I awoke to find myself still in my custom and in my bed. I hurt so bad. I went into the bathroom and started a hot bath hoping that would soothe my aching body. I sat on the edge of the bed and started crying and couldn't stop. How could Terry do this to me? Why did I allow myself to put in that situation? She said she would never hurt me and yet I feel rapped and abused.
I started to yell, "how could she do this to me," tearing off the costume I still had on.
I was startled to hear a knock on my door. Still sobbing I went in the living and stood by the door and asked, "Who is it?"
I heard Terry's voice on the other side of the door. "Hon, let me in please, I want to talk with you."
"No," I said, "just go away and leave me alone," crying.
I went back in the bedroom leaving Terry to knock on the door till her hand fell off. I just didn't care to see her or hear what she had to say to me. I check on my bath and noticed it was ready for me to get in. I could still hear Terry knocking on the door.
"Go away," I yelled.
A few moments had passed and she stopped knocking. I got in the tub and just lay there letting the hot water soothe my aching body. My tears started to turn to anger. I lay there thinking of what I was going to do next. How I could get off this god forsaken ship and away from Terry and that, that Sue person. Deep in my own thoughts I hadn't heard the door open. I looked up and saw Terry standing in the doorway. I gasped, startled by her presence.
"How did you get in here," I demanded to know. Terry stood there with her head hanging low and her hair dark hair falling down around her face.
"I told the porter I locked myself out and he let me in," she said in a low voice.
"Get out," I yelled back, "just get out."
Terry started to lift her head and she looked so pitfall looking at me.
"I am so sorry, Leann for what happened last night. I didn't mean for it to be that way."
She paused for a moment. "Please, forgive me. I'll make it up to you. I promise."
I looked at her in shock. "You think by apologizing is going to take away the pain you caused me the indignity of being rapped? You rapped me," I yelled at her. "Not only did you rape me but you then passed out and Sue whatever it is was trying to come on to me. I hate you and I want you out of here now."
I grabbed the towel next to the tube and started to stand up and wrap the towel around me and get out of the tub.
"You heard me, get out," yelling at the top of my lungs.
Terry fell to the floor sobbing, " please forgive me," she looked at me with those pitiful eyes. "I know I was in the wrong and it should have never happened, but please give me another chance," her voice sorrowful. "It won't ever happen again, I promise," she said has she crawled on her knees towards me.
Now kneeling in front of me looking up at me with those pitiful brown eyes. I couldn't help but feel sorry for her. I sat down on the edge of the tub not knowing what to say or do. Her head in my lap. I didn't know how to respond to her.
I heard myself saying, "Terry, you can't treat me that way ever again."
I couldn't believe what I just said to her the words just came out of my mouth. She looked up at me with a smile and jumped up off her knees and picked me up by my waist and held me up in the air and said, "Baby, I won't ever treat you that way again."
And slowly lowered me to the floor and kissed me with such passion I thought I would never feel passion like this from anyone. She pulled away and said, "But first I have to go and take care of some business before we start anything here." I looked into her eyes and I could see absolute rage.
