It was a year ago tonight. Just another Friday night in theory, but she could recall it as though it was yesterday.
Julia had been really looking forward to it three days earlier when she stood to bowl out her final frame. She looked overhead at the score. It was still very close. A strike would put their team that little bit further in front with only the last pair in each side to square off. Mentally she rehearsed a strike shot. Then calmly her legs started a graceful march towards the pins.
Damn! The 3 and 6 pins were still standing. She'd have to get a spare for them to stay in the match. As the fallen pins were swept behind, she recalled being unable to stop thinking about Friday. She was overjoyed that it would be the first chance since the wedding a year ago to spend longer than a fleeting amount of time with Rachel and Tim.
Releasing her next ball, she was relieved to see both pins fly. It was up to Sally's beau who she'd nicknamed Mr Pinball to play the shots that would win, draw or lose the game. She exchanged a high five as she strolled to the back seat to watch.
Her thoughts strayed to Tim. She had always adored Rachel's husband from the first moment her best friend introduced him. Julia enviously recalled a number of times when, without prompting, he had been so considerate and affectionate towards Rachel both in public and private. Tim knew how to make someone he loved feel special, unlike Brian.
She snapped out of it to see the opposing captain walking tall. Julia realised she had missed the girl's shots, but her team were dancing around her and the two big crosses overhead confirmed their team must lose. Mr Pinball lined up for his spare but it wouldn't be enough. Julia readied herself to spring up and give him a consolation hug.
As she detached herself, she realised how much her friends' honeymoon, their new life together, her own breakup with Brian following accusations of frigidity, and the aimless overseas holiday she'd then treated herself to had all kept her from seeing them. And of course Rachel's baby being born five months ago hadn't helped.
So she had jumped when Rachel rang and offered a leisurely meal, a DVD and the chance to stay overnight in their spare bedroom.
Since Tim and Rachel had married, their Four Musketeers bowling team had almost become the Three Musketeers. The original pair, Sally and Mr Pinball, were a quirky couple she really liked. They had a hilarious, mutual and obsessive love of the latest gadgetry and Sally would often call to chat. But Julia's relationship with Sally wasn't in the same league as the one with Rachel.
Rachel's place on the bowling team had been taken by a girl from Sally's work. Vanessa was a better bowler than Rachel and also Sally's best friend. And it would be almost true to say Julia had a non-relationship with Vanessa. Something about the girl niggled at Julia, preventing them becoming friendly let alone becoming friends. There was just something about Vanessa that Julia couldn't put her finger that was a deep concern.
The young woman was pleasant and pretty enough. No, Vanessa was downright gorgeous she had to admit. But she seemed rather quiet and introverted most times. It wasn't that Julia wasn't open to getting to know her. But little glances from Vanessa from time to time plus her social awkwardness put Julia a little on edge.
While Sally's boyfriend went off to a far corner to play his usual dozen or so games of pinball, the three female teammates sat nursing consolation coffees at the cafe in the bowling alley.
"This is so cool!" Sally had suddenly come out with, frantically fishing a fluorescent phone out of her purse. "Watch, Julia," she excitedly added. As it lit up, an apologetic Julia delved into her own purse to silence the dreadful phone ring that was already attracting glances. One that Mr Pinball had installed after the last game.
There was nobody on the line but she could hear bowling alley noises echo in the background. Sally's ear to ear grin gave her away.
"Voice Recognition dialling," Sally guffawed. "All I have to do is say your name, and this phone automatically rings you. How about that?"
Julia shook her head amidst helpless laughter at Sally's glee, and exchanged a glance with Vanessa. There was one of their rare shared moments. In one of the few times the pair had actually spoken in sentences to one another, they agreed Sally would always be Sally and was so suited to Mr Pinball over yonder.
"So, what are you and Rachel up to this Friday," Sally asked. "Is Tim babysitting while you two go out clubbing?"
"Not that he wouldn't if we wanted, but no," Julia sighed. "At twenty eight, I'm getting too old for the types that hang out in them now to enjoy that. Plus Rachel would worry about little Douglas all night. No, Tim is being given the night off. He's off fishing when his mate finishes work about ten. Before that, we'll get a take-away dinner, hire a film, then enjoy time together. Just me, her, Tim and the bub before he heads off. Then Rachel and I might get into a glass of red or two."
"Are you allowed to drink if you breast feed?" Sally asked looking from Julia to Vanessa with raised eyebrows.
"I don't know," Julia said as both girls shrugged. "But Douglas has been bottle fed from an early age. What worries me is that Tim is choosing the DVD and he used to go for horror or vampire movies. That could mean Rachel and I will be huddled together on the couch looking sideways over chewed fingertips for much of the night. What are you doing Friday night, Vanessa?" she added, deciding to try to include the girl.
"The usual. Working four hours until 10.30 or 11 at Swains, then home," a surprised Vanessa hastily answered.
"Swains! I didn't know you worked at Swains?" exclaimed Julia. "You're so lucky. The seafood there is supposed to be legendary."
"I only work there because it's just around the corner," came the shy reply. "I can walk to and from my unit in three minutes."
The girl's face was filled with that lovely but haunting smile as she seemed pleased at being included, but was struggling to continue the conversation.
"I'm just the meet and greet, not the chef," Vanessa eventually added. "And to be honest, I've never tried our food." She looked at her watch and stood, easing on her coat. "I'm due home, I guess."