A Mothers Love 32

All characters in this story are 18 years of age and above.

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My name is Selina. I'm 18 and just graduated high school.

I'm a brunette with shoulder length curly hair, and am fairly average height for my age at 5'8", and with size 34 C boobs. I'm not too bad in the looks department as I've gotten looks from both girls and boys at school. Though I never really went anywhere with the boys at my school.

You see, my mom and dad separated when I was very little. I don't have much memory of my dad, and the only thing that mom would tell me about him was that he was "a no good scumbag who cheated on me." Mom was very over protective of me after that. She'd pick me up from school every day, and any time she'd se a boy talking to me after school she'd give me the same lecture about how "Boys aren't to be trusted!" It kind of rubbed off on me in a different way.

Growing up, I met who would become my best friend throughout middle and high school, Rachel, who was a year older than me. We got along great as Rachel was kind of similar to me. Her parents had also split a few years before, though she wouldn't elaborate as to why. Often times I'd ask my mom if I could have her drive me to Rachel's house for the day as it would be a bit of a walk for 12 year old me to get to her house.

Rachel lived with her mom Jessica. Jessica was I'm guessing in her mid 30s, Short blonde hair, really short in fact, think Chris Evans kind of cut, with tits that were at least D's, and a shapely ass! The tits and ass screamed woman, but her haircut and style of clothing screamed tomboy to me. Any time I'd come over she'd usually be in just jeans and a t-shirt, or if she was working outside for the day doing yard work, she'd be in some old cut off jean shorts and a tank top.

I'd always thought I'd be straight growing up, and the thought of being with another woman never even crossed my mind, but that all changed since I met Jessica.

Mom had kind of warped my perception to basically resenting boys, yet longing for some sort of masculine presence in my life. So when I got to be exposed to Rachel's mom and her sense of confidence that she exuded with her looks, I was easily intrigued by her.

Yet Jessica could also be as sweet as ever as well. Any time she'd be out at one of Rachel's school events like soccer, she'd always be the first one to cheer and hug Rachel whenever they'd win a game!

Then the time came for Rachel to go off to College half way across the country in Chicago, leaving me all alone with nobody but my mother and me, and almost no chance of getting to be around Jessica for quite some time. I found myself getting a bit more lonelier and slightly sad as time went on.

The only thing that snapped me out of my slump was whenever Rachel would call from College. This was in the pre smartphone days, so staying in touch was a bit more expensive as Rachel didn't have her own phone, only the payphone in her dorms. We had made plans in the winter time for when she would be coming back for spring break, about all the time we would spend at the beach, which she only lived 10 minutes walk away from. It worked out perfectly as my mom would be going away on business around that time and she didn't want me to hang around any "pesky boys" as she put it, so being around Rachel and her mom Jessica was music to her ears.

It was going to be great! I was going to have my best friend back and I'd get to spend at least a week around Rachel's mom! I'd done my best to put Jessica out of my head in the time leading up to Rachels arrival, but every time I'd get the urge

to touch myself, she'd come right back to the front of my mind. I'd see her in those shorts and a tank top, and that would instantly send juice to my pussy and my nips would start to ache! I'd touch myself to images of her in my head constantly until the big day came.

Then the day finally came! Jessica was supposed to go and pick her daughter up from the airport around 11 am, getting her home just before Jessica would leave to pick me up from school and drive back to her place. I didn't need to take much as

Jessica said I could do laundry at her place, so I just threw a few things inside an extra backpack (including my bathing suit, a 2 piece bikini which I really like). When I made it to Jessica's pick up truck though, I saw she was a bit sad.

'Selina,' Jessica said 'I have some bad news, Rachel called me around 10 to say that she probably won't be here for a few days. Apparently Chicago got walloped by a massive late winter storm and the airports have had to shut down for at least a few days, possibly longer.'

I was crushed! I started to seriously withdraw into myself a little bit when Jessica reached her hand over and started rubbing my shoulder. 'I know it hurts honey, but don't worry, we're still gonna have a good time.' My mind suddenly snapped back to where I was, being touched by this woman I had been fantasizing about for years! Still feeling a little blue, I mumbled out a quiet 'You promise?' in response.

