Prologue
My name is Xenia, a wife and a mother of 2 children. I am a real estate agent, I manage rental properties and dealing with tenants and landlords. I was a devoted Christian and married to Gab, my husband for 15 years. I am the dominant one in this marriage. Everyone around us knows I am the one wearing the pants around the house. Gab runs his own transport business. I must say life has been comfortable, we have a beautiful house and a good life. I am Asian and I am 38 years old but I still look good. My breast is 32C and I am 5'6" and a size 8. For a mother of two that is not bad. I am a brunette but I dye my hair maroon red. I take care of myself to look attractive and considered myself beautiful. I have been married for 15 years. I am also active in church, singing on the stage.
As everyone has a dark side, I also have a darker side despite of my Christian background. I admit that I am a sex addict and I have been this way even before I got married to Gab. I guess this is also part of why he was obsessed about me. Deep down inside, I have always had a fantasy about black men because of the stories that you hear that black men have big cocks. Gab was nothing special, a bit under the average if you ask me. A 4" penis with 2" girth. Look a bit like a short pencil. But that said, due to my upbringing and background, this was just a fantasy that I successfully kept to myself.
Sex was good and regular. But what he could not make up in size, he made it up in oral department. He always think his 4" is a massive dick and I caught him bragged around his friends. Well, I know the truth. But, out of respect, I never told anybody. Now, being a sex addict, I always in constant need to have sex. Most of the times, I played with myself when Gab isn't around. One day out of a joke, Gab bought me a 8" black dildo thinking I will never use it. I laughed about it but I wanted to try it so bad. The next day I waited until he's left the house for meeting, I took it out and started playing with the black dildo. My pussy was so stretched from the size of the dildo. I spent an hour playing myself with it. These masturbating sessions become more regular and I am now starting to surf interracial porn sites where huge strong black men fucked hot white/asian wives. I love it even more if the black men were being rough with the girls, calling then degrading names. The wives seem to love every single second of it.
I also learned that the 8" black dildo was no where close to the real thing. I assume Gab bought a 'medium' size black cock, because the ones I have been seeing stretching those married pussies in the videos, were 12" at least. It turned me on so much looking at scenes where the husbands were being cuckold and enjoyed watching the hot wife being fucked senselessly by these black men. The beautiful sight of seeing the monstrous black cocks stretch their married pussies was intoxicating. It was pure raw animal sex, not a love making.
With my new found obsession about big black cocks, I came across this website called www.queenofspades.com. It is a private club dedicated to accommodate white and asian wives, like myself, who are obsessed and infatuated by big black cocks. Basically the wives must sign up to be a member and the fee is $5000 a year. Once you are a member, your profile will be made available on the website and any black men can have ownership of you. That ownership will last for 1 year until you renew your membership fee again. The black owners in this case have the first right of refusal of extending ownership or to let you owned by another black men. I was so aroused to read the information in the website. There are apparently some house rules that must be obeyed at all times by both the hot wives and the husbands.
From then on, I would spend my afternoons or nights when Gab isn't home surfing the website, seeing the gallery, reading the testimonials whilst playing with my black dildo. I would come multiple times imagining myself to be owned by these black studs.
One afternoon, Gab came home early and caught me by surprise. He opened the door and saw my legs were spread out with the black dildo inside my pussy and the computer was playing a video of a hot wife being sandwiched by two black guys. He was quite shocked and I had to confess all my deepest darkest secret about my fantasy of black men and their huge black cocks. We didn't talk much after that. We had dinner as family afterwards and said nothing about it to each other. The next morning Gab woke me up in my bed before I had to get ready to go to work.
"Honey, we have to talk about this. Do you really like black men?" Gab asked.
"What are you talking about?" I asked acting innocence.
"I sneaked up last night and surfed www.queenofspade.com.au tracing back on your history on our computer. It explained everything about what it requires to be a member. I thought sex has been good between us. Obviously it hasn't been" Gab said with a sad face.
I just looked at him and didn't say a word. He took a deep breath and looked at me in the eyes and said "It is obvious that you want this and I dont want you to leave me and the kids, so I would rather be your cuckold but at least I am still yours and the kids can still see you".
At this point, I could sense that he really loved me and I felt guilty somewhat. But unfortunately my obsessions has gone too far in and I know there will no turning back.
"Gab... I...I... I don't know what to say...I...am glad...I guess" I replied, not knowing if it is some sort of trap or genuine.
We talk and talk and he convinced me that it will require a lot of adjustment from him but he let me decide. I told him about the consequences, being an active Christian, church goers, what could happen if people found out. He told me lets face it together when that time comes.
Fast forward a few days, I have submitted my pictures and application to the club on their website as requested and have paid the 50% deposit. I received a thank you email and confirmation that someone will be coming to our house to go through the contract with us on Friday 3pm. The wait is excruciatingly long. Finally door bell rang at 3pm on Friday. Gab was also home because the email says the husband must be present and sign the contract together with the wife to support consent from both.
I opened the door and I saw a good looking young black man wearing quite an expensive suit. He was rather tall about 6", shaved head and well presented.
He smiled at me and said "Hi, my name is Sean and I am the legal associate of Queen of Spade interracial club. And you must be Xenia?"
"Hi Sean, nice to meet you, yes I am" I answered.
I welcomed him in and we walked across to the living room where Gab is waiting for us. I introduce Sean to Gab and Sean complimented how lucky he is to have a trophy hot wife like me.
All of us then sat down, I sat besides Gab and Sean started by explaining the objective of this whole induction.
"Firstly I would like to congratulate you that your wife's application has been accepted. But before we officially sign her up, there are few clauses in the contract that I have to go through with both of you. I will start with you Gab" Sean explained looking at Gab whilst taking out few sheets of paper which I assume was the contract.
Sean:
"Ok, here are the key clauses for the husband:
1. Upon entering this agreement, your status will now be a cuckold or simply cucky. Your wife will be known as the hotwife/mistress and her black owners will be called black bulls.
2. Although you are still her husband, you no longer have permission to have any sexual intercourse whatsoever.
3. You will be required to wear chastity belt all the time and your hotwife will hold the key to your chastity belt. Or should your hotwife chooses, she can give this authority to her black bulls.
4. You will be refrained from any sexual gratification of any kind until you get approval from your hotwife. Or should your hotwife choose, she can give this authority to her black bulls.
5. Your sexual gratification can only be limited to self masturbating and under no circumstances will there ever be physical involvement from your hot wife.
