My words hung in the air like an ominous thundercloud, and the darkening of Debbie's eyes held the promise of my perfect storm. And yet... I needed to know.
"Please, Debbie... what are we going to do when the holiday finishes?"
For the longest of moments I expected vitriol; would not have been at all surprised to be struck by a thunderbolt of my new girlfriend's anger. I regretted the question and yet knew I just had to ask it. In just a few short days my life had been changed, and now I needed to understand just how much. I stood up from her bed and squared my shoulders, braced myself for the onslaught.
But then Debbie's own shoulders slumped and she flopped back awkwardly, "I'm glad you grew a pair big enough to ask that.
"What?"
She sat up and reached for my hand, "That's a scary question, Dallas, but it's started to play on my mind as well."
"You mean, you don't mind me asking?"
"Don't mind?" She gave a quiet laugh, "This particular Terror has been too terrified to put it into words. I wasn't joking when I said I'd fallen for you big time."
"But what does that mean for the future?"
I was dragged down into an awkward embrace, "Dallas, I don't want to be apart from you."
I looked into her wide eyes and saw nothing but a painful truth, "Your course, though... I mean geology is so-"
"If you say important I might have to kick you into the nearest volcano. Let's face it, more people take part in sports than those who study rocks. It bores me anyway - I just want to be with you."
"But Debbie, I don't even enjoy my course and yet you're set for a fantastic future. You can't give that up!"
She pulled me closer, "I don't enjoy my course either, and just because there are more books than aching bollocks doesn't mean to say it would all lead to a good job in the future anyway. You are now, and I have the strongest feeling, always will be far more fun and far more rewarding. I need you. Or is that too much, too soon?"
I don't cry often but the tensions inside me exploded in saltiness, "That's... that's the single nicest thing I ever heard, and no way is that too much. Or if it is then I'm as guilty as you." I kissed her deeply then sat back and slapped her thigh, "I thought at first that this was maybe just some Summer fun, but... well, every second that passes just makes me want to be with you more and more."
"Did that really deserve a slap?"
I snorted a laugh though my tears, "Yes! You changed my life totally and never even asked me if you could!"
"You seem just the same to me," she gave one of her soft laughs, "just ever more lovely. And loveable."
We stopped talking then and stared at each other, the truth behind our statements slipping neatly into place, our understanding of what we were going to be facing - together - starting to hit home. Debbie finally broke the silence.
"How about, Monday morning, we call our respective colleges and tell them we're not coming back? Maybe look for something else we can do at the same place, or..."
"Or take a gap?"
Debbie's eyebrows rose, "I never bothered when I left school - couldn't see the point in delaying the uni thing. But now? It sounds like the best idea since sliced gerbil."
"Gerbil? Is that supposed to mean 'good'?"
"It's supposed to mean the best ever. I was trying to get everyone to say it a couple of years back but it never caught on."
I kissed her again, "You're seriously weird at times."
"And you have some seriously wonderful ideas. I can already see you sunning yourself topless on some golden Mediterranean beach."
This time she got a gentle slap, "I have a feeling that the 'gap' will refer to my clothes allocation."
She pulled me closer, "Doesn't feel like you object too much."
I shrugged as best I was able in her arms, "Oh, I don't - just as long as it applies to you as well." I kissed her neck and eased my lips down to her seemingly constantly erect nipples, "I don't want," I said, moving my mouth from one to the other, "to ever... see these beautiful... breasts... covered up... when we're... alone."
"Deal," she sighed, "Now reach over and pass me the Friendly Dominator, would you? The idea of a gap year promises so many new experiences and I want to start right now by fucking my girlfriend with that thing."
I snorted a laugh, my insides turning to a delicious jelly as both the crude words and the experience to come sent sex-starved neurones spinning through my belly. Without even a micro-second of hesitation I span out of Debbie's arms and grabbed the package, shedding the box as I followed her instructions.
"Just one thing," I said, faux-demure.
Debbie was already kneeling, adjusting the waist strap, "What's that, my angel?"
"Be gentle with me, won't you?"
She was almost crying with laughter as she tightened the new toy, "Just for that, no! Now lay back and think of gerbils!"
I did as I was told, my eyes lingering for a moment or two on the seemingly massive dildo as Debbie awkwardly manoeuvred herself between my already gaping thighs. "Mind if I lay back and think of our future instead?"
She lowered herself gently, he hand guiding the head of the phallus towards my already very moist slit, "Maybe 'our future' is better than 'gerbil', after all. But Dallas, know this" she positioned the enormous device at my oh-so hot entrance, "I want to take you to such dizzying heights, you won't remember my name let alone a gerbil's."
I was about to make some sort of glib reply when she eased forward with a smoothness that shocked and delighted me. Despite its size, the Dominator parted my eager lips like butter and a second, firmer, push drove it between the muscles and deep inside me. "Debbie!"
She hesitated, "Too much?"
I reached forward and grabbed her butt, lifting my hips to meet hers as the Dominator slipped deeper and deeper into my wetness, "No way is that too much," I gave a little cry of pleasure, "Come on then my Terror, fuck me!"
I felt her hard nipples crush against my own and she started to buck her hips, thrusting and withdrawing, pinning me, biting my shoulder. I slid one hand between us and found a nipple, pinching her hard, my own hips matching Debbie's movements. She lifted her head then and stared down at me, her wide blue eyes looking as shocked as they did full of lust.
"You are so fucking beautiful," she told me, "And I want to make you climax so hard!"
"You will, so don't stop!"
I was no virgin and I'd seen more than one guy in just that position, but the combination of Debbie and the Dominator was already taking me to heights I'd never visited before. Gradually, we found a rhythm and before many minutes had passed the look of joy that must have been plastered to my face was being matched by Debbie and she was starting to whimper as often as she was grunting and panting.
My voice was unnaturally high, I could tell, but even that fact only served to excite me even more, "Oh my god, Debbie! It's going to happen - you've gotta cum with me!"