Agreeing to Serve -

Weekend with Sarah. Day Two.

The two women slept deep into the Saturday morning, their exertions of the day and night before requiring their bodies to recharge. Sarah stirred first, the dominant lying still and listening to the gentle breathing of the slightly younger woman next to her. Sarah had never before experienced the feelings that she had felt the day before.

Although experienced in the BDSM lifestyle, Sarah's attentions had focused exclusively on male submissives, Nikki being her first real encounter with a female sub. Yes, there had been times at parties when female subs had been present, Sarah tending to drift out of the action whenever they became the centre of attention. It was only when her friend, Kay, had told her of the female sub she had taken under her wing that Sarah had become more interested, it being unusual for Kay to express such strong opinions about one of her subs so soon into a relationship.

Initially Sarah had sought to apply her strict form of domination, seeking to break Nikki on the first night they met as a test of the young submissive's commitment to her dominant. That Nikki had survived the almost brutal assault Sarah had inflicted on her had impressed Sarah and subsequent exposure to Nikki had led to a growing sense of respect from the dominant.

The previous night had changed the dynamic completely. As Sarah continued to listen to the rhythmic breathing, she realised there was no way she could ever see Nikki as a submissive again. They had been equals in their lovemaking and Nikki had even managed to coax a confession from Sarah that she had never consciously considered before, that for the right woman she might even consider adopting the submissive role from time to time.

Quite where that left the two women was the problem that now taxed Sarah's brain. Nikki would return to her Mistress the following day and Sarah would be alone once more. But though she had grown accustomed to her own company in the years since the separation from her husband, she had now experienced intimacy with another woman, a feeling that far outweighed any she had ever felt for her male partner and certainly a very different feeling to the bursts of enjoyment she derived from watching male subs squirm as she tormented them.

Sarah began to wonder just how she would fill the void that Nikki's leaving would create. Pushing that thought to one side, she resolved to make the most of the time the two women had left and shifting her position slightly she allowed her fingers to stroke the chestnut-coloured hair that lay across her arm, Nikki's head nestling softly beside the dominant.

Sarah suddenly remembered her original plans for the evening ahead. When she had requested Nikki stay with her, there had never been any thought of the relationship between the two of them being anything other than Domme and sub. She had pictured Nikki serving her, tidying the house and performing domestic tasks in between forced bouts of sexual activity. The domination was to be very different to the approach Sarah normally adopted with her male subs, where inflicting pain and the suffering of the submissive helped to give Sarah the pleasure she sought.

The plan had been for Sarah to experience sex with another woman, to explore that side of her sexuality for the first time. At the outset she had made it clear to Nikki they would be partners, though she had fully intended to remain the decision maker. In that vein, she had arranged for a couple she knew well to visit for dinner.

Seb and Lorna had been friends of her husband with whom she had always got on well. When the split had been announced, Seb and Lorna were the only people to question the excuse that had been given, that there had been a fundamental disagreement about starting a family. Seb had known Sarah's husband since schooldays and knew that he wanted children. They had pressed Sarah for the truth and she had finally confessed, thinking that it wouldn't end her world if they decided not to keep in touch with her.

Satah had explained the fact their sexual preferences were incompatible and outlined her desire for the dominant role in a D/s relationship. Seb and Lorna's reaction had been surprising, with Lorna confessing they also enjoyed a D/s relationship of sorts. From that day the couple had remained friendly with Sarah, though it was only recently the details of Seb and Lorna's D/s had surfaced.

Sarah suddenly realised Nikki was awake, looking down to see the submissive gazing up at her. 'A penny for your thoughts,' Nikki said, before shifting position to kiss the slightly older woman on the lips. 'Good morning, Goddess,' she added, before continuing 'or should I call you lover?'

The dominant rolled towards Nikki so the two of them lay face to face, before brushing Nikki's hair back and then gently stroking the cheek she had exposed. 'Good morning to you, too. No second thoughts about being here?'

'None whatsoever,' Nikki replied. 'I really enjoyed yesterday, though the dynamic wasn't quite what I had expected. Please don't feel any pressure to repeat that, I know we just sort of ending up going with what felt natural. But I know you enjoy being dominant, so I'm more than happy for you to revert to your normal self today, Goddess. I'm here to please you, after all.'

