Retired but still very horny. Did not realize the olfactory potency was still at work.
Evelyn still gives me good advice. She does not retain possessiveness in our distant relationship. What we share is our deep and hard wired erotic response to smelling shit. Evelyn introduced me to a very discreet lesbian fetish site. She had used it and had found like minded older gay women. I was forewarned that the process was time consuming and hit and miss for what we craved. So I was prepared to be patient. For me the Kabuki dance of savoring the aroma of another woman's shit is a delicate process. What we both require from each other needs to be specific. A mutual consensus of getting totally dirty needs to be established at the outset. It is preliminary before we meet to smell each other.
Retirement has set me free to spend my time seeking closer encounters of the fecal kind. More time to masturbate.
Evelyn was not exaggerating about the hit and miss nature of this fetish fulfillment. I am forthright in what I require. That makes the process more difficult in navigating the taboo nature of my desires. Only older and unattached women. Preferably hard wired to the erotic scent of shit. Someone who was always obsessed. I want shared deviance. I like a touch of secrecy to enhance the fetish.
When Evelyn told me about this site she said it was hit or miss. It was overwhelmingly miss. Uncomfortable venues and dead ends mostly occurred. Promising avenues made it necessary to pick your way ahead slowly.