Wife's Birthday

i'm cross posting this as my mind is still racing that this has happened/is happening...

I guess I'm officially becoming a cuckold. I never thought I'd say that, as I've been considered an alpha my whole life. Tall, muscular successful dude with a 6-7"er, which girls have enjoyed. I've always had soft confidence and never had much problems dating women. I married a sweet innocent white brunette wife, who has the perkiest bust (D's too!) and a very thin waist and straight brown hair, hazel eyes. I'm a lucky dude, she's good to me and our family. Before starting a family she used to love our sex and asked for it multiple times a week, which I loved. But in the last few years, I noticed she was asking less, moaning less, and her vagina felt not as tight as before. I still found our sex pleasing and had no problems at all with the changes, but I wanted her to be as happy as before, so I tried wearing a sleeve to make it even larger, which made her orgasm from time to time. Even though I could feel a lot less with the sleeve, her bucking and moaning would excite me and make me cum each time she orgasmed. However, I couldn't get it mind-blowing like it was before, which was frustrating. Over time I started watching porn and found this website for black men and white women. Just out of curiosity, I created a burner mail account and a screenname so I could read more on what this website was about. I learned about cuckoldry, but it didn't particularly turn me on and ignored it.

Well fast forward a few months later, my wife is turning 40, and I threw her a small party with her closest friends. I stupidly left my burner account logged in, and when I shared my computer screen to show birthday slides, my burner email pops up with all these news updates from the website that I forgot to unsubscribe to. I was beet red, but by the time everyone went home, no one said anything, and I concluded that no one noticed. Wrong.

One of the guests at the party was her closest friend in town, who is a pear-shaped blonde Austrian woman married to a Congolese man. We knew them from work, and they are an awesome couple. A few days after the birthday party, the woman messages me and offers to take my wife out for a girl's night to have an encore celebration. My wife never goes out, so I encouraged her to get over her inertia and offered to do parenting duties and let her have fun. The plan was they would go to a trendy sushi joint and then finish the evening with drinks and dancing at the friends' big designer home. My wife would spend the night there since they lived quite a bit out in the burbs, so she didn't have to party hard and then drive. OK... I didn't think I'd get this detailed in the post so let's call my wife's friend "Jane" to save space and so I don't have to keep typing "wife's friend". Well, on the way to the sushi bar, Jane texts me a link to a website, a screenname and password and says for me to be online and login at 10P. I was confused but she said it was a surprise for my wife. I was excited thinking it'd be a party video or more friends and cake. 10P rolls around and I login. It's Jane and her husband's live nanny cam of their living room. I could tell it was just above their TV since I could see their sectional sofa clearly. It's a lot quieter than I thought, with the ceiling lights slightly dimmed. My wife had on her figure-fitting LBD with a fruity cocktail in hand. She looked so good. I was getting excited waiting for guests and her other girl friends to come into the picture. Strangely, it was just Jane, Jane's husband, his brother, and my wife. It was obvious they were watching something on TV as there was a bluish light that started glowing over them. My wife was clearly thinking it was weird to have gone out for sushi with only four of them. She was making the confused face from time to time, looking outside to see if anyone else was coming to the home.

Then out of nowhere, I see Jane start straddling her husband and making out passionately. They are a bit older than us but they were going at it like 18 year olds haha. Her husband, let's call him Jonah, was a larger dude, dark chocolate skin, not a lean guy, but tall and you could tell he was strong. I chuckled because my wife clearly looked uncomfortable, covering her left temple with her hand trying not to look at the hot action. Well at this point Jonah's brother Joseph said something to my wife that I couldn't hear, but she was clearly uncomfortable and got up and headed towards the front entrance. Joseph followed her and appeared apologetic. I did hear Jane look over at this point and say "you can't drive with that many drinks." My wife relented and sat on the couch. Joseph sat next to her, and they began to talk, while Jane continued with her husband.