'I don't think I'm ever going to see you as a submissive again, Nikki. Yes, I enjoy the dominant role in the context of a D/s, but what we experienced yesterday wasn't that. Besides, I've always focused my domination on men. I honestly don't know where yesterday leaves us but I certainly don't have any desire to dominate you Nikki. And that sort of brings me to what I was thinking about when you were sleeping. I've arranged for some friends to come over for dinner tonight. But what I had planned involved you being submissive and I'm not sure I want to put you through that now.'

Nikki looked deep into Sarah's blue eyes. What she saw surprised her. The dominant was worried. Nikki tried her best to address the issue without fully understanding what the issue was. 'Sarah, please don't worry about me. I am a submissive. I enjoy being submissive. I take pleasure from the pleasure I can give to others. Surely you can understand that? I'm sure whatever you had planned for this evening isn't going to upset me.'

'You don't understand, Nikki. I've no concerns you could handle what I had planned. It's how I react that worries me. I'm not sure I could stand to watch you being used by someone. Being honest, I'm not sure I'll ever be able to go to one of Kay's parties again if it meant having to watch you being passed around like a toy.'

'Oh Sarah, please don't say that. Just keep telling yourself I enjoy being treated like that. It doesn't mean I won't want to come back here and spend another weekend with you. If you want those weekends to be like yesterday, then that's fine. Being honest myself, I've never been with a woman outside of the D/s so it was kind of new for me too. And I enjoyed it enormously, being able to relax and enjoy my own orgasms is something I'm still coming to terms with. But I don't want that to be my life exclusively, I still want to be a submissive and I still want to have sex with men as well as women.'

'I see what you mean,' the blonde replied. 'I thought we connected yesterday, but for you it was just another assignment.' Sarah turned her head away from Nikki, not wanting to let the submissive see the tears that were welling in her eyes.

'It was much more than that Sarah.' Nikki raised her hand to Sarah's chin and turned the blonde's head back, fully expecting to see the tears. She leaned forward and gently kissed them away. 'I'm just as confused as you to where that leaves us. But I live with Mistress Kay and I belong to her. I have pledged to serve her, so anything we have, whether as Domme and sub or as lovers, will always have to be with her blessing.'

'You're right,' Sarah answered, shaking her head in an effort to rid herself of the sadness. 'I've just let my feelings from yesterday cloud my thinking. We should make the most of the time Kay allows us to have. But that doesn't mean I won't feel uncomfortable watching you submit to others.'

Nikki decided to try and change the subject slightly. 'I'm curious though, what did you have planned for this evening?'

Sarah started by explaining her relationship with Seb and Lorna. When she got to the topic of the couple's D/s, she paused before continuing. 'So, last time I had dinner with them, they both had a bit too much to drink and I finally got them to tell me. It turns out Lorna is a cuckqueen.'

'A what?' Nikki exclaimed.

'A cuckqueen. I take it you know what a cuckold is?'

'Yes, I think so,' Nikki replied, nodding her head as she spoke.

'Well, a cuckqueen is sort of the female version. Lorna enjoys watching Seb with other women. Especially when they humiliate her. Apparently Lorna finds it difficult to enjoy sex because she has an unusually tight vagina. Her pelvic muscles don't work properly which means she often experiences pain when she has sex. Being a practical couple, they explored with the idea of finding a fuck buddy for Seb, those were Lorna's words by the way, her only restriction being she always had to be present. Then on one occasion, the woman they were playing with started to insult Lorna when she was aroused and Lorna found it a huge turn on. Ended up masturbating and enjoying an orgasm for the first time in years.'

Nikki's initial reaction was shock. But the more she thought about it, the more she realised it wasn't that different to the other couples she had encountered in her brief submissive life. Mistress Kay and James often had sex in front of others, as did Rob & Rachel. Both couples had a dominant partner, though neither really played to a humiliation kink. And her presentation evening had involved lots of couples. She decided to probe a bit further.

'Have you ever played with them?'

