It's morning and I'm half way between awake and asleep. The sheets are soft and warm and I'm feeling nice and cosy.
I'm slowly drifting from pleasant dreams back into the real world. The night before is coming back to me in a swirl of pleasant emotions rather than facts and details.
... Julie ...
... ooh, she's so cute ...
... we're kissing ...
... her lips are so soft ...
... her tongue is in my mouth ...
... I'm caressing her nipples through her top ...
... we're naked in my bed ...
... cunnilingus ...
... orgasm ...
Gently luxuriating in such sweet reminiscing in a half dream state ... then a pang of remembered lust – I want to come again – drags me closer to awake than asleep.
I open my eyes and it all hits me in a rush.
-Friday after work drinks-on my best behaviour-oh of course Julie is adorably sexy I've been lusting after her for months-don't get too pissed-don't try and crack onto her-you'll make a fool of yourself-work mode-be professional-she's so pretty when she laughs-I've had enough to drink I should go home-come on work mode-best behaviour now-but I'm having fun-Julie is talking to me a lot-she's so easy to talk to-I should go home-nothing is going to come of this-she thinks I'm straight-ooh I can't help it-I'm touching her hair-complimenting her too much-she'll think I'm chatting her up-well I am-I shouldn't be but I am-OMG I even said "Now Julie, have I ever told you what lovely tits you have?"-oh fuck you can't say that-what was I fucking thinking-oh it's alright we had sex-it was lovely-but I virtually dragged her back to my house-oh fuck then I just threw myself at her-I think the phrase was "Now, how about a closer look at those lovely titties, eh?"-but she kissed me back-but then again I poured drinks into her all night dragged her back to my place and pounced on her-but she came-yes she came too-oh fuck that was nice-oh fuck her tongue on my clit now that was nice-yes yes yes-still Christ all fucking mighty the poor woman is going to wake up and think she's been molested by a rampaging maniacal fucking dyke-shit where is she now!?-poor thing probably fled in the early hours-oh there she is fast asleep-she looks so cute there asleep in my bed-ooh I could get used to waking up to that-am I hung over I drank a fucking lot?-oh I think I'm ok-perhaps a tad seedy-nothing a glass of water and a shower won't fix-I'll get up and have a drink and a shower-but she's so fucking sexy-I could pounce on her again-fuck you are not pissed now you mad predatory dyke control yourself leave her alone-oh god my only hope is that she'll be so fucking embarrassed that she won't tell people at work-it'll be a bit awkward but it'll blow over-oh who am I kidding I'll be the talk of the office-the work social newsletter will headline "Annie reveals she's a predatory lesbian and molests office cutie"-that's silly-I giggle a little at that-oh that's better look on the bright side-it's not that bad-people get pissed and fuck-happens everyday-then again I did put my finger up her ass-OMG what was I fucking thinking-she going to wake up and think she's been molested by rampaging maniacal perverted kinky weirdo fucking dyke-"mental cow shoves finger up office cutie's ass"-ok that's silly too-I'd giggle if it didn't turn me on so much-
Get up. Big drink of water. The shower is hot and my head is clearing. Ok now, I can salvage this. Just be really nice and casual. Cook her breakfast. Be nice. Act cool.
Wide awake. Nice and clean. Clit feels nice. Bit of a rub. Yep that's it, nothing like a bit of lust to chase away the anxiety. Ooh yeah, all lusty and feeling confident again. Dry off. Dressing gown on.
Ah, idea. Get a spare dressing gown ready. If she's awake I can casually hand it to her. That way I'm getting the whole naked thing out of the way if she's feeling freaked out by the predatory lesbian. If she's asleep I'll pop it onto the bed and it'll be all nice and considerate. I'll cook up some scrambled eggs. All sweet.
Deep breath. Here we go. Ok one last clit rub. Here we go. Open the door. Back to the bedroom. Bit nervous. Settle down. Big smile – big casual smile that is – if she's awake.
Oh fuck she's awake alright. Standing right there in front of me. Naked that is. Mmm very naked. She really is astonishingly gorgeous. Am I smiling casually? Oops no – I'd say more like gawking lecherously.
Oh fuckety, fuck, fuck fuck. She's looking at me disapprovingly. She's coming towards me. Oh fuck she probably wants the dressing gown. Hold it out. She's snatched it off me and thrown it on the ground. She's very close now. She's got a hold of the waistband of my dressing gown.
