Chapter 1
The house was vast and grandiose, a relic of an era long past--breathtaking--in the way giant, crumbling mausoleums were breathtaking. Its regal facade of ivy-covered brick and gleaming columns loomed large over the sprawling lawns, casting lengthy shadows that seemed to creep along the cobbled paths. The air felt heavy with the weight of beeswax polish and gilded pretense, a stark reminder that, despite the apparent grandeur, it was just as hollow as the woman who owned it.
Mrs. Aisha, a woman with long sable hair dotted with gray strands and a stern, unwavering presence, moved through her abode with dark thoughts concerning her son's future. Her eyes darted nervously, her fingers shook almost imperceptibly, but her resolve was unshakable. She knew she was fighting a losing battle. She could already see the twinkle in her son's eyes, the same one she'd seen in his father's when he kept secrets from her. It was a dangerous spark that threatened to consume the fragile sense of loyalty and tradition she'd spent years building in her son.
Ahmed was a tall, handsome young man, just past eighteen. He inherited his father's muscular physique and confidence, which made her heart flutter with equal parts pride and anxiety. But underneath, he nursed a sensitive soul and a sentimental streak ever since he was little. She always extolled him as being a mother's boy, ever ready to take her side of the argument during her altercation with his father. It wouldn't be long before the world took him from her--she could feel it in the air, like the scent of rain before the monsoons.
He had always filled the void left by his father, who was frequently away, gallivanting with women around the world that suited his acquired 'Western taste', leaving behind a discontented wife who nursed her wounds by the filial love of her son. As Ahmed grew and became more absorbed in his social circles, she noticed that he grew more distant. She knew of the rumors surrounding some of his friends, of their loose adulterous ways, that could easily sway her son to follow in their path. She couldn't allow that to happen -- to lose him to the world. Her whole life depended on Ahmed upholding their family's values and traditions while remaining close to her. To that end, Aisha made a choice that would test the love she bore her son, a hard choice.
She summoned Jameela, her trusted house servant, a warm and nurturing woman from Sri Lanka, and asked her to assist Ahmed in his... discovery of maturity. Jameela, an attractive woman in her mid-thirties, had dark curly hair flowing gently down her shoulders and a graceful poise that was impossible to ignore. As a mother, she felt the troubles occupying her mistress' heart.
"You know my fears, Jameela." Aisha began tentatively, "Ahmed is becoming curious in ways that I cannot fulfill. You know that vanity and adultery are the worst of sins and the most successful allures in snatching our beloved from us. I am coming to understand that Religion and stern discipline have failed to keep youths on the right path and have instead driven a considerable number of them to extremes. After all, they are only following the calls of their growth, which is at odds with our social and religious standards."
She took a deep breath and sighed. "Too often, we have heard of youths who were the pride of their families and who subsequently floundered down the path of prostitutes, drugs, and psychiatric wards."
Here, she paused as tears brimmed in her troubled eyes. Jameela watched her as she listened with concern. Aisha raised her head and continued, "I want him to be happy. I have raised him, and I still want him to continue to live happily, undaunted by strict rules, only to seek hedonistic pursuits once he is beyond the reach of his domestic prosecutors. I don't want a wall of lies to be raised between him and us, to cut us off when he needs me most! Just the other, I heard what happened to my friend's son..." Here, her voice faltered as a few sobs escaped her. Her servant who stood patiently with sympathizing eyes, took the moment to embrace her. After several minutes, Aisha calmed down and continued.
"What I am driving at Jameela is that if my boy is in the prime of his sexual craving - and believe me, I know for I have been through his laundry - what better way to do that than here, within these walls, with someone he trusts?"
Jameela hesitated, searching the depths of her mistress' words, trying to comprehend the enormity of her request. It would be a sin still, a petition for adultery, but she knew that Mrs. Aisha's heart was in the right place, even if her methods differed.
"What about marriage, madame?" she suggested timidly.
Aisha waved that suggestion off irritably. "You know the divorce rates in this country as well as I do." She retorted. "Youngsters are rushed into marriages more for quelling their impulses than for finding each other compatible. Those bigots who sermon on the values of marriage!"
She sighed again. "He will eventually leave this house and experience things outside of our customs and traditions. He will leave for college abroad next year. He will fall prey to temptations and risks. I cannot bear the thought of him getting lost in the world, drifting away from his family, from our heritage, from me!" Jameela watched a teardrop slip down her mistress' cheek, reflecting the faint lamplight like a falling star. She contemplated silently as she nodded, her eyes bearing the weight of her mistress' request. She understood perfectly what was demanded of her.
Finally coming to a decision, she said, "I understand, Madame," she hesitated. "I will help you, for both your sakes," she murmured, lowering her gaze. She understood the depth of her mistress' desperation and her willingness to bend right and wrong rules to keep her son safe. But as a dominating mother, she was crossing a line. Jameela couldn't help but feel a twist of sympathy for both. It was easy for her to see that, despite the stern exterior, Aisha's love--or perhaps, devotion--for the young lad ran deep. So deep that it had led her down a murky path she never could have imagined.
Chapter 2
With its gaudy wallpaper, Jameela's dimly lit room seemed to close in on the maid as she sat on the edge of her sagging bed, her mistress sitting next to her, seemingly out of place in the servant's quarters. Her eyes darted around the chamber, falling on the window that looked out onto the overgrown garden, the filmy curtains casting a spectral glow over the tangled foliage outside. A shiver of discomfort ran through her veins like ice, sending a chill down her spine and pooling in her stomach like a cold stone. Her mind raced with doubts and trepidations.