Authors note:
This is chapter six of this story and, if you read it out of context it will not make much sense. In particular, you might well wonder why it is in the Lesbian Sex category. If you haven't read the previous chapters, please do so first.
Vera stared at the blank sheet of paper before her, her mind a turmoil of mixed emotions. She was tired to the bone, having hardly slept, tossing and turning as she replayed the events from the previous evening, trying to make sense of them. She felt as if the whole world had turned against her. Her eyes blurred as, once again, they filled with tears. Why? That was the question she kept asking herself. What had happened to change Xui-Li so? She tried again and again to work out if she had done anything wrong; surely not, she had done everything she had been told to do, even as far as humiliating herself on her knees in the latrines. She had sacrificed her pride and her dignity just to be with Xui-Li; surely that counted for something?
In her mind she could still hear Xui-Li's mocking words, making light of everything between them, adding to her hurt and confusion. Xui-Li had dismissed her as just an amusement; saying that any round eye girl would have been the same to her but this simply ignored Vera's memories. When all the games had been over, when they were just lying in each others arms, surely there had been a closeness, a bond that they had both shared. Their kisses, their caresses, had been about more than just animal lust; there had been contact, one soul to another. Vera knew that she meant more to Xui-Li than just another girl. Why then could Xui-Li not acknowledge this; why did she have to debase and destroy everything that had been good between them?
And that, in turn, had led Vera to question what it was that she had felt, what it was that had taken her back again and again. Sure, it had all started with the espionage but if that was all it was then why did this rejection hurt so badly? Bitterly she told herself that she didn't care, that Xui-Li's disdain was matched by her own, but she knew she lied, it was obvious she lied for she had never, ever, felt anything like this before, never felt this aching emptiness, as if her whole life taking place in some sort of void where nothing seemed to matter any more and where it had taken a supreme effort of will just to get out of bed. Heaven knows she hadn't had the energy to go down to the mess for breakfast.
And now, alone, friendless and utterly exhausted, she had to produce some sort of report for Major Strickland, something that would keep him satisfied. He'd made it quite clear that she was not going to get away with inventing stories about wrestling contests. Maybe it would be simpler if she were to admit the truth, admit that she had failed, failed in so many ways. In her mind she thought through the scene as she presented Major Strickland and Colonel Fortesque with her failures. She could imagine the expressions of pity mixed with contempt that she would get from both of them. She would be confirming their thinly-veiled low opinions of her abilities. She would be back in the typing pool before the day was over. She'd rather be back in the club scrubbing out the latrines!
Damn them! Damn them all! She'd had a taste of freedom and she'd do anything rather than return to the drudgery of the typing pool and the condescension of the officers. Most of all damn Xui-Li. She hated her, she hated her, she hated....
But, as her pain turned to anger, she finally knew what she had to do, the only thing she could do, she had to continue the charade, to produce a report that would satisfy both Colonel Fortesque and Major Strickland and give her breathing room whilst she worked out her next move. Sniffing back her tears, she reached for a map of the region and unfolded it across her desk.
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"Troop exercises in the Nan Tung region. Are you sure about this?" Major Strickland gave Vera a hard stare.
"Well, Sir, I couldn't make it too obvious that I was listening but I was quite close to Madam Hong as they was discussing the plans," Vera replied.
"This is excellent, first class," enthused Colonel Fortesque, flicking back and forth through Vera's report. "Don't you agree, Major?"
"If this information is as it purports to be then, yes, it certainly is top hole. However, it has been known for certain agents to embellish things, to add a little spice to the mix. I do hope you haven't been embellishing, young lady. That would be most unfortunate for all involved." Major Strickland gave Vera a long hard stare.
"No, Sir. Not at all, Sir. It's just as I heard it, Sir. Of course, I might have misheard certain details...."
"But the salient facts, of those you're absolutely certain. If we sent troops all the way to the Nan Tung region on a wild goose chase then it wouldn't look good for you at all, young lady, not good at all." Major Strickland continued to stare at Vera, his eyes boring in to her as if he could read her inner secrets. As Vera piled lie upon lie she could feel herself being dragged deeper in but she saw no way out now that didn't involve disgrace. She had no option but to brave it out.
"Well, we shall see," Major Strickland said, putting his copy of the report down. "In the meanwhile I think it might be best if you confined yourself to barracks, just until we've got this thing sorted. Then we'll know where we stand. Now, off you go."
"Thank you, Sir," Vera said, as she got up and headed for the door.
"I'm not sure I trust that young lady," Major Strickland said to Colonel Fortesque once Vera had gone. "She's a bit too glib."
"But she's brought in some superb stuff, unearthing that Crane woman for a start," Colonel Fortesque protested.
"Hmm... As I said, we shall see. Will you be sending any troops to Nan Tung?"
"I'll send 'B' company. Even if it is a wild goose chase it will do them good to get out and about. It's been a while since young Higgins was on active patrol," Colonel Fortesque replied after a moment's thought.
"I await the outcome with interest. Make sure I'm copied in on any reports."
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"Ah, Huan-yue, is that Jun-Nui's report?" Mei-Xing asked.
"But I must deliver it directly to Madam Hong," Huan-yue replied. "She insisted that it must go straight to her and her only."
"Nonsense, I'm her trusted deputy. Now, give me that report, I order it," Mei-Xing insisted.
"But... but..." Huan-yue backed off but, quick as a flash Mei-Xing reached out and grabbed the file, slightly tearing one corner.
"You give that back!" Huan-yue shouted but too late, Mei-Xing turned and stormed off.
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"General Chang! General Chang! Fortune smiles; we have an advance on the round eye's report," Mei-Xing said excitedly as she entered his office.
"So? I thought that Madam Hong had ditched the little whore. She's no use to us now, why should we be interested?" General Chang said, his annoyance showing clearly.