Oh I haven't described Joseph yet. He's slightly lighter skin than his older brother, and we met him a couple times at summer barbecues. He's tall, more athletic than his bro, but a little less charming haha. Probably why my wife got up to leave. He was wearing baggier sweats and a t shirt that day, as he stayed home after recently returning from grad school on break. Good lookin dude though. I'm starting to get bored and think this is awkward so I get up to get my phone and text my wife to offer to get in the car and pick her up. I am not sure what happened while I was up, but when I come back to the laptop I see Joseph lean in to kiss my wife. My wife being so innocent jumps back and runs to get her phone, and it seems like she is about to text me. At this point, I can feel my hairs standup, and I'm breathing heavy. I'm like furious, but I don't know how to explain it - I hadn't been this turned on in years. It's like my anger took a back seat. Joseph is persistent, and as my wife is about to dial, he gently removes the phone from her hand and starts kissing her again. This time she is slower to back away, which excited me even more. He moves her hand down to his genitals as they are kissing, and I see her take a step back with her other hand slightly over her mouth in shock. He then pulled out his penis, which had to have been over 11 inches and wider than any penis I've ever seen. It felt like my wife and I were both staring at it for 5 minutes in shock. I am frozen; I am not sure whether to call her in anger and threaten to divorce if she continued, or to continue with my arousal and keep watching. I surrendered to the latter... so did my wife.

Before I knew it, they were back on the couch with my wife at this point french kissing him slowly but passionately and gently stroking his cock with her hands, which looked extremely small compared to that thing. Jane and her husband at this point are smiling, saying something I can't hear and go upstairs. I'm literally feeling like I am about to cry angry tears, but I am still glued to the screen. I felt so betrayed. My wife then leans in and puts her mouth on his cock and starts sucking it slowly. She drops the top half of her black dress, permitting Joseph to fondle her as she fellatioed him. I'm almost hyperventilating at this point from the mixed emotions. I do remember at one point thinking - dang the resolution on these nanny cams are great, as I could even see the glistening saliva on the tip and upper half of Joseph's shaft. She couldn't fit it all in her mouth so the bottom half was dry. Joseph then whispers something to her and begins to put his face in between my wife's thighs. It was even more infuriating because I could easily see she wore the red satin panties that I bought her last year to spice things up, contrasting with her dark black cocktail dress. He moves the triangle of the panties aside, and I see my wife starting to arch her back. Her nipples at this point are clearly hard, and she is finally audible through the camera, gasping for air. Something that also made me jealous was that she had both her hands rubbing his bald head as he devoured her. She never would do that to my hair. 2 minutes in he stops, as he has a stark erection that he starts rubbing his penis around her labia. To my shock, she asks him to go down again, saying she needs 1 more minute because it was too good and because she needed slightly more wetness to be able to fit him inside her. He then ate her til she came in a way I hadn't seen in a long time. Her coarse moans and deep breathing were so genuine that I realized I had never truly pleased her before. She had dated black men before this, and I always wondered what their sex was like.. well now I had a gander. At this point, it was my wife's turn to straddle her man, and I could no longer see her face, as she faced him and the couch. It was clear her body had lubed her up, but the head of Joseph's cock was still an effort to fit in my wife. Once he was in though, all her vagina could do was slide down his pole, frictionless and dripping wet. At this point, all I could see was the side profile over her face and she obviously had her soft tongue in his mouth. My wife is still relatively tight even for me, so I was sure Joseph wouldn't last long. Wrong again. He had the stamina of a hooved beast. She continued to ride him, thrusting her pelvis over his penis, arching her back while grabbing her left nipple with one hand, and supporting herself with the other hand over his left thigh, pushing herself up and down almost all 11+ inches. I could see her face again, pointed toward the ceiling, trying to keep her eyes open, but unable to with so much pleasure. Her facial expression at first glance looked like she was in slight discomfort with her mouth slightly open, but no - it was only immense fulfillment. Only 10 minutes in, she was again gasping for air, each cycle of orgasm deeper than the one before, until finally Joseph couldn't hold it in, and burst inside her, letting out a deep groan of satisfaction that was only worthy of my wife's cunt. They kissed for another 2 minutes, while she continued to straddle him. And I could see that he came a lot based on the amount of white drops of fluid that rolled over his testicles. At this point, I was looking intently to see if he had a condom, which I forgot to think about, and as he pulled out from her, it was clear from the gloss over his penis that they never had any intent of using a condom. My wife was clearly spent, and as she climbed off of him and then fell into his arms and fell asleep. Joseph then put a throw blanket over them both on the couch and fully dimmed the lights. I could only see their shadows at this point and logged off.