Jessica smiled back to me and said 'Sweetie, I'll make sure that by the time you're gone next weekend, your whole world will be changed for the better.' she said it with a sly little smile on her face.

I don't know why, but her kind words and her presence put me at ease and I instantly felt comforted.

On the short ride over to her place, we talked about various things such as school, and life after school. She had a lot wisdom in what she was saying, and I drank it all in.

When we got to her place I had this feeling in the back of my mind like I was a fly about to enter in to a spider web, one that I wasn't sure that I wanted to get out of.

Jessica stepped out of the truck and we made our way to the front door. I'd been there countless times so I knew my way around just like it was my own home. I guess for this week it was going to be my home away from home.

'Please make yourself at home,' Jessica said 'Fyi I booked this week off of work too as I wanted to spend some time with Rachel, but I guess that was all for nothing, so I'll probably be working around the yard and re doing part of the back deck this week.'

'Oh really.' I said 'that's cool, the weather's gonna be perfect for it all week.'

What I was really thinking of was Jessica in those cut off shorts and that tank top of hers. The thought of that started to put a little smile on my face. This was going to be a great week for sure, just not the way I had planned it!

After I had gone upstairs to Rachel's room and put my things in there, I made my way back downstairs to see Jessica pulling out some ingredients for dinner from the fridge. 'So what were you 2 planning to do this week?' Jessica asked.

'Oh I don't know, we were going to hit the beach a few times this week, and probably do a movie marathon tonight, but we'd have a lot of time for some girl talk while doing that. I don't really talk to many other people other than her and my

mom, and well you too I guess, though not as often.'

'Well you can do at least one of those things tonight, I'm up for a movie marathon after dinner tonight if you are!'

'Sounds good,' I said a bit nonchalantly. Truth be told I was really looking forward to it.

We had a very good dinner, chicken cacciatore with a greek salad. Jessica really is a good cook. After I helped to put all the dishes in the dishwasher and do some clean up, Jessica insisted I get comfy in their rec room for tonight's movie marathon. I sat on their lazy boy recliner next to their super comfy couch and waited for my movie partner to arrive.

A few minutes later Jessica arrived with a bowl of popcorn in her hands. She looked at me and said 'Silly girl, why are you sitting over there all by yourself, the sofa is more than big enough for both of us.' She said it in a way that made me feel calm, yet like she was also commanding me to sit with her, like she wouldn't take no for an answer.

I found myself willingly obeying her command and content with doing so.

'Which kind of movie do you want to watch first? Action? Comedy? Romance?' She said, saying romance with a bit of a lower sultry tone to it and a kissy face motion.

'Oh my god, did she really mean that' I thought to myself. Feeling flushed, I blurted out 'Comedy!'

'Comedy it is then', she said with a smile and a bit of a chuckle.

I felt so embarassed for getting aroused at her, but she just smiled and probably didn't notice it, putting me at ease.

She popped the movie in and pushed play. It was a Jim Carrey movie. we laughed quite a bit. At one point through the movie, Jessica beckoned me to come closer with her arm. It felt good to have her arm around me. Eventually I felt comfortable enough to lean in to her chest, where I discovered that she was not wearing a bra! Resting my head on her D size boobs made me feel so comforted and in heaven at the same time. When the movie would come to a funny part, she'd laugh, causing her chest to jiggle and push more against my head.

At some point I completely stopped paying attention to the movie, and just tuned in to being comforted by Jessica.

'Romance next?' Jessica said.

'Huh?' I replied, completely unaware that the movie had ended after being in my own little world.

'Hello? Earth to Selina? Do you want an action movie or a romance movie next?'

'Romance,' I quietly replied in a nervous tone.

'Where'd your head go just now?'

'Oh I guess I must be a bit more tired than I thought I'd be,' hoping she would buy that.

'It's getting late now, would you mind if I get changed in to my pajamas?' Jessica asked.

'Sure, as a matter of fact, I'll do the same, it'll be more comfy,' I said in response.

I came back in my cotton pjs and Jessica was wearing her t shirt and a nice pair of boy cut boxer shorts that instantly drew my eyes!

