Weekend with Sarah. The aftermath
Nikki woke first, memories of the night before flooding back as she looked down at the sleeping woman lying next to her, now at peace in her slumbers. Sarah had been upset following her submission to Nikki, not at the fact she had done it, nor that there had been another couple actively participating and witnesses to the night on which Sarah's facade as a cruel dominatrix had been allowed to slip, the three of them seeing the vulnerable woman who craved the chance to give up control and enjoy the experience of just following instructions.
What had upset Sarah was the knowledge that Nikki belonged to another and that the exhilaration she had felt in her submission may not have chance to reoccur. As Sarah had confessed her fears to Nikki before falling asleep, she had made it clear she could only see herself submitting to the chestnut-haired switch who had completely captured her heart.
As she watched the rhythm of Sarah's breathing, Nikki reflected on how complicated her own life was becoming. She lived with Mistress Kay, the woman who had introduced her to submission and trained her to become the lifestyle submissive she now was. Nikki's boyfriend, Ryan, also a lifestyle submissive serving his own mistress, lived with them during the week but moved in with Goddess Carly at weekends. Just as Nikki had grown accustomed to these arrangements, the Mistress had added the complication of Sally, another submissive, and her boyfriend Dylan who spent most weekends in the house as well. Nikki had been encouraged to train Sally in the art of submission and in doing so had begun to explore her own dominant tendencies to determine if she was, in fact, a switch.
The truth was that Nikki preferred her submissive role as it was only in giving herself fully to the control of another that she felt inner peace. Now there was the added complication of her feelings for Sarah, which had developed over the last 36 hours. Sarah was clearly besotted with Nikki, having been able to relax and show her true self in Nikki's company for the first time since the dual tragedies of the loss of her parents and the end of her marriage several years earlier.
The feelings weren't entirely reciprocated, but Nikki did feel drawn to Sarah in a way she had never felt with another woman before, even the Mistress. She wasn't entirely sure how to categorise those feelings, but she did know she wanted to spend more time with Sarah and was struggling to work out how that would be possible with all the other relationships in her life.
The one thought Nikki kept returning to was where this left her relationship with Ryan. Circumstance had driven some distance between them and though they still managed to pick up their relationship whenever they were together, Nikki was beginning to realise the feelings she had for her Mistress and the new feelings she had for Sarah were much stronger than those she had for Ryan. She began to ask herself if she was a lesbian but the tingling she felt between her legs as she thought it was itself a sign she still enjoyed sex with men, or more accurately, enjoyed being used by men to give them pleasure.
The relationship with Mistress Kay meant she could be completely honest, whereas the interactions with Ryan occasionally left her with a feeling that one of them was holding something back, despite Ryan's regular reminders that complete honesty was the only way their relationship, which pre-dated the discovery of their respective submissive tendencies, would survive. The one thing she had learnt in the short time she had been living her submissive life was that dilemmas such as these were always best shared with her Mistress, who invariably found the right way to handle things.
Nikki turned her body slightly, relaxing having decided there was no point in worrying about her current predicament and wondering whether she might be able to drift back to sleep. As she moved, Sarah stirred, which prompted Nikki to roll onto her side facing the slightly older woman. Sarah's hand made contact with Nikki's thigh, the touch causing a smile to form on her face. Sarah rolled over to face Nikki and then opened her eyes. 'Good morning, lover. Or should I call you Mistress now?'
'Lover sounds just fine,' Nikki replied, reaching to brush some stray blonde hairs from Sarah's face.
'Oh crikey!' Sarah exclaimed, a panicked look suddenly on her face. 'Seb and Lorna. Are they still here?'
'No, they've gone. I had a long chat with Lorna last night. She was very appreciative. Seb a little less so. I guess all that girl on girl action at the end was not quite what he was expecting.' Nikki laughed as she looked at the smile on Sarah's face.
'Did I really do everything that I'm remembering? Sarah asked.
'I think the evidence is still on your face,' Nikki replied, realising that the sheen was a combination of the juices from her and Lorna's vaginas, mixed with some of the remains of Seb's semen.
'Well, in that case, I might as well add to it before I go wash it all away,' Sarah chuckled with a glint in her eye. She pushed Nikki onto her back and then climbed on top of her, Sarah's head hovering over Nikki's crotch as she lowered her own groin towards Nikki's face. It was a reversal of their positions when they had sixty-nined the day before, but this time they took their time, each gently exploring the other's folds with their tongue. Sarah came first, clamping her thighs around Nikki's head as she felt the ripples of pleasure in her stomach and vagina. Nikki didn't last much longer as Sarah increased the pressure exerted by her tongue, until Nikki cried out 'cumming Goddess.'
'I think we are well past you needing to say that, Nikki,' Sarah laughed as she swung herself round and kissed Nikki on the mouth, their juices mingling as their lips connected. Then Sarah reluctantly moved off the bed, declaring that it was time for a shower. Nikki eagerly joined the blonde under the stream of water, the two of them using soapy hands to wash each other down, fingers exploring every inch of the bodies that had been locked together on the bed only minutes before. But there was no sexual element to this episode, instead they each luxuriated in the touch of the other.
Without speaking, they both came to the same conclusion, that they were not Domme and sub, they were lovers enjoying the moment in which the initial lust for each other made way to more deeper feelings of affection. When the warmth of the water began to cool, they took towels and wrapped themselves up before heading downstairs for food. They had no idea of the time and they didn't care how they looked, with wet hair still dripping water into their towels. They just wanted to be in each other's company.
The weather was still warm enough for them to sit on the patio, drinking coffee and eating the fruit selection Sarah had quickly thrown together. 'What are we going to do Nikki? I can't bear the thought of you going back to Kay's and us not sharing more time together like this.'
