Juliet vaguely remembered Adrienne's attempts to rouse her, but her sleepy protests earned her a day off from classes. It was nearly ten in the morning by the time she got up. She looked about at the underclothes strewn across the bed and on the floor, evidence of their night of passion, and smiled. 'That was one wild night,' she thought, amazed that it had actually happened.
In the shower, Juliet began to replay the night. As the memory of it returned, she felt a rush of exhilaration. Last night she'd taken a risk. She reached for something that she truly wanted, and yet, was also afraid of having.
Even as her bare feet pattered toward Adrienne's room, she questioned the wisdom of her actions. But she'd gone through with it, and as she had hoped, her fears were unfounded. From their first kiss, to the last snuggle, it was perfect in every way. Adrienne had been her champion, all night. And while she'd been too tired to return the favor, she knew that her friend understood. And so, they had slept together, their naked bodies close and warm.
Yet, as Juliet dressed for her day, she began to feel uneasy. Her chest felt tight and her breathing, labored. She then realized she was experiencing the onset of a panic attack. She hadn't had one for a few years now, and knew from experience that she just needed to stay calm and remind herself that she was safe.
But why have one now? It made no sense. She needed to talk to someone, and decided to call her brother at work.
"Hey, Thomas."
"Jules!" came her brother's happy reply.
She took a few deep breaths. "Sorry to bother you at work, but do you have a minute to talk?"
"Sure, sis. Hey, I am so sorry I haven't called you. When Dad told me what happened, I couldn't believe it. But he says you're doing okay now. Are you?"
"Yeah, I'm doing much better. But I think I'm having a panic attack."
"Do you need to go to the hospital?" her brother asked, now concerned.
"No, I just need to talk to someone. If that's okay? It helps ground me."
"Of course, it is. Jules, I don't know what to say, other than I want to kill the son of a bitch who spiked your drink. Are you sure you don't need to see a doctor? You're probably going through some sort of post trauma."
"Yeah, maybe. But I'd like to try and ride it out."
"Alright, but if it gets worse, you tell me."
"I will." Just hearing her brother's voice helped center Juliet's energy and she began to feel calmer. "Thomas, if it hadn't been for Adrienne, it could have been much worse. She came and got me out of there."
"Yeah, Dad told me that she took a punch too. That's one tough friend you've got there. So now you're staying with her, right? How's that working out? You like it?"
"Um, yeah. Though, things between us have become a little complicated."
"Complicated? How?"
"Well, last night, I slept with her. We had sex."
"Whoa, Jules! Well, good for you!"
Juliet was taken aback by his positive reaction. "You think? I know she and I are friends and all, but I'm not sure it is the right thing to do. Maybe, it's too soon, or I'm just mixed up, you know...like I was with Jenny..."
"Stop that, sis. You're not mixed up. That's Mom talking. From what I could tell, you really like her. And why not? She's great. You know, I did suspect something might be going on between you two."
"You did?" This was new information.
"Well, it seemed pretty obvious to me. Every time you looked her way, or talked about her, your face would light up, and you'd get this dreamy look in your eyes..."
"Yeah, okay, Sherlock." She always found his attempts at eloquence amusing.
"I mean it, Jules. I know I've teased you a lot in the past, and that wasn't right of me. However, as your older brother it is my job to torment you. But you do seem to have a thing for this cellist. She likes you, right?"
"Well, she didn't kick me out of her bed," Juliet joked.
Thomas let loose with a belly laugh. "Always a good sign. Well, for what it's worth, I think she's pretty special. Attractive, talented, loyal, smart. She's got it going, sis. And there's definitely a spark between the two of you."
Juliet breathed a sigh of relief. Her brother's words had calmed her. "Thanks, that means a lot to me. I guess I just needed some affirmation. This morning, I started to feel all panicky, and I'm not sure why. I mean, I like Adrienne, she IS special. But for some reason, I felt like I was doing something wrong. And it's NOT wrong! I KNOW that!"
"No, it's not. Jules, give yourself a break. This is all new for you. At least, you don't have someone looking over your shoulder every second of every day. Cut loose, live a little. Shack up with your girlfriend."
