Cuddling and stroking her back, I couldn't imagine a lover better than Kate. But at the same time I realized I couldn't imagine only making love to women.
I just love dick.
I love the sensation, when I'm really turned on, of a dick sliding inside me for the first time. It's even hotter after a long spell between fucks. Hah! Any dick feels big if I've been empty long enough. And I get kind of eager when he pulls out, waiting for him to slide back in. And then, when a guy really gets going and pounds me hard and fast, yeah, I love that, too. Watching him above me, the way his face contorts trying not to come, almost out of control, that is so HOT! I want him to keep riding me, stretching my legs wide, holding me with bruising strength. I seriously don't want to get pregnant, but something in me also wants him to come ... to gasp and groan and thrust uncontrollably and shoot his load inside me. I feel so tender and protective afterwards when he lies on top of me jerking slightly and breathing deeply.
And don't even get me started on doggy style! I get horny just thinking about it!
I'll never forget the first time I made a guy come with my hand in the back seat of an old car parked behind the high school. I had no plan and no idea what I was doing, of course, so he helped me get his dick out after I squeezed his hard-on through his jeans for awhile. I was fascinated by his size, which I later realized was average. But at the time I was impressed by the way his dick filled my hand, how warm yet hard it felt and how his hips jerked when I stroked the head.
I decided to use my hand on his dick the way I imagined a pussy might clasp and stroke it. Sooner than I thought, he started moaning, put his hand over mine and doubled the speed of my strokes. He gave a drawn-out groan and my hand was suddenly covered with warm, sticky semen. My best girlfriend told me a guy's come was disgusting, but I felt only curiosity and held my hand up to look at it in better light. It looked a bit like the icing Mom made for cinnamon rolls, and smelled slightly musty. And it smelled wet, if that's a thing. It took awhile, and a lot of coaching, before that guy ever got me off with his fingers, and he never managed to make me come with his dick. He just didn't last very long.
My orgasms with Kate felt different from fucking a guy. Not night-and-day different, just different in a subtle way. Maybe with a guy it's having something deep in my pussy, something bigger than a tongue or a couple of fingers? Maybe with a woman it's her softer skin, the flow of her hair across my inner thigh, the way she knows my body or her focus on my pleasure. I'll have to think about it.
Kate and I made love again later. She started stroking my hair, then her kisses changed from light and playful until she was thrusting her tongue in my mouth eagerly. Her hand stroked my neck, then both hands were holding my head allowing her lips to push hard against mine, her tongue delving deep in my mouth. Her arousal triggered mine and I started kissing her back just as hard. It became a sensuous battle, our slick, warm tongues twining and searching first in my mouth then in hers. Her kisses grew more gentle then and that's when I noticed her hands on me ... stroking my arms, caressing my breasts, sliding slowly up and down my legs.
Her fingers slid tenderly down my belly, through my pubes, along the outer lips of my pussy. And my fingers sought between her legs at the same time. She opened them to give me room and I slid a finger up her slit. With just a little pressure my finger dipped between the plump guardians of her inner gates and found her wetness. I opened my eyes to find her blue eyes staring intensely into my brown ones. She held my gaze with a slight smile.
"God I want to watch you come!" she whispered. I sighed and felt her finger penetrate me deep enough to gather a coating of my juices.
Soon I was stroking her soft, wet inner lips and her finger was exploring my pussy from my vagina up - almost - to my clit. Up and down her finger tip stroked and I spread my legs to encourage her exploration. Her fingers began to match each movement of mine. When my finger slid slowly inside her, her finger penetrated me to the same depth. When my finger pulled firmly at the muscles around her opening, hers did the same. Her warm breath brushed my face.
I slid my finger tip gradually up her slit, gathering wetness, and she matched me again. Then my finger was at her bump and I circled it gently, barely touching. She waited until my finger had completely circled her clit before her finger did the same to me. I suddenly realized I was holding my breath and gulped for air.
"Tell me what you want," she whispered.