The name is Eden White. I'm a six-foot-two, red-haired and green-eyed, kind of chubby and big-bottomed white chick living in the city of Boston, Massachusetts. I'm a BDSM fanatic. There, I said it. Currently, I'm in therapy. I'm sitting in the office of Dr. Carol Brown, a tall, regal black woman in her early forties. She's simply beautiful. A graduate of Spelman College and Howard University. One of the most sought-after psychiatrists in the city. I've been seeing this lovely shrink for some time. And she's helping me get over my domination and submission fantasies. You see, I'm addicted to Race Play. What is Race Play? A sexual fetish involving domination between women and men with racial elements involved. I'm addicted to it. I read about it. I practice it. I revere it. It's started to interfere with my work and my life. So I landed in therapy to cure myself of this addiction once and for all.
I told Dr. Carol Brown about my latest adventures. I'm a student at Invictus College, a historically black private school located in the heart of Boston. Founded in 1972 by civil rights activists and wealthy philanthropists, the school recently celebrated its thirty seventh year. The school has sixteen thousand students, fifty six percent of whom are of African-American descent. It offers associates, bachelors, masters and doctorates in more than sixty fields. Invictus College recently opened its brand-new Law School, named after United States President Barack Obama. Its School of Engineering is named after Benjamin Banneker, the famous African-American inventor who developed the first clock built in the United States of America. The school of business is named after Earl Graves, founder of the business magazine Black Enterprise. The school has a rich history and it's also the place where members of the African-American middle class in New England like to send their sons and daughters for higher education. I like it because it's quaint. I grew up in Brockton, a small New England town where minorities are now the majority. I like living in a racially diverse environment. Diversity is here to stay in America. The old days are over. Get used to it. I decided to make Invictus College my home. And so it became home away from home. I joined the women's volleyball team and busied myself with academia and my favorite sport.
Invictus College is an athletic powerhouse, fielding men's intercollegiate sports teams in baseball, basketball, cross country, soccer, swimming, track & field, football, golf, tennis and wrestling along with women's intercollegiate sports teams in softball, basketball, cross country, soccer, track & field, swimming, field hockey, golf, tennis, volleyball and cycling. We compete in the NCAA Division One. I like being a part of the women's volleyball team. The Invictus College women's volleyball team is quite diverse, with three white females, nine black females, four Asian girls, two Arab-American women and three Hispanic chicks. I like it. The team's captain, Julia Brownstone, is a tall, beautiful young black woman. I had such a crush on her. She was cute and friendly, but she was also hopelessly heterosexual. She was going out with a tall, handsome young black man named James Tyrone Marshall. First-string quarterback of the Invictus College men's varsity football team. He's heading for the National Football League draft in 2010 and he's sure to be a first-round draft pick. They were the perfect couple in many ways. I envied them. I'm a bisexual Irishwoman on a campus full of gorgeous black women and hunky black men. And I'm very much attracted to both black women and black men. Yet many of them see me as a white chick with jungle fever syndrome rather than a potential partner. That really sucks.
Dr. Carol Brown took notes as I told her all of this. Not for the first time I noted what an attractive woman she was. She is so hot. I've always had a thing for sexy older black women. Growing up, my bedroom was filled with posters of Pam Grier, Alicia Keys, Serena Williams, Queen Latifah, Lisaraye McCoy, Janet Jackson, Sommore, Whitney Houston and many others. Being a white chick who longs to be dominated by bossy black women hasn't made my life easy. Most of my friends, both black and white, simply think I'm weird. Hell, Dr. Carol Brown probably thinks I'm weird too. She's got the perfect life. I know because I checked up on her before coming into her office. She's married to a handsome African-American lawyer named Jonathan Henderson. They have two sons and a daughter together. Their sons Jeremiah and Andrew attend the Massachusetts Maritime Academy. Their daughter Myra attends Pine Manor College. They're members of the fast-growing African-American middle class right here in Boston. And they lead interesting lives. I envied Dr. Carol Brown. Especially when I looked at pictures of her family in her office.
My family isn't the most stable. My father, Pierce White is a cab driver who loves to drink and chase loose women. My mother Mary Johnson White is a schoolteacher more concerned with her husband's infidelities than the welfare of her only daughter, me. I grew up in a truly dysfunctional household. Who says all the Irish are lucky? I don't know but my messy family situation probably has influenced me in a lot of ways. It's probably why I'm so twisted sexually. I can't get off without pain. I recalled learning the art of submission at the feet of a burly black man named Jorge Stone. He's a brutal master of BDSM if there ever was one. He's beaten me with his belt, spanked my big white ass and pulled my hair while berating me and calling me a useless white slut. And the sad thing is that I got off on being sexually dominated by a dominant black man who found chubby white women to be useless whores. I sucked his dick and he fucked me. He shoved that big black dick of his up my ass and pussy. In that exact order. I liked being treated like a useless fat white whore by this dominant black male. Yeah, I'm a chubby white who loves the feel of a big black cock up her fat white ass. Especially if he's going to cum in my ass after drilling my asshole with his magnificent black cock. I'm a black cock worshiper. If you don't like it, you can kiss my fat white ass!