'No. This only came out the last time I was with them and quite late in the evening as well. I said that next time they came to me for dinner, I'd try to surprise them with something that might appeal to them. It was only later I thought of borrowing you. My plan was for you to serve us the food tonight and to then get Seb to fuck you so that I could see first hand how Lorna reacts.'

'Well that sounds like fun,' Nikki replied. 'I'm up for that. Who knows, perhaps seeing me with someone else might just help you to get used to the fact the two of us aren't exclusive.'

'I know we aren't exclusive Nikki. That's why I know there will be times I will see you with others, being dominated by others. We could go ahead tonight and see how I feel, though to be honest, at the moment I'm just confused as to how to handle it. Maybe I'll just call them and cancel. Say I'm ill and buy myself some time to think this through properly.'

'No you won't! Leave everything to me, Goddess. Let me do this for you. I'll take the lead tonight and you can just see how things develop. If you're uncomfortable with anything, just slip away to another room. I'm sure I can keep Seb occupied and from what you've said Lorna will be too busy watching her hubby fuck another woman to pay any attention to you.'

Sarah gave what was obviously a forced smile, but Nikki could see there was still a sadness in her eyes.

'I'm not going to take no for an answer. I'm doing this for you. Let's see how you feel afterwards. If it makes things worse then we'll need to reconsider.' Nikki once again made a move towards Sarah and kissed her lips softly. Sarah opened her mouth to respond, but Nikki pushed their lips harder together and then forced her tongue into the blonde's mouth, preventing Sarah from saying what she had planned.

Continuing her forward momentum, Nikki rolled Sarah onto her back and then straddled her partner, all the time without breaking the connection between their mouths. The submissive then massaged Sarah's pert breasts, finally breaking the kiss to rock back slightly which enabled her to flick the nipples that were already hardening. Moving down, Nikki began to kiss and lick the nipples as her hand ran across Sarah's stomach and down into her lap. Sarah sighed and lay back, wanting nothing more than to experience another orgasm at the touch of the woman who never failed to surprise her.

After focusing on Sarah's breasts for far longer than she would normally have done, Nikki finally moved. Kneeling between Sarah's legs, she lifted the blonde's hips and then repositioned herself so that the two women's legs each scissored their partner's torso. This enabled their pubic bones to touch and their labia to rest together. Nikki followed this by gently grinding against Sarah, making sure that her labia made regular contact with Sarah's clitoris.

Nikki had never tried the position before but had seen it on a couple of occasions on some of the more explicit social media accounts she followed. Realising the pussy-to-pussy contact alone was probably not going to be sufficient for either woman, the submissive reached down and used her fingers to tease the blonde's bud. After a few minutes, Sarah reciprocated, and the two women gradually took each other to a joint climax.

Now fully awake after their lengthy sleep, Nikki decided to take the lead once more, skipping the more intimate post-orgasm cuddles of the day before and repositioning again, this time in a traditional '69' position with Nikki on top that allowed her tongue to lap at Sarah's vagina and clit. Again, Sarah reciprocated, reaching forward with her head and neck until her forehead rested against Nikki's thighs as her tongue made contact with Nikki's clitoris for the first time that day. Nikki, being on top, had the advantage of gravity and as she felt the soft tongue lap at her clit she trembled. The touch was so much gentler than fingers and she could feel her second orgasm already gathering momentum.

Allowing her weight to rest on the dominant below her, Nikki pushed her groin onto Sarah' face and closed her thighs around Sarah's head. The effect was startling. Sarah was unable to breathe but instead of attempting to make Nikki aware of her predicament, she began to lick harder as though her route to oxygen was to bring Nikki to orgasm. The increased stimulation drove Nikki to focus on Sarah's clitoris and her assault on the blonde rose in intensity a level as well. Eventually Sarah had no choice but to address the pressing issue, realising that her oxygen supply was not going to last until her partner's climax. She tapped Nikki's ass and then panicked when Nikki's only response was to increase the pace of her tongue as it swirled around the hard bud in her mouth.

