CHAPTER 1: JEROME
If I hadn't been loosened by too many drinks, this might have hurt even more than it initially did. But... GOD DAMN... does it feel like my pussy is in heaven now!
It all happened without intention. I was merely out for the night with a group of the girls from work. A Friday night to unwind from the mediocre jobs we shared at Mortenson Manufacturing. It wasn't the first time we'd done this... not by far. The fact was I usually joined them only because Stan, my husband of six years, wouldn't be interested in doing anything remotely fun to end the week and start a weekend that might promise something fun and interesting. So, I was out with the girls, all meeting at a pre-arranged location that varied usually by some recommendation one of us heard of. This time it was a more upscale club with pricier drinks but really good music, lots of guys and dancing.
Our normal Friday night of drinks and laments was changed, at least for me. I had lost track of the other girls as I was invited onto the dance floor repeatedly. It had put my life into a strange new perspective and awareness. How could six years of marriage have so quickly become routine and mundane? How could the man who I agreed to marry have become so uninterested and inspired? How could the man I had loved have turned so lacking in attention and support?
It was undoubtedly an unfair comparison. These men had no commitment to me, no responsibility... or I to them. Their flirtation and attention were as intoxicating for my heart as the liquor was to my brain. I didn't want to leave the attention of these men and quickly lost awareness of the girls to enjoy the company and attention I was receiving. By the time the girls were ready to leave, I had been dancing and enjoying the company of a particular man, an extraordinarily attractive and imposing man that even other men yielded to. That he was dark black, muscular, and exceedingly confident magnified all other impressions. When one of the girls approached me, he had pulled me in close to his side with his arm around my shoulders and whispered into my ear, "Don't go... please. You are the sexiest, beautiful, fun woman I have met in a very long time. It isn't that late... we can still have more fun." The truth was, I was hooked with 'don't go'.
The girls left and I sat next to this man I didn't know. I was married. What was I doing? It felt like a thing I needed... wanted. From a stranger? A very handsome, attractive, and thrilling stranger? I couldn't explain it even to myself so I didn't dwell on it. I just went with the feeling. Of course, the drinks helped.
We danced some more. The fast dances his eyes quickly moved to my breasts which moved some despite the marvels of engineering intended to constrain them. I'm aware of how much men like busty women and my DDD's have brought a lot of attention since I was an early-blooming teen. I don't know if I could say I was used to it, I was usually embarrassed and tried to not bring attention to them in my dress. But this man... God... he was so confident and I was so responsive.
During a slow dance, he parted us, looked down clearly at my breasts, and back up to my eyes. He was going to comment on my breasts... I could tell... and for once I wanted him to.
"You're beautiful and sexy. You're amazing. Everyone has been watching you." I almost swooned as he pulled me in tight. I couldn't help it. I looked to the side as we moved slowly. People were looking. At me? At him? At us? A strong, confident black man and a less confident white woman? "You feel so good in my arms." I moaned. God, where did that come from? He's only holding me and I respond like that? He parted us again, "Your breasts are amazing, too." He looked intently into my eyes, "Am I being too personal, too forward? But they are... you are. I can't seem to control it. I don't want to control it. Someone like you deserves to know and feel how amazing and special you are." My legs went weak so I pressed into him for support, to hide how this silly woman is reacting to the strength and certainty of this man. I felt his hard, muscled body under his shirt. I felt those breasts he likes so much press and squash into his body. At 5' 6" he is a full head taller than me. His arms around me hold me like a secure fortress of strength and protection, yet they feel caring and comfortable.
When we return to the booth, I am blushing profusely. I can feel my excitement as I walk, then sit in the booth with him sliding in tightly next to me. I don't think I've felt this since... I don't think I have EVER felt this.
"You're blushing... was I too forward out there?" I shake my head. I don't dare speak. I certainly can't tell him that I'm not blushing by embarrassment but flushed by excitement. "Then... can I tell you something more?" OH GOD... I give him a slight nod but can't look into his eyes. "You are beautiful and exciting. You moved like a sensuous cat when you let yourself, then became nervous and tight. Your entire being attracts attention but you try to hide it from us." He leaned in, kissed my cheek so innocently, nuzzled my neck with his lips, and sent a shiver down my body. He whispered in my ear, "Hiding yourself... your beauty... your body... the female struggling inside you to get out... it's like a crime against the rest of humanity..."
I shivered... visibly. I stammered, "I... I'm... I shouldn't... I'm married..."
"I know. I saw the ring a long time ago. I initially looked past you because of it but you were dancing with so many different men and having fun that I became curious." He held up my left hand, his fingers turning my wedding ring. "My name is Jerome, by the way."
"Trish," was all I dared to say as my heart pounded so hard inside me I was even thinking he might feel it through my fingers.
"Trish... a lovely name, too." He continued with the ring. "So... did married Trish come here to tease poor, enrapture men?" I shook my head.
"NO... I..."
"Or, did Trish who happens to be married come here because there are things, feelings, needs she desires, even unconsciously, and doesn't get satisfied?"
FUCK. You wanted to know what you were doing here, what you wanted here as you enjoyed dancing with all those men and more so when you stayed when the others left? He just told you. He saw into you with more clarity than you allowed yourself.
I pulled my hand slowly from his and looked up into his eyes. For a moment, everything else stopped... just our eyes connected, held, searching until... I moved that same hand up to the side of his face and with just that simple touch moved his head down to meet mine coming up to his. I kissed him. On the lips. My lips coming into electric contact with his large lips. I gasped at the touch, my breath passing between my lips onto his. A schoolgirl. A first-ever kiss. Not really, of course, but it was the same feeling that coursed through my lips and spread through my body. His hand came up to my face and our kiss became harder, more intense... then much more intense.