CHAPTER 4: PROVING MYSELF
Stan was coming home from his most recent trip. This has been a change for him, too. Now that Jerome was in our life, he felt comfortable increasing his travel, which was something he had a desire to do for some time. Now, with me being cared for by Jerome, he felt free to do just that.
Stan had been gone on this trip for over a week and Jerome had taken the opportunity to focus my training. He even suggested I quit my job so I would be more available to him. Jerome insisted on qualifying that to have Stan's approval. If my income was necessary for the household, there would have to be more consideration. If part of that consideration was Jerome compensating my income for me to quit, I wasn't in favor. I didn't express that... not yet... but there seemed a fine line between slut and whore. If Jerome paid, it seemed to cross that line, at least to me.
I heard the garage door open and I quickly finished preparing his drink of choice and waited at the opening to the kitchen near the door from the garage. Jerome had suggested I take a couple of hours off from work to be ready for Stan. It made this easier that Jerome was considerate of Stan in all this.
"What's this?" Stan exclaimed as he entered and found me waiting. "I saw your car in the garage and hoped there wasn't a problem."
He dropped his briefcase and left his roller bag as I kissed him on the lips and handed him the drink. I then led him to the living room. We sat together on the sofa. I wondered if he realized how much more time we spent like this, sitting together, talking, just being together comfortably since Jerome?
He leaned to me and kissed my cheek. "You look happy, dear. Would I be correct in presuming Jerome has kept you satisfied?"
I blushed. I'm sitting with my husband and he is asking about my lover, the man we agreed I would devote myself to him as his personal slut. I leaned against Stan and put my head on his shoulder. His arm wrapped around. He stroked my arm whereas Jerome would have been fondling my tit.
"Yes, he has. I can't explain how it feels to be so filled, consumed." I blushed harder. We were that comfortable with the talk, my sharing what happens, but it's hard not to feel the awkwardness.
"You're happy..." and his voice trailed off. I sensed something and raised myself to look at him. He chuckled, "No, I'm fine. It's just... well... do you think I am a weak, uncaring man? I mean that I accept that you are doing this?"
I turned and cupped his face with my hands and gazed intently into his eyes. "NO! Oh, Stan, is that what you think? Never! The opposite, actually. I marvel at what a wonderful and strong man I am married to. You understand what I need and you accept and believe what I say I need even more than merely want. Allowing me to do this... my God, Stan... you've given me the greatest gift any woman could receive. You've given me your unconditional license for me to be happy and satisfied. Stan, I love you so much."
His arms returned around me as I hugged him. I could feel his arms and body exuding something more... a prideful awareness and belief of his continued importance to me.
That night, as we readied ourselves for bed, I bent over into the dresser drawer to select a sheer nightie to wear for him. That was when he saw it.
"What's that?"
I had gotten somewhat used to it in me. I blushed as I look back at him. "A butt-plug. Jerome is getting me ready for anal." He chuckled and gave me a hug. "Sounds like that's gonna hurt," he added with another laugh.
It had been my thinking, too, though without the bemusement. It was uncomfortable enough just getting the plug in. The idea of taking Jerome's cock there made me shudder.
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"How did it go?" Jerome asked as I stripped out of my clothes inside the front door. I was now forbidden to wear any clothes in his house unless he specifically instructed me and then it would include what I could wear. It was both intimidating and arousing. After only a short time, it was now automatic that I began undressing even before the door was completely closed.
"Good. As I expected. Stan's income has steadily increased and he is receiving some of the highest year-end bonuses for his performance. He has been saying for a while that my working was completely up to me. He confirmed that. In fact, he encouraged me to quit my job so I could devote more time and energy to you."
Jerome looked at me questioningly. I continued, "Honest. Those were almost his exact words. He's fully supportive of my goal to be the best slut."
"How long can you stay?"
"Stan will be gone all week and I'm ready to use as much time as you can spare for my learning and training. My body is yours, Jerome. I know I have a lot to learn and experience. I won't disappoint you, but I do need your help."
"Then assume the position."