Jessica popped in "The Notebook" and We snuggled back in to our previous position. I was paying attention to this movie, and to the fact that I swear I could also see Jessica's nipples hardening under her t shirt when it got to a particularly

steamy scene.

Feeling a little bolder, I exclaimed 'that Ryan Goesling, he's quite handsome'.

'Yeah he is, but he's not the one that does it for me in this scene, that Rachel Mcadams though is a different story'.

'Did I just hear that?' I thought to myself, 'Did she just say that she was just turned on by another woman?'

Feeling a like a door had just been cracked open for me, I decided to try and open it a little further. 'Jessica, can I ask you a personal question?'

'Sure Sweetie,' she said while rubbing my arm.

'What happened between you and Rachel's dad? Rachel always avoided answering the question whenever I asked'.

'Oh' she said with a bit of surprise in her voice, 'You may want to sit up sweetie, this is a bit of a story. You see, I didn't always used to dress and act this way. I used to dress and act a lot more girly girl, like you. But in reality, I wasn't being true to myself. I wasn't living the lifestyle and being with the people that I wanted to be with.'

'And who do you want to be with?' I asked.

'Well' she said with a bit of a chuckle, 'I may not say it in every sentence, but I am a lesbian, so you could say I want be with women, does that change your opinion of me?'

'Not at all,' I remarked, the nerves getting even worse in my stomach, it did make sense after all, given how she presented herself.

'Good, cause I'd hate to think of YOU being offended about that at all.'

'I could never be offended at you,' I said.

'Good to know,' she said with a small smile appearing on her face.

My nerves however had not really subsided much, so I tried to lay there being comforted by her closeness.

Some time later I had drifted off to sleep in her arms. The movie had ended. Jessica carried me up to my bed.

She tucked me in, and for a moment I had woke up just enough to hear her say 'Goodnight sweet girl,' then I drifted peacefully back to sleep!

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I woke up the next morning, and when I made my way downstairs, I heard Jessica working on her deck, so I walked out back to greet her.

'Morning Jessica!'

'Morning Selina, I hope I didn't wake you with the sound of the hammer and saw. These deck boards won't replace themselves.'

'No not at all,' I said, taking in her outfit of a tank top with a sports bra underneath, and some baggy shorts held up with a belt. I swear I thought I saw something swaying in those shorts, but thought it must just be a tool she has in her pocket for fixing the deck.

Jessica bent over to place another board down, giving me quite the view of her backside. Bent over as she was, I could see what was in her shorts had moved a little. Looking at the top of her shorts, I thought I could see a little black band

around her waist. I couldn't help but think about what it was that she had'.

Jessica snapped me back in to the moment, 'So what are you going to get up to today?'

'I was hoping to hit up the beach today, it's too good of a day to pass up the opportunity!'

'Sounds like a good day. I may join you later on in the afternoon I hope you have everything you need! I'd hate for you to go unprepared.'

'I have my bathing suit and a towel, that should be enough.'

She laughed and said 'I'll be the judge of that, now run along and change in to your bathing suit sweetie so I can see!'

She said it in that same tone of voice from last night, the tone that was calming, but that still would not take no for an answer. I went and quickly changed in to my bikini. For some reason I didn't want to keep her waiting.

As I stepped out the door, I thought I heard a quiet moan under her breath. Maybe it was just my imagination though.

'Turn around,' Jessica said and I did so slowly. Afterwards she took a minute to eye me up and down. To be honest I didn't mind the appreciative smile on her face.

'You look good right now, but you're not quite ready for the beach. Give me a few minutes, I'll be right back.' She stepped past me in to the house and began to call someone. Not wanting to disappoint her, I waited patiently on the deck.

She came back out a few minutes later. 'Ok, I've set up an appointment for you in 30 minutes, it's with my friend Trudy. She's an aesthetician who does waxing. She can help you get rid of any unwanted hair,' she said while pointing at my nether regions.

I hadn't had the need to trim my pubic hair in months since we were just coming in to spring. When I looked down, I did notice a bit of bush poking out of my bottoms.

'What about a payment?'

'Never you mind about that' Jessica said with a comforting smile, 'I've taken care of that. Trudy is a friend, she knows what to do, now run along, you don't want to be late!'

