showering with her.
The night she asked me if I would like to go dancing with her I was tingling all over with excitement. I tried to play it chill so not to sound to eager has we made plans for a Saturday night of dancing on clubs on Rush Street. I was so excited when Saturday finally came, what to wear? I picked a tight black skirt with black strappy heels. We met our favorite diner, Eggy's, were we went for coffee after meetings sitting by the window talking. I entered to see her sitting in our favorite booth by the window, she stood up wearing a gorgeous blue dress with matching pumps.