Holy shit, shit, shit,
I keep repeating in my head.
I can't believe I just let that slip out.
That definitely wasn't part of the plan. It seems like hours have passed by and Ashley is staring down at me, she hasn't even blinked. In my head I am begging her to say something. Finally she unfreezes and rolls off of me. I instantly feel cold and I don't know if it's because of the rejection or the lack of her body warmth.
I don't know if I should say something or not, if I should reach out and touch her or keep my hands to myself. Before I can decide I hear a muffled noise. I muster up the courage to look over at Ashley. She is face down with her head buried in a pillow.
"Did you say something?" I ask her in a soft whisper.
She pushes herself up onto her elbows; her hair hangs down covering her face. "I'm scared." she whispers back. I gently move the hair out of her face and kiss her forehead.
"I'm scared too baby." I tell her "I didn't mean to throw that at you so unexpectedly, but I've loved you for awhile now." Her body looks so tense. I stroke her cheek with my thumb and it looks like she is starting to relax a little. She snuggles up against me and lays her head on my chest. It feels so good to feel her warmth again and her breath on my skin.
"I love you too", my heart jumps, "and that's why I am so scared. I don't want to get hurt and I don't want to hurt you." she says.
"I can't make any promises but I can tell you I care about you so much and I would never want to hurt you, I want you to be mine and I want to be yours until you no longer want me." I say.
"I can't imagine not ever wanting you." she says. She leans forward and gives me a gentle caring kiss on my lips. My previous fears and anxiety start to fade away.
"I guess this officially makes you my girlfriend." I say with a big smile on my face.
"You are such a dork." she says climbing back on top of me.
"I'm your dork." I say sticking my tongue out at her. She smiles and rolls her eyes playfully at me. I grab her arms and quickly roll over so that I am on top of her. I tickle her sides and she squirms underneath.
"Don't roll your eyes at me." I say as I continue tickling her all over.
"Or what?" she manages to say in between her laughter.
"Or this..." I say as I slowly sink two fingers into her pussy.
"Ugh fuck." she groans. I can feel her pussy opening up to me
" Well damn you are already so wet, is tickling a major turn on for you or something?" I ask. My fingers push deeper inside her. I curl and uncurl them and I can feel her walls trying to grip onto them.
"No, but it's hard not to get turned on when your really horny girlfriend is naked on top of you and tickling you." she says.
"Good point." I say. I start fucking her pussy with my fingers, slow but nice and deep.
"Why must you tease babe?" she moans. I lay next to her and my lips find her neck. I kiss up her neck, leaving shiny wet marks as I make my way to her ear. I bite and tug on her ear lobe.
"What you do want? You want me to fuck you hard?" I whisper. My fingers start to move in and out of her pussy faster. Her breath hitches and all she can do is nod. "Use your words baby." I stop moving my fingers inside her. She groans in protest and humps against my hand trying to get me to keep fucking her.
"Fuck me Mia, please." she begs. I give in and my fingers start pumping in and out of her again. I feel her pussy tightening more and more with each thrust, the telltale sign that she is getting close. I use my thumb on my freehand to rub her clit knowing that will send her over the edge.
"God yes!" Ashley practically screams as her back arches off the bed and she completely loses herself. I fuck her slowly to help her ride out her orgasm. Once she comes down I pull my fingers out and stick them in my mouth.
"Why do you taste so good?" I say smiling at her.
"Share." she says. I lean in and kiss her. She sucks my tongue into her mouth. Our tongues wrestle back and forth before she pulls away so we can catch our breath. She gives me a final peck on the lips before saying, "I want you to rub your pussy on mine."
"With pleasure." I say but before I can get into position Ashley pulls me farther down the bed and lays on top of me.
"I want to be in control." she growls as she bites my neck. I moan at the feel of her mouth on me. She grabs and squeezes my tits hard making me gasp. She definitely isn't in a gentle teasing mood right now. She pinches and tugs on my nipples and doesn't stop until I cry out from pain and pleasure. She kisses and bites her way down my stomach. She wastes no time diving into my pussy. Her tongue runs up my clit once before she sucks it into her mouth. The sensation is too intense and I jump away from her mouth. She grabs my hips and pins me down.
"Stay put." she commands. Her mouth makes its way back onto my clit. She sucks it back into her mouth but with slightly less pressure. She keeps me guessing, one second she is sucking my clit, the next she is doing long strokes with the flat of her tongue, and the next she is rapidly flicking my pleasure button with her tongue. The mix of all the different sensations is driving me crazy and I grip the sheets as I'm about to cum. Suddenly Ashley's assault on my pussy stops completely. I look up at her with pleading eyes.
"Sorry babe but I want to make you cum by grinding my pussy on yours." she says. She slides a leg in between mine and lifts my other leg up against her shoulder. She lowers her pussy onto mine. The second her clit touches mine I can't help but moan. Her pussy is still wet from the orgasm I gave her earlier and mine is covered in my arousal and her spit. Ashley holds herself up slightly so that we are barely touching and starts to grind back and forth. My clit is dying for more friction but the feather light touches feel amazing.
"Oh now you want to tease me?" I moan in frustration. She just smiles at me. She glides across me a couple times until I take matters into my own hands. I grab her hips pulling her down until her pussy is covering and pressing into mine. We moan in unison as we feel each other's heat. Ashley starts grinding against my pussy fast. I pull my hood back so my bare clit is exposed to hers. "Baby keep going. I want you to make me cum so bad." I say. She starts grinding harder and faster against me. I notice she is breathing rapidly and a red flush is spreading across her chest.
