A Day at the Gym Ch. 04
© Ms Linnet 01 June 2005
Usually it takes a few months for me to fall in love but there was something about Kath and the effect she had on me that makes me think I love her. But what has happened to me recently seemed to make me think that it is one sided love and I am no more than a toy to her, one that she will dump once she has had enough of me.
About a week ago during lunch, Kath introduced me to one of her other friends. We shook hands and got to talking it was mostly about ourselves and all the time Kathy didn’t say anything. This girl was pretty, well built, not fat and not skinny, and had a really good personality, but during our conversation I didn't really think about being attracted to her at all. All I thought about really was not saying something stupid so I wouldn’t offend as she was my lover’s friend.
Further into the conversation we started to discuss relationships. Being the woman that I am, I'm really comfortable talking about my sexuality, even around my friends who do not already know what my sexuality is. Not surprisingly then I told her everything. Well, not everything. I left out the part about me and Kath. All I told her was that right now I don't like men and I was not looking for another boyfriend. She'd told me that she had a boyfriend before but didn't like any guys at the moment as they only wanted to get into her knickers.