Sarah pushed her head upwards, further into Nikki's groin, and at the same time pinched Nikki's ass, then allowed her head to fall back onto the mattress. Although Nikki's body followed her back down, there was a momentary gap between their bodies that enabled the blonde a gulp of air. Nikki had realised what was happening and raised her hips to allow Sarah a longer breath. Once her lungs were replenished, Sarah recognised her momentary panic had been accompanied by an increased sense of arousal and she savoured the now almost constant touch of Nikki's tongue. Again increasing the pace of her licks on Nikki's clit, Sarah felt herself approaching her climax and sensed from Nikki's twitching thighs that her lover was also close. Neither woman backed off and after a minute or two of sustained stimulation they shared their second orgasm of the day.

This time they did rest, Sarah turning away from Nikki and allowing the shorter woman to wrap her body around the her. They lay still for some time, before Nikki gently pulled Sarah's hair back from her face, a task that involved peeling some of the sweaty strands off her skin and positioning them behind her ear. When she had finished Nikki gently rested her cheek against Sarah's and whispered 'trust me tonight, Goddess. Let me take charge. I will make this right. I don't want to stop serving Mistress Kay but equally I don't want to carry on without you in my life.'

Sarah immediately raised her head, easing Nikki's face away from her and shifting position so that the two women faced each other. 'Do you mean that Nikki? Really? I know this is probably just infatuation, but right now I don't think I could survive knowing that we won't experience days like this again?'

'You won't have to Sarah. I know it will be difficult juggling all these demands on my time, but I want to make this happen. I want there to be weekends when I'm exclusively yours and we can live like this. I'm sure Mistress will understand.'

Sarah was excited at the prospect that they had found a solution, but was also thinking practically. 'You don't know how good that makes me feel Nikki. But will it work? What about Ryan? And will Kay be able to let you come here regularly?'

'Ryan's not a problem. He spends most weekends with Carly and to be honest, I think I'm coming round to the idea I'd rather focus on you when I have downtime. I've been thinking about where our relationship is heading for a while now and I'm not sure we're going to survive as a couple when we are both serving different Dommes. As for Mistress, I will need to talk to her. But perhaps with Sally making such good progress, she might be able to fill in when I'm with you.'

Nikki looked deep into Sarah's eyes as she was speaking. For one moment she thought the blonde was about to burst into tears again, though this time there was a smile on her face and the tears were more likely to be an expression of relief. Nikki was still struggling to comprehend how the confident woman she had met a mere few weeks ago had become the insecure person lying naked next to her. Had that dominant exterior really been her armour, worn to deflect all the pain the world had thrown at her? Was it simply the fact Nikki had shown her some care and attention that had allowed Sarah to let down her defences and give Nikki a glimpse of the woman inside, desperate for someone to love her?

Nikki's own feelings were swirling around in her head. Did she really love Ryan? She had thought she did, but the feelings she had experienced for her Mistress and now for Sarah were very different. Did she love her Mistress? She was devoted to her and she would forever be grateful to the older dominant for opening her eyes to a world she had never known before, but was that love? And what were these feelings she was now experiencing for Sarah?

Nikki felt a desperate need to protect Sarah, to scoop the fragile beauty into her arms and keep her safe from the world that had already caused her so much pain. Was that love? Suddenly at a loss for words, Nikki did embrace Sarah, pulling her into a hug that caused the still vulnerable dominant to curl up on Nikki's lap in an effort to sink further into the embrace.

They stayed that way for some time, until Nikki felt goose bumps on Sarah's skin. The submissive was more used to being naked and her body had begun to adjust to the variations in temperature she experienced over the course of a day. Sarah was less accustomed to being uncovered and her body was signalling that fact. Easing Sarah away from her, Nikki retrieved the robes they had worn the night before and wrapped the thick towelling robe around Sarah's shoulders.

'You mentioned you had an outfit for me tonight. Can I see it? Or can you describe it for me?' Nikki was pleased to see her questions seemed to have revived Sarah a little.

'I'm not sure it's appropriate any more. You've probably never seen an old film called 'The Story of O'. It was very out of keeping with society at the time, a story about a woman who submits to a life of BDSM at the request of her boyfriend. I watched it with my husband and though I didn't really take to the idea of the woman being the submissive, the whole power exchange thing piqued my interest in the themes of domination and submission.