To say that I have always been shy is an understatement. Still a virgin at 17, two days shy of my 18th birthday it is not because I haven't had loads of offers from guys to get in my panties and pop my cherry as they so eloquently put it, it is just that I don't get the warm fuzzy vibes from guys. Girls and women of every shape and size however have always sent my heart racing, and I didn't know what to do about it, so for all my life I have just observed, lusted and fantasized about making it with a loving woman.
I guess there is no other way to put it than I have always been a short haired athletic shy dyke wanabee. I can remember attending a slumber party at 13 years old and was silent as the subject turned to boys, the way they kissed and their penis sizes. I excused myself and went to the bathroom, and there was a hamper of dirty clothes. Curious, I looked in and there was a pair of Stacey's silky white panties with light yellow stains across the crotch. I hesitated as my heart began to beat wildly, and looked around the small bathroom as if anyone was watching, then with shaking fingers slowly removed them and brought them to my nose. I took a very short sniff then threw them back in the hamper, berating myself for being such a pervert. But after a brief pause, I picked them up again, and returned them to my nose, inhaling deeply and feeling my young pussy juice up for the first time. The smell of sexy Stacey's dried urine and vagina secretions was intoxicating, and with closed eyes I took in her wonderful sent for a good 30 seconds.
Disgusted with myself, I tossed them back in the hamper, then sat to pee, berating my scummy lowlife self for my sick behavior. I wiped, then joined the other girls, inwardly feeling like I had written across my forehead "sick and demented" for everyone to see.
That incident was only one of hundreds through the years of making me feel as if I was a lost demented outcast with deep hidden secrets and desires for women that no one could ever understand.
I learned through all of my experiences just to sneak peeks at my classmates, teachers and other beautiful girls and women, keep my lusting thoughts to myself and just be satisfied with my vivid fantasies.
The internet and my lustful imagination provided my only sexual outlet. I surfed the lesbian sites and printed out beautiful women making out, locked in tight embraces, licking each others' pussies and fucking each other with big dangling strap-ons. I would hide these pictures under my mattress and take them out to finger myself as I envisioned one of my classmates or sexy teachers locked in a similar embrace.
Two days later, the big day arrived. I turned 18 and was "legal." But legal for what I wondered. I wasn't gorgeous at 4'11" and 105 pounds, but I wasn't ugly either. I had always been referred to as a little pixie and "adorable" or "cute as a button."
My tiny little flat breasted, rather muscular body though did have one advantage. It made me the perfect candidate for gymnastics, and I excelled at it, my one claim to fame. In addition to loving throwing my body through space, I loved looking at my naked classmates in the locker room and shower after a meet or after practice. Today was no exception.
We had a great sweaty practice session preparing for an upcoming dual meet, and I loved looking at my beautiful teammates lather up their hair, breasts and hairy or shaved pussies. Every one of them were in incredible shape from all our hard work. Coach Jo Summers, the most beautiful woman on earth and stringent task master put us through grueling workouts and made sure that we were all in fantastic shape.
I watched the last of my teammates head back to the locker room to dry off and dress, so I was ready to turn off my shower, when I heard, "OK Reynolds".....that's me.....Kathy or Kat Reynolds.... "Let's move your ass. Maintenance will be in to clean in 20 minutes."
I turned and gasped audibly. Coach Summers was bare assed naked, placing a towel on one of the hooks, and ready to take a shower. She NEVER had showered with us before, but decided to work out today, so I guess she got sweaty.
I knew she had an incredible body, but seeing it without clothing was beyond any fantasy I had ever experienced. She was about 5'6", maybe 135 pounds of sleek feminine muscle. She reminded me the beautiful body builder from years ago, Rachel McLish, or Maybe Cory Everson.
She caught me staring when she turned, stopped with an exasperated look on her face and her hands on her bronzed hips. "Stop your frigging gawking and finish your shower."
I was never more embarrassed in my life, and all I could say was "Right coach" and turn back to the shower.
I didn't reach for the Fawcett to turn it off though, and instead reached for the soap to lather myself up again. I just had to buy more time to look at this beautiful goddess.
Facing her shower, I watched her beautiful biceps relax and flex as she washed her short brown hair. Her bubble butt ass was perfectly formed and had indentions on each side accenting their tight muscularity. Her thighs and calves were also perfect, shaped wonderfully from years of gymnastics competitions and coaching. Her toenails were painted a bright scarlet letting it be known that this muscular Amazon was also 100% woman. Her beautiful round breasts had no need for a bra as they were perfectly shaped from pull-ups on the uneven bars. Her areolas were a deep rich brown, and her pubic patch was thick and black, though nicely shaped.
Suddenly she stopped lathering her gorgeous body and turned to look at me again, and caught me staring once again.
"Reynolds! What the fuck...pardon my French, is wrong with you? Quit staring and finish up."
"I'm sorry Coach. I'm just about done."
All I could think of as I turned to wash off the remaining soap was how beautiful Coach Jo was, and what an incredible fuck up I was for my ogling her.
"I heard some of the girls talking to you about it being your birthday. Is that right Reynolds?"
"Yes Coach."
"Got any plans to celebrate?"
"No, my Mom is a nurse and will be working the night shift, and I never knew my Dad."
"That sucks Reynolds. No one should celebrate their 18th birthday alone. Finish up, and get dressed and you and I will hit a bar I know."
I couldn't believe my ears. Was I being asked out?almost like a real date? Okay, maybe it wasn't a date, but as I have said, I do have a rich fantasy life. My imagination began to run wild as Coach and I exited the shower and she went to her office and I went to my locker.
Once reaching my locker I continued to be a nervous wreck. I grabbed my panties and examined them to make sure there weren't any brown skid marks or yellow piss stains. What the Hell did I think would happen? Did I imagine Coach Jo ripping off my undies and making mad passionate love to me? My friggin' imagination was in overdrive.
I quickly dressed, then went outside the locker room to wait for Coach. My eyes must have been the size of half dollars and I believe my jaw actually dropped as I saw Coach Summers exit the locker room dressed in black leather from head to toe, complete with a pair of spiked black patent leather heels.
Coach caught me staring again and smiled at my look of admiration and casually said, "Just something I keep in my closet for when I feel like partying. Come on, let's go."
With her hand on my back, she guided me to her Civic, unlocked my side and opened the door for me to get in. Then she got in her side and opened the glove box and pulled out a pack of Marlboros and a couple CDs.
I was shocked when she withdrew a cig from the pack, lit it up and let out a long exhale of smoke from her mouth and nostrils. Don't look so surprised. I smoke when I hit the bars. I would offer you one Reynolds but you are in training, and I KNOW your coach would kick your ass if she caught you smoking. I couldn't help but laugh, and couldn't help to think how sexy she looked smoking in her hot leather outfit.
I watched as she studied the cigarette in silence, and finally she spoke.