Laying in bed in the almost darkness, moonlight creeping slowly across the flags and my staff issue dressing gown on the back of the door. Waiting, thoughts racing, palms sweating. My skin is damp under my pyjamas, and heat pulses between my sticky thighs. I want to touch, I really really want to touch but I want to wait more.
It's become a kind of routine. Kind of because i never know when she will call for me. But I know that she will, and I know that I'll go.
I slowly allow my fingertips to graze across my nipple in the dark, the soft worn cotton striped over my breast. Just the slightest touch makes me squirm and hiss through my teeth. It's been days. Nights.
She passes me in the halls, skirts swishing, steps into my classroom and stands by my desk, watching as I fumblingly try to continue my lesson. Sometimes she asks me to step outside and kisses me against the wall in the corridor, her body pressed hard against mine, lifting my skirt and caressing my thigh, or pinching my nipple under my blouse. I dream about it happening again.
I hear the clock strike eleven, counting the notes as they drift across the valley, my fingers tiptoeing down my stomach.
Then the knock. I freeze, heart racing, fingers under my waistband. How does she know?
I breathe slowly, calming my heart but not the throb between my legs. I can't be early, I can't be late.
The corridors are dark and silent but I know the way. My dressing gown tied tight round my waist, bare feet on the stone floor.
Her office is in the central corridor, wide and darkly panelled. Sometimes I hide my face from the paintings but tonight I've waited too long for shame.
I knock, sharp and strong.
"Enter"
The room is lit by a few candles, and at first I can't see her in the shadows. Then she comes towards me from the side and presses me against the door, one hand over my mouth. I meet her eyes, deep brown and dark in the dim room before she kisses me. One hand is in my hair, pulling it loose, the other on the small of my back, pressing us together. I stretch up to her, desperate for her kiss, filling my fists with her clothing, dark wool and heavy cotton, pushing my thigh between hers, only half thinking as my body takes over. I feel her hand slide over my buttock, her hips grinding her pussy against my thigh. My mouth opens against hers, i pull and scratch at her heavy cloak for an opening, somewhere I can touch her flesh, lick her skin, bite down.
She pulls away, wiping her mouth. I slump, dizzy with lust, against the door.