A Cougar Totally Turned -- Ch. 04
A Vixen Literally©
* * Back To Work * *
No phones! Thank you. The sun woke me, damn it. I stirred slowly. I reached for Sheri. God I'm a dope. Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday. Four days; she is a drug more addictive than -- oh hell, what did I know of that mess. I only know Sheri is my drug and I crave her. I cried at not waking up to her next to me. I heard her voice: "Get up; there's work to be done." Yes Ma'am. I did -- shower, makeup, (no, she didn't smile back at me) dressed. Randi was waiting. Teresa had my go cup ready. I grabbed the bagel and hurried to the car, gulping coffee. I dashed to the car. Randi smiled her greeting. I nodded. She drove, I cried. I know. I'm pathetic, so shut up. Randi knew and never breathed a word of it. She drove slowly so I could pull myself together.
We pulled up to the office. Randi asked, as is her habit, what time I would be ready to leave. I thought about it for a minute. Linda would be back from vacation and Sheri was taking the day for school work. I thought I might be late but not too bad. I told her 6 pm but that I would text her at 5 or so to confirm. She agreed. I preferred to let myself out at the office but she wouldn't hear of it -- ever. "It wouldn't be right for someone of your stature, Julia." She's right.
The building staff greeted me; I replied in kind. The elevator ride was quick; not too many on with me. I got off and strode to my office. I wondered as I walked how many tongues were already wagging and how long it would be before someone let something slip. I smiled as I saw Linda at her desk. Oh good! My security blanket is back on the job. Ex-lover or not, she is a ferocious gate keeper and protector. My smile and tone were warm. "Welcome back Lin. I hope you and Kat had a relaxing week."
She gazed at me. She already knew. "It was fabulous thanks. We were blessed with good weather the whole time. Kat sends along her thanks for the room upgrade and the other little perks you provided." She handed me what mail there was. "Unless you need me right away I'll be about fifteen minutes." I saw the Post-it note on top with her handwriting.
"That's fine. When you do come in please close the door behind you." I got that out of the way. She nodded; I turned and entered. My things went on my desk and my coat went in the closet. I turned on the computer, got some coffee, then sat. It booted up quickly and I clicked for email. I laughed; already 126. My, my. There were two I opened immediately: Sheri's and Mr. Wood, the C.E.O. Sheri's had been written at about 1:30 am. It was sweet and warm and spoke of how much she missed me. There was more but it was for my eyes only.
Mr. Wood congratulated me on a fine conference; very nice. It took until the third paragraph for him to get to it. He told me there were more than a few complaints about my actions and behavior. He mentioned that he would be speaking to Cindy's boss about her. The tone of it left little doubt she'd be seeking employment elsewhere very soon. He finally got to the heart of it in the fifth paragraph.
"Julia, we all have private lives with their own unique circumstances. All who work here are expected to be professionals in their habits, demeanor, and conduct. Beyond a certain level, that is even more important. As you know the air gets a little thinner as one rises higher. I would expect that, as you continue up the ladder, your professionalism and decorum will be maintained at all times. Please congratulate and thank your staff for a job well done."
At the bottom of the note was a handwritten postscript. "
Dear Julia - As I hear it, there seems to be a new love interest in your life. The details are not my concern. Congratulations, best wishes, and may you both enjoy happiness in abundance.
"
How sweet! What was dictated was proper and policy. The read between the lines was loud and clear. Executive Julia had to fight back tears. Robert Wood is a wonderful man. Not that I have had much contact with him, but he's warm, real, and embodies every quality you would expect of someone in his position.
I looked up as Linda knocked and entered, closing the door behind her. She sat down across from me. I handed her the letter. I saw her eyes fall to the bottom; when she looked up they were misty. I nodded. "Me too." She nodded. She handed back the letter.
I went first. "How bad is it out there?" That was what the hand-written Post-it note was about.
"Not much really; there's a smattering of it. The coffee room got quiet when I entered. I had a few emails about you and Sheri this morning. Most were gossipy; a few were snippy; there were a few nice ones." She shrugged, sat quietly and waited.
Oh hell, just tell her. "It was all a ploy. The timing of the conference, your vacation, all of it. She knew; apparently from the first time you interviewed her for the internship. She told me that you'd gone on and on about me. She deduced we had been lovers once even though you never mentioned it." Linda flamed bright red at that. I just shrugged. "Old news honey. She laid in wait. She knew if she let me I would do what I did. She only had to give me the chance. She kissed me, lightly, in the lounge Thursday night, blushed and went quiet. Once she'd baited me with it, she let me take the hook. She knew I would."
Linda's voice was quiet. "All that from a first interview?"
I nodded. "Trust me, I have no idea how either. But she did, I did, and ..." I paused and looked down, "Lin, I'm so damn glad I did! Not even you knew, as close as we were once, that I am a submissive. She knew; she knew I would give it to her if she gave me the chance. She was right -- I did." I smiled. "Lin, I'm so goddamned glad about it as well. Only Michelle knew and, god, that was back 25 years ago or so." Linda's eyes flashed for a second. I knew why and let it slide.
"And this kiss I've been hearing about? What of that? How on earth did you ... why?" Her tone was conversational but I heard the heat behind it. "You have spent your career in a closet of your own creation. I look back at it sometimes -- back at us -- and I can't believe you came on to me ... and the rest of it. Now this? With an intern? I'm stunned."
I was angry but I laughed. "Miss buttoned down and completely professional goes and completely smashes her carefully constructed façade. Is that about right?" Even Linda had to smile and nod at my description. "You're completely on it Lin. Absolutely right; and I must admit, it was completely spur of the moment and that alone made it even more out of character -- and I'm the one who did it." We both had a laugh about that. "I'd just announced the bonus and read Mr. Wood's letter. It was the perfect time for me to sit down so I left the stage. As I approached the table Sheri stood and greeted me with a hug. I kissed her -- just like that. After we sat down I thought she'd kill me."
I knew it was dangling there. Lin asked, "That fast? This all happened that fast?"
"Yup ... don't know and don't care. I'm so damn happy, both with her and being out." I told my friend, my P.A., my ex-lover, "She gave me the chance to be me, to give birth and life to who I am. Honestly, Lin, I would have seduced her anyway but this is a million times better. The other me would have chewed her up just like I did you."
Lin's eyes teared briefly while she sat but she blinked them away. I shrugged and said, "Go ahead Lin, let it go ... say whatever it is you're feeling -- please." She shook her head, got up, and walked around the office for a bit. She was angry, she was happy, and she was confused -- she was a walker. When we were together and we fought, she would get up and walk. I wanted to tie her to a chair sometimes in frustration! I saw her shoulders set; she was ready. She walked around to me. She leaned over and kissed me; very soft and chaste - a kiss from a friend to a friend.