Once again, I found myself obeying with haste. As I made my way to the salon she had written down for me, I began to get anxious. What does Trudy have in store for me?

'Trudy?' I asked.

'You must be Selina,' she said with a smile. 'Jessica told me you'd be bye right about now, come come, I have the room ready in back for you, have you ever had a wax before?'

'No I've never had a bikini wax done before.'

'Bikini wax?' She said. 'Oh honey, you're not getting a bikini zone wax. Today you're getting a Brazilian!'

My eyes shot open, that was more than I thought I'd be getting. I've never completely shaved all of my pubic hair before.

'Honey,' Trudy said, 'will this be your first Brazilian?'

'Umm yeah' I mumbled out.

'Oh you're gonna love it sweetie, Jessica asked for you to get it, and I don't know if you noticed, but she gets what she wants.'

That thought hadn't crossed my mind till then, Jessica asked for it. No, she commanded it of me, and I would do anything that Jessica says!

'Now take off your bottoms and lie down on the table so we can begin.'

After getting settled, Trudy began to do her thing. Suffice to say it was a bit painful during the removal process. Afterwards though, she helped me out by rubbing various oils all over where she worked. They really helped to soothe the skin. When I dared to open my eyes, I looked up and saw Trudy with a smile on her face.

'Wow,' she said.

That's when I dared to look at my pussy, proudly on display and not a hair in sight! If I could describe it, I'd say I felt even more like a girl than I did before!

Pleased with the end product, I began to get dressed and headed out the door. On the way out the door Trudy mumbled 'She's gonna love it.' I looked back, pondered over what she had said, and then turned and headed to the beach.

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The main beach was packed today as it was absolutely gorgeous, so I went down a bit further to the less crowded area to get some sun and work on my tan. After applying some sunscreen I laid down on my back with my shades on and began to

relax, feeling good after the waxing I'd just gotten. My mind kept focusing on Jessica though, the hair, those shorts (and what could be in them), everything!

I couldn't get her out of my mind, She had gotten to me so much that my pussy had started to show some pronounced camel toe through my bottoms, and my nipples were as hard as rocks!

I decided at that time to go for a dip in the water to help me cool off and to hopefully subside my camel toe I was having.

The water was quite nice, so I decided to try and go out a bit deeper. There were very few people out on the beach at this point as it was getting quite late in the day, so I too decided to head back in. As I was getting closer to the shore, I saw Jessica walking along the beach, still wearing her tank top and shorts with something swaying in them.

'There you are,' she said with a little smile of relief on her face, 'I was getting a little worried.'

'Oh sorry Jessica, I guess I lost track of what time it was.'

'That's ok sweetie,' she said as she put her arm around me, her scent of sweat in the air which is acting like an aphrodisiac to me. 'I guess I'll have to set out a stricter curfew for you,' she said in that comforting yet firm tone that I've come to crave from her.

'Ok Jessica,' I said as we began to walk back home.

On the way home, my mind kept wandering, thinking about this beautiful woman holding me, and about how much I've come to love having her control me, and how I never want to let that go. This was all so new to me, and it made me really

nervous and excited.

When we got back home, dinner was already ready on the stove. Jessica had made us a lamb stew.

As we sat there eating, Jessica asked me, 'Selina sweety, you looked a little zoned out on the walk home like you did last night while watching the movies, is everything alright?'

Feeling a bit afraid of what I wanted to say to her about how I'm really feeling, I instead asked her 'What's it like being with a lesbian?'

Jessica was a bit taken aback with the question as she hardly ever got asked about it from someone whom is supposedly straight.

'Well I suppose it's different for every woman. Some women like a very soft touch, and others like a little force. Some like to be wined and dined, others like to just get right to fucking. I'm curious, why are you asking?' she said with a little smile starting to creep across her face.

'I dunno.'

'Selina, tell me the truth,' she said in that tone that I had to obey.

'I've been curious for a few years now,' I said.

'I see,' she said as she started to clear the table, 'How long is a few years?'

'Since I was around 12.'

She grabbed my hand and guided me in to her living room and sat us down side by side, caressing my hand.

'If I'm not mistaken, that's around the time you and Rachel became friends. Tell me, did she have anything to do with those thoughts?'