The inside of the car was silent except for the occasional squeal of guitar from the radio station stretched to the very edge of its range. The inside of my head was ready to burst, though, from the argument raging in the palm of my right hand, typed with furious fingers.
"I told you. I'm already in the car, driving. I have been for hours. You won. Get off my ass" I typed.
I had a moment to massage my aching forehead where the veins were surging before his reply slid up on the tiny screen. "If you're going to be my wife you need to lose the fucking attitude."
I threw the phone into the passenger seat where it bounced against the door, and I slammed the pedal down. It was always "if you're going to be my wife," this and "where I'm from, women..." that, as if the diamond studding my left hand was a tiny collar with a leash.
"Fuck!" I exclaimed, as the highway split and I shot down the wrong side of the divider. A friendly sign stated "Welcome to Kansas." I cursed at it, too, as I looked for a good place to turn around. Traffic was fast, and a lot of truckers had the pedal to the metal as the weekend drew near, trying to get home to their families. My scarlet Firebird darted from lane to lane, seeking an exit, but it was several miles before I finally managed to veer off onto a dirt road, kicking a giant cloud of dust behind me as I sputtered off.
My phone was buzzing again. I fished it out of the floorboard just in time to miss a sixth call from Jeremy. I scrolled briefly through the expletive-laced texts, swerving as I read the culmination "You're pissing me off!" As if I was supposed to be afraid of his irritation. I threw the phone back in the passenger seat as it began to buzz again, and I glared at the road as I barreled down it, burying my car in dust.
I pulled my sunglasses off the shade and shoved them into position, shaking the short, blonde strands out of my face as they suddenly irritated me beyond baring. I took a deep breath and took my foot off the gas. I needed to calm down before I wrecked. Plus, I needed to concentrate on getting back to the highway. Jeremy would wait. Or he wouldn't. At this point I didn't care.
She was walking beside the road, her shirt tied up against the heat and sweat shining on her bronzed skin. Her long, dark red hair was blowing gently in the slight breeze, although the straw cowboy hat was holding it in place. Her plaid shirt was open at the neck and at the cuffs, but she wore long jeans that tapered tightly down to her cowboy boots.
"Oh god. She must be dying of heat stroke." I said aloud, slamming the brakes.
I skidded to a halt some ways past her and buzzed down a window, waiting for her to catch up. The heat rolled into the car, nearly gagging me.
Her skin was frosted with dust, now, as she took off her hat to lean into the car. I could see now that she wasn't as young as I'd assumed, probably a few years older than myself, in her early thirties from the crow's foot laugh lines around her eyes.
"Do you need a ride?" I asked. I wasn't in the habit of picking up hitchhikers, but I hated to leave another woman stranded on such a hot day.
"I can't say I'd mind one, but I've got a long way to go," The woman said.
I glanced down at my phone screen, lit up with yet another call. "I've got time," I said. "Plus, I honestly have no idea how to get back to the highway."
"I saw you have Maine plates. I wondered where you were going."
"Hop in and you tell me."
She opened the door and scooted the still buzzing phone into the cup holder. I glared at it as if Jeramy could see my face through the phone.
"Not someone you want to talk to?" She said, folding her long legs into the car and hanging her hat on her knee.
"Or about," I snapped unfairly.
She overlooked my rudeness with a graceful extension of long, browned fingers. "My name is Lori, by the way. Thanks for the ride. It gets awful hot around here."
"I'm Claire. Sorry for the crabbiness. My fiancΓ© is giving me fits," I said, maneuvering the car back into gear and taking off at a less wild pace.
"That's funny." Lori said dryly, "it's man trouble that has me walking down the road in the midday sun."
She directed me into a turn with a hand signal as I replied. "Oh awesome. Distract me with your troubles," I laughed.
And distract me she did, with a tale of a rowdy redneck who kicked her out on the roadside after an argument.
"I really like the heat. I've always wanted to live in Arizona, where the sky is always blue and my skin always stays brown. Right now, though, I really want nothing more than a hot shower and a cold drink," she concluded as we pulled onto the highway.
I glanced at the car clock. It was 4 pm. I compulsively picked my phone up as yet another text came in: call me right now or it's over.
"Watch your nose." I said, buzzing her window down. We had picked up to highway speed and the wind was refreshing. The phone almost seemed to float for a moment before being snatched into the evening air. I glanced in the rear view mirror to watch it bounce and shatter, before rolling the window up with a sense of freedom and exhilaration.
"Where's a good place to go for shower and drinks? I've got all the time in the whole wide world and not a single place to be."
She cracked a grin at me, her gray eyes shining. "Got tired of it?" She laughed.
"Oh honey. Let me tell you." I sighed.
In the next hour drive I told her all the bullshit Jeramy had tried. I'd been dating him only a year, and it had been the best and the worst year of my life. When we met, he was my boss at the real estate firm. They say never to sleep with your boss, and I guess it's good advice. The power balance was off from the start. He got me promotions and wealthy clients, fancy dates and we picked out a nice house together, but in return he expected to always have his way. If he didn't like my dress, I wasn't to wear it, and if he wanted to have sex, now was the time and there was no room for argument. Then he got his job in California. I was to meet him within the week, drop my whole life, and be there with him. But being away from him was so freeing. There was no reason to go back.
It was dark when we cruised into a city that lit up the whole horizon. "Let's find the most expensive drinks in this town, and have a lot of them," I laughed.