Juliet laughed, while holding back her sniffles. "Do you think Dad will be okay with it?"
"Dad? Yeah. I know he comes across like he's not that invested, but he is totally in your corner. When you ended up in that hospital, he sounded gutted. I'm sort of surprised, and yet not surprised that he called it quits with Mom. They've definitely not been getting along. And I know he was livid with the way she pushed Randall on you. We could have lost you, Jules."
"Yeah. Well, Dad sure has been supportive of this move." Juliet now knew that she not only had Thomas's support, but her father's as well. And that meant everything to her.
"Hey, I've got a meeting to get to. But if you start to feel off again, you call me, okay?"
"Okay. Adrienne should be home soon."
"Good. Give her a hug for me. Listen, you and her have my total support. I mean that. So, take her to a movie, and buy her something nice," he advised.
"I'll do that," Jules laughed. "Thanks for the consultation, doc. By the way, how's Molly?"
"Getting bigger. Baby's due in July."
"Well, tell her I said 'hi'."
"Will do. Love you, sis."
After getting off the phone with Thomas, Juliet went online and looked for something nice to get Adrienne. And that's when she had the idea to order a toy they could use during sex. From lubricants, it was a natural step into the world of vibrators and dildos. She decided to avoid batteries, and went for the basic hand-held models.
"I'll get us each one we can use by ourselves, or with each other," she thought with a mischievous giggle, as she moved one clear one and one blue one to her shopping cart. "Those look perfect. Not too big, smooth surfaces..."
Next, Juliet stumbled upon an array of strap-on dildos. The idea of her wearing one of those harnesses just didn't appeal to her at all. But it did interest her to see models in acts of lesbian sex, with the roles clearly delineated between the dominant wearer and the submissive receiver. The models were gorgeous and the sexual positions conjured all sorts of images for Juliet. But in each fantasy, Juliet adopted the submissive role. And Adrienne naturally, would be her dominant partner.
She imagined Adrienne wearing one of the harnesses, her phallus dangling in front of her, and concluded that Adrienne, with her confident, steady energy, firm body and captivating dark eyes would look positively hot. She hadn't thought about it until then, but her girlfriend, though mostly shy, had this intense side that came out when she played the cello. And at other times, there would be glimpses of it. She also had an androgynous quality that Juliet found extremely alluring.
"Yes," Juliet thought wistfully, "Adrienne would look absolutely irresistible in one of those harnesses."
The options were many, and she went with a realistic skin-toned molded cock that wasn't too large. It mounted to a triangular patch over the pubic area with a strap between the legs and one around the hips. Juliet thought it looked comfortable. But she did wonder if Adrienne might not be comfortable wearing it. Perhaps this was a step too far, too fast? But a few clicks later, the shopping cart was full, and she was through the checkout.
Juliet mentally crossed her fingers, counting on her ability to persuade Adrienne to at least give it a try. But first, she needed to show Adrienne that when it came to sex, she was fully committed. When Adrienne finally made it home, Juliet planned to treat her to some oral sex she would never forget.
Juliet's phone buzzed. "Hello?"
"Juliet. It's your mother." Juliet felt herself tense.
"Hello Mom. What's up?" She tried to sound friendly, but her voice came out flat.
"I was just wondering how you're doing? How's your new family?"
Juliet's jaw tightened. "They're fine, thanks. I've got my own bedroom. And Adrienne and I can head into school together."
"Ah yes, your girlfriend. How is she?" Her tone had an edge to it. But Juliet didn't bite.
"She's amazing. And I know you don't want to hear it, but we're totally into each other. And for the first time in my life, I feel good about being with someone." The other end of the phone went silent, and Julie thought perhaps the line went dead. "Are you still there?"
"I'm here. If that's your choice, there's nothing more I can do," came the fatalistic reply.
"Mom, there's nothing wrong with me being attracted to Adrienne. I'm twenty-one years old. I'd like to think I'm old enough to make my own life choices."
"As long as one of us is paying for it."