Allison had felt separated from herself for the past while. After her amazing experience with Megan at Helen's party, she had been left to her own thoughts. She had not known in the past of how much she would enjoy something like that, and the idea baffled her. How had she not known this about herself before, she wondered. She tried suppressing it in her mind, focusing mainly on work, and she found that her mind wasn't as swamped anymore. Maybe she could continue to function normally. Maybe, she thought.
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It was a Friday and I had been invited to a big party at an acquaintance's house. I've never really been sure of how I get invited to these things - I'm really not that social. I get out, I talk to people, but it seems like every weekend I'm going out to a party of sorts. It has become a thing of humor for me and my friend Helen. I still haven't told her about what happened at her house that night, months ago. How could I?
The house was nice when I pulled up and parked the car. Maybe this would be an entertaining party after all, although it seemed like nothing could even come close to that night with Megan. That had been the most incredible experience of my life. I shook that idea from my head as I knocked.
"Hey! You made it," Stacey smiled, gesturing for me to enter. "Come on in Allie!"
"Thanks," I smiled, stepping in timidly to take a look around. I tried to ignore that feeling in the pit of my stomach - that feeling when you just know something is about around you. Something sensational. I licked my lips and frowned, turning to look behind me with confusion.
Nothing.
'You idiot,' I smiled to myself, shaking my head again. 'Too many lonely nights. You're just wishing something would happen,' I teased myself inwardly, looking out to the crowd of sociable adults ahead of me. Time to produce some small talk.
"Hi," I smiled, stepping up to a young woman about my age. She looked sweet.
"Do you think he's into me?" the woman asked sadly, pointing out to a man across the room. "It's like he doesn't even notice me ..."
I shrugged, looking around. 'I wish someone would notice me,' I thought to myself, before responding. "I don't know. Sorry." Just as I was turning around, I nearly bumped into a man that had surely been standing behind me. I gasped with surprise.
"Hey sexy," he smiled, holding the beer in his hand.
'Wrong someone,' I thought to myself, shaking my head. 'Holy crap,' I swallowed hard. He was at least 6'4" and had a really strong build. Something about him really worried me. And this party wasn't turning out so well after all. "Umm ... actually no, thanks. I have to find a friend."
As I turned to walk away, he put his hand on my shoulder. "Where ya headin' to?"
I was surprised he would be so bold. I suppose I wasn't used to such aggressive behaviour. Before I could say anything, I saw the most incredible figure appear from behind the man. It was Megan. All the breath had gone out of me. I wasn't even paying attention to the man directly in front of me. It was like he disappeared. Everyone had.
"Go take a seat," Megan said, before the man winced and walked the other way. I would assume she was hurting his shoulder when she rested her hand on it, but I was so captivated with her I didn't pay much attention to that.
Once her eyes rested on me again, I could feel the throbbing between my legs instantly begin, as if no time had passed between us. As if I was still there in that bed with her. I couldn't even say her name. I just stood there, dumbfounded.
"Allison," she smiled, her expression warming. I loved that smile. "How interesting."
"I ... it's a friend," I started, trying to explain how I knew Stacey. I knew it must have sounded ludicrous, but I couldn't speak properly for the life of me. Only she had ever made me feel this way. I couldn't move, I couldn't speak - I didn't know how I remained standing.
"And we are?" Megan teased, moving in a bit closer to me.
It took me a moment to respond. I was too busy imagining the way she had controlled and taken me the day we met. She had such an enveloping power over me. "... More."
"I've uh," Megan started with a smirk, "I've had enough of this party already ... I was thinking about heading over to my house and starting a little something of my own." She whispered that last part, leaning in closer to me.
Oh, this woman really captured my thoughts. She just oozed sexuality, and everything about her made me want to just get down onto my knees in front of her, and beg her to take me again. I had never experienced anything so powerful as that with anyone before. I was so busy thinking, I forgot she wanted a response.
"Hmm ... well I guess I'll be heading off then," she smirked, turning very slowly and walking with that sway of her hips that only set me further into a trance. After I snapped out of it, I walked over to her before she disappeared behind the wall.
"Wait," I said quietly, stepping in front of her. "Please take me with you."
"You would love that, wouldn't you?" she whispered, stepping close enough to whisper into my ear. I closed my eyes at the proximity, opening them as I felt her hand graze over my thigh. My breath came out slowly, and I didn't know what to do.
"It's like you knew I would be here," she smirked, looking down to my blouse, tie and pencil skirt, "How very 'submissive secretary' of you."
I blushed after realizing she was right. I stood out at the somewhat casual party. I looked back up to her with confusion and lust, trying to disguise both but failing miserably. She knew exactly how to seduce me with her words, not that she even needed to.
"Let me touch you," she whispered in that husky voice of hers, grazing her hand over my hip. I gasped quietly, putting my head down. I could never say no to this woman, and I wanted more. I wanted her to completely control me.
"I ... thanks," I whispered, looking up to her again. I couldn't believe how ridiculous I sounded. I couldn't seem to piece my sentences together. Last time she met me, I at least had some stability about me, but now that I knew the power she really had over me - my knees were jell-o.