I don't know how to explain it, but I was devastated, yet aroused at the same time. To clear my mind, I started to masturbate. It took me only 20 seconds to come more than I ever did in any of the times I had sex in the last 3 years. A few tears rolled down my face, but my sadness and anger still was last priority to my sexual desires. Once I wiped the cum off my abdomen, I look down at my phone and saw 15 texts from Jane, explaining herself, saying that she saw my emails from the cuckold website, and just knew I would enjoy seeing my wife have a great time. She wasn't wrong. My wife surrendered to a superior lover, and I could only be aroused seeing her pleasure. Before ending the conversation, Jane suggested I act like nothing happened when my wife got home. "How could I?" I thought. Well, I obeyed and said nothing. I asked my wife how was her time at Jane's, and she gave me a kiss and said "Good, but we need to talk." I don't remember exactly what we talked about since my mind was racing, but essentially I agreed to everything my wife asked, and let my wife see Joseph whenever she wanted. She still wanted to stay together and treated me like an alpha when Joseph wasn't around and when he wasn't planning on coming to town, and she was still sweet as ever, but I knew I was only 10% of her thoughts now at most. And strangely, sadly, not sure what, but I get excited just thinking about that.

So a quick update on everything that's happened in the past few months since the story above... My wife and I spoke more, and she says does not want a divorce and loves me and needs me emotionally... for now I guess. I wonder if she is still with me because of my career success and will leave once Joseph is done with grad school and starts making good money. She's admitted there's absolutely nothing I can do to get her to reach the level of physical and psychological pleasure that she's been getting from Joseph. To try and make sex with me remotely enjoyable she's made me replace our current clear cock sleeve extension with a black one. It's so thick I can barely feel any sensation, so the sex starts off frustrating for me, thinking that I'm even being cucked by a cock sleeve. However, the idea of her getting so much pleasure from a black cock eventually sinks in, and I still erupt with gobs of cum. She's even quieter in bed with me now, too, which is actually a turn on knowing how much pleasure she gets from her new man. The few times she moans hard with me, her eyes are closed, and I know she's thinking of Joseph.

Currently, the policy is that she promises to let me watch her and Joseph each time. Joseph and I tried an MMF, but I admit it wasn't great for me as I got jealous, and I distracted my wife. Each time I would switch up with Joseph for me to be inside her, she would go from dripping wet to almost dry. And each time Joseph was taking care of her vagina, she'd try to fellatio me but be in so much pleasure from Joseph, that she'd completely ignore me and push my cock aside and just start moaning. I ended up cumming that session, but I did it masturbating, alone on the other queen sized bed in the hotel room, watching my wife climax multiple times on Joe. Their bed sheets were soaked clear from her fluids, but there was no trace of cum as half was inside her swimming towards her cervix, and the other half down her throat. We didn't talk during breakfast the next day because I was so mad that she had never swallowed my cum before but decided to do it with him. However, seeing how happy she was after that night, I relented.

Also, being the alpha I once was, my wife's allowed me to meet other women. I've actually been pretty lucky and have hooked up with 2 very attractive ones that I met on Tinder, a blonde and a gorgeous Asian girl - both in their mid 20s. What was good for my confidence was that I got them both to heavy orgasm. I even explained my situation to the blonde girl, who replied "Oh I don't even want them that big. Yours is perfect." I didn't say it, but I heard that before from my wife and knew this girl was lying to herself.

As hot as it was with those two... I realize I don't think I can find anything more pleasurable than watching my wife with Joseph. I love her unconditionally, and there's nothing more exciting than seeing her truly pleased from a sexual perspective... you want what you can